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I can think of an alliance that only the laugh over their novel Cathay was the worst one on the corner from a bronze that was awful. I never went to that one. You ve missed deliberate. To the utter urban, the idea, the pan. I like that were yeah. I like that, when actually there was more on urban was also that that is what I got. Some more black performance art stuffed your wasn't. He doesn't some poets, some beer, it wasn't just stand up. It wasn't just in of Anna with visual that at least they had a supportive owner who, just like there being comedy there and a lot of places they tolerated for hedge until something happened you liked or the M abrogated even knows going on. Upstairs people just walk through and go up Nobody has ever is a three story bar and there were two little performance bases. There was one nicer performance based with an actual stage in the room that we did, the other

I can't know there was a basically just like up small conference room. What else have comforter whether Gypsy lost me was when they start shortly, so you have to buy thing and half of us were so poor that was like whatever it is it. A lot of these places will allow an open might because they think o alot of people. Be here and real is none of these people are gonna, buy anything most people bring their own living on a couch, they're just go up for three black predefined, rather ones removes running the other might get meltdown. We did legged toys for tat thing We ran a toy you'd, get a guaranteed spot to people brought to us. Come on does is in five minutes just a little bit of three like you know, I like live, but yes, so I feel, like the guy, the group that I associated you the guys that I thought that I saw you I assumed that you are running with. Was you and David

Nick Use if here and it was basically guys that would go on to be like the comedy store guys recovery sore crowd- that accurate here we're commerce are guys we need also to Nora. Doing we felt like fighting was the best way to get it. I made way for ourselves with Should on some people. Here is something there's one show and I the audience I dont think it was a brook. Oh, I remember where was but the it was not cooperating with the show and David Tale there would like people up. He said something like you I can understand. But what I'm picturing right now is all of your blood bathing in the back of the room like everything going a little bit like, let me say, a given tat could raise over boils zero too. I wish you were dead. I hope you all die in a car accident on the way home, the common.

Store, never the hung out there who know me know. I hung out there a few times you in the old days. You know like pre priests, variety, jamming this set sag. It would go up there, and so I would come to follow him, get drunk and go perform at the last factory or the comedy store, and so they would me up, because I was hanging out with him and the company store. I mean I my first couple sets when I they are doing centre in the belly room. But there was one: about the comedy store that the environment back then I don't know kind of bump me out like. I was always a little disappointed that I didn't stick it out there, because you know, I think it was one, and I know that stores come back like em back. It's like it's a nice word around now, but for a period of time it was kind of a depressing place and and and but when I look back, I go fuck though, but people could survive out that environment been here a came out. Never

I've been here a years. I've never set foot MECCA really a lot of the biggest problem with it with peoples that is massage, but it felt like it was just unwelcoming women, are legal starting longing. Oh yeah, you not obliged to be it ever. Let me emphasise that starting scared me away a lot too, and I believe that's a dub reason, but Busy is part of one of them. That is your hearts. Let s make at the vacant. Infra here is the one with sunset we know target is like twenty bucks all around there in and also far like. It's not right next to the so it always seemed always seem like gag. We'll go wherever hard. You monsieur not be held by food. An open mind like twenty two eggs for parking decoded, maybe get a spot at the store. But now that I have money and goober like webs, at that time I remember being covered with you, walked up, and I was Where are you from and he was let you told me where and us and you like I'm way fat or now

that's not, unlike the body was slowly becoming self aware, you're a drink in those days, but the common store. It really like the thing I kind of love about it and I don't know if it's changed but like the bathrooms had like mirrors and black toilets like, heard everything was mirrored in who act toilets and it just it really felt like out. This is what it was. It's not true. Simon, a boy golden age of comedy like so many drugs word. In this way, the area, yeah thirty thirty five list there was also a mirror top. Recently a mere top letting barbicane? That, therefore, knows all these lines in all these last summer, scratched those now it's kind of wanting to think that those should be

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guys. I want to go in and points mobile given shows on microfiche. Whatever you really would you you? You would you could go. Then you know they had they, but even then people have to donate libraries of things have to be able to get him so thanked even had access to everything. I want a couple times Was cool? Wait. It's specials there was. It was a cool place as a really cool place marry their Sorgen way. I fear that place for good mills it? How did you guys get into the company so did reworking the door then yeah I had never heard of it. I mean it's been my home for fifteen years. I had never heard of it. I was looking for them factory she's ever show answer nights life on earth. That's actually live, or some like that. So I figured you get it. A comedy and then, by my way- and I did not do comedy- where did you come from Maryland- dwelling Orissa Maryland and then I drove out there ass, a comedy or go pilot personally book,

it is never left psych I got up and the phones Answer- phones Duncan Trestle train. The phone headstart like a month before and then worth more to cover both and then the door and everything I waited something a little bit and waitresses didn't show up on time. I was a manager, a couple times system, talent, coordinator delta website, got fired up the website two weeks in the website weave. The line of some six years before it's fine noticed people, even here anymore, I put a link in like finally, the size of this. This is the cap of directions, just a little car directions. One is that, where people cook here and I can find out how to get here from the one one of the four or five or ten I am aware as moments I work for the people the time for that. But where are you from here somewhere else somewhere?

what are you own people read it doesn't take. Every space is a leg. You don't have look on it and read through if you don't think it's aggressions you're fired. It doesn't exist, I would argue that there is no room for another, over here? Ok, we don't have lived it literally digital bays, where there's a picture a photo of a sofa put in a book somewhere. That's all it doesn't take up, they usually paying by the word or yeah. She made you take tat. Wretch ends so helpful. But you will need who built the site before that didn't have directions to a place with this when the cover

I was in a downturn. It was evident tat. She had just stop coming around as much of the people she passed on. A whim were like awful, but like she never resolve them to block. What are you doing here right so just like, and then the Dyson Eddie Griffin just ran the place really regard for like they were raised to get there first, as you gotta bumped entire line above sucks, so the door guys verified by twelve forty five one o clock they get off and there lay the scraps and we will look cool scraps are amazing. I would love to whose whose attending these shells at this time, its members Amelia. Wasn't that wasn't that fall I mean tuesdays. You won't even start to live. Till I get out, half lay behind of people it's great. Now, though, I mean use of Siena, especially well your property responsible for the rebirth of comedy how's. That possible talk about comedy through a large audience. That's all

yeah, I'm glad to hear that. That's what it is. You tell a story about sometime, you would have club and something happens if I call that seems cool yeah, because I know you know in LOS Angeles some lessons I would think like who just gonna go out. Comedy on issues to enable a million things are people. Why would they goes coming as it is the comedian, understanding why people should go to Carmody shows we devalue yeah. We do we do I mean you know, I guess there are. If you live in a small town in them, much to do- and I go there's a colony club. Let's go see, what's gonna look like, and I lay on a Tuesday though even a kind of two years that only think about think about the sunsets rip in your head and think about the things to do there. It is the wood ranch, Mazato ranch address that would render the Grove Samaranch Ranch you might want to yeah. Maybe you know walk into a hustler store for a laugh.

My mother do look soup, DR right, except I led right there on right next to pick the oh you dead or ten years boy when I was drinking pink, TAT was really using. Ok, the liver just Mew Guide. They would just make a sandwich and bring it to you. You have to leave. I can't even imagine this. You isn't that crazy he's got that one of the best jokes I remember about drinking. Where was his wife learn this weekend? It's never! Ok to spill beer on a baby promoter of what is not letting you as I did, the jury method. I rather like a thought. Through now I gotta now I feel like I could track that. Maybe down and be like a step or having completed with you remember. This baby might be like thirteen now that baby.

We attach age. Probably postal has a stain like burned market without having to go over to have someone subtle line on him. He was a spill beer, baby garbage Oh, my god. I completely forgot about that. I wonder I wonder, many dumb throwaway, jokes, just in the course of set that we ve and went into the ether that you say once you forget and no when reminds you and then like you, you ve. I bet God how much, how much, how much of how much alias stuff do you think you ve lost? I think I think of all comedians. I think seventy percent is lost forever, but it's a really interesting statistic. I would Like thirty. We either you things that happen. I'm including like that's a good bit. I got a member that heading back to ants running aground status, goes away. Is it so hard to remember bits, and why do I everytime fall for I know I always forget, but I'm not gonna forget this one. Five minutes later a dog barks. Unlike what?

it's what you, where you had the thought. I knew something important was there to do. Eight minutes on Doug Barking and it's nothing. I've committed sooner little more guns in my pocket, but if I can feel it get it out of my conversation in my head about just so, you know you're just saying goodbye to gaudy cover with I don't I don't nor I switched to ever known, I'm all and ever know now is it thinks across all the device is up for a while, but I get on a plane and even like at the pro it's like. I can access the note. There's only there's one thing: you're that ever know doesn't have its very puzzling to me, which is you can only in a note, You can only arranged notes in order from the data was modified or alphabetically. So I can't if I wanted to arrange my set, I can't make a bunch notes and then arrange the notes. However, I want within a notebook which seems to me a very basic function: there There's a glowing should consult for them. I should ever notes you could offer

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the work in the door and stuff, but does not from a website like eighty hours to a week for two weeks, did you get paid at least five hundred a week and it's a bad the aggregate at a bunch of good jobs there, the western there was that a video room with high aids and old tapes it. I was my job to one The tapes law demands on marked the old Jim, carry sets out all raised the treasure, but also to stand right by the old high players it when repair and it would just eat these things so everytime, I just stopped it and I pull it out with a screwdriver and get it all out and read, and I think you know cost seventy five bucks. New player that you're fired and I'm trying to help us by what was that, what we do with all the high footage just lie just saying what's on there and they won t. Didn't you its door in the colony store. That's right when I was working- and I was so I was like- I just got them the footage they needed. Did you save any of it? No gas be epic.

I was gonna digitize everything that was gonna be the plan. It's there must be a lotta sitting at the library. You know what you think. You know anything about you. You only tend to think of other people like we, like the other colleagues, that we all love eulogy to think of them in terms of the special that they have DORA set where you saw that gave the first tat, are working in how kind of things those are interested them as human beings like waiting their way through night after night, said after sale, right thanks to come hello, you gonna. Do you don't picture same citizens? an average of nowhere the prior were you. Store one rate, was I feel it. This was you that would tell me a story about Doug, stand. Hope, someone through a chair item on stage or something at the comedy store, or he threw a chair at someone say that I've seen chairs being thrown up here, really. What does it take to get a chair thrown at you and say late night booze

The company is two things. I guess. When it happens, you probably gonna go them surprises, doesn't happen more often actually tale. I miss Taylor such a lump there with him. How does me- and my account is not as mean but like he would say, like no. The base of the mic stand is really good. If you pick it up, you can jab it at people, that's a really good weapon, gap, which is the fact that he was thinking that were eight and eleven that drinking on those terms where it's like, like these, streets, mad you're out of business, sunsets Driedup how to think in terms of cells. But unless an anomaly occurs, we are usually not going to have to protect yourself on stage. When did you who I think we are going to go through the punk phase, where we just trying to shock people just to get some reaction. Some reacts it's kind of a sort of like what a mist having child does like. I think most common readiness have that period in their set. Were there like I'm gonna just to get some, you know

they'd rather rattle the audience are gross about. Rather than you know. If the joke is going elsewhere, bats we could easily fall back. Unlike just edgy did you for you, the awful writer and a performer? Ok, I guess I'm too smart for the room Joe Babe she's a smart lies that very subtle leap did. The college of the auditing just do what I order you smart, but here it is Meltdowns are always the most vulgar yeah, don't open. I stopped trying to do that. I just we're trying to get better. I guess I don't know it was like a decision. I wasn't always trying to shopping But I'm still on that side. Will you know yet done up at midnight? Yet I, like you, know just a mediocre got a little darker. I guess how dark was the dark as the special.

Not as much amongst the lump in his dirty comic, but I don't really like one sex bit in there and seventy two minutes special, There's some anti, like? U S, government stuff, like that, I guess what like darker, more like subversive, more subversive, muslin say that ok, I know now so the USA put you on a dirty list distinctly. He has to keep it. I think this is what I started or people know me like a filthy comic, because I was so religious. I was like every time I had sex with such a shock for me but you were layers of religious yeah. I didn't know that the actual after college in college I wanted Shiva for two years in Israel, live there studied like rabbinical school. Oh, you do NATO, Hardware Asia,

My people were not allowed in your dad's bowling. Alleys could go there. They I wouldn't want to exact. In those days. I wasn't Nashville, no other members. The levers of his morbid the national right, music influence there. Well, national has a huge nationals nationals actually more musical. The members Memphis has a crazy music seen. My Nashville is like that's where a lot of the country record labels are so it's that they have different. That's what I grant you know like that that there's there's different music heritage there. I think Memphis musical heritage is dirtier But it's you know it's a good town and there were a lot of the rule out a jewish folks, groaned. I was grown up in Memphis. It wasn't just wasn't just like white people and rednecks there were real. Yet so you Shiva is that, That's where you that is that, like a personal sabbatical

I guess it's just like my parents, orthodox everybody. My first school like whence did that its issue for year after Highschool study from exchange woke up side of about thirty as for money services. What are you studying Tom would Torah the profits of it all the jewish stuff too. Then justs is the gold is the golden know it as much oil as you have to know it, so you can be a pious Jew when you can be alerted and member of and functioning member of Judaism and then what happens and then you do it. And then you still got a hell anyway, because everyone knows the hell for eleven months easier on you. Have you live better, so you can answer more of the questions that health that you like, but then this happened. I think the better you hear the very you are the low. They turned the flame up. Ok, but there's blame nomadic. Conjure soul at what point last week,

as the other haven't at what point did you go? Maybe maybe some of this isn't some stuff? I believe in you hear about it. Yes, there was ok, so many dorm room in issue via my year too. I think no first year and they had these light fixtures above the beds. They could read by preferably ridden torment shirt but whatever we wonder it and you can operate lights on the Sabbath, finite sundown to salary, Sunda Knowledge, a city, you further that yes I'll get so this light I was gonna take his book has been agreed by it and take this designed this cup and put it on top of this is a signal roundly Fisher and put on top and John Light Socket sleep, but the cup kept sliding off cause was round. I started thinking like China line off. I can't sleep the lights right in my eye, like I just turn it off, but my my window is right by the entrance to the whole dorm. So, like some see me caught, so I didn't do it

for the next two years I kept thinking like, but what was that doubt about? If God, it wanted to turn the lights on love? What's the doubt? What's all just turn laugh and it shouldn't matter? If a friend sees me if a friend saw that adds up, if you see me stealing is not nearly as bad as of God sees me stealing right and then it was like what I doubt about I start thinking like well compared to was like I'd believe in my father. I believe he exists. So I'm not going to masturbate in front of my dad is a real person. Like what do you do it right, but I'll do in front a god of the Sabbath, but I'll do it funny God, because I dont fully believe in that. That's really that's really interesting that the result was that the now list of it kind of turned on its own and then I started think like well. If I don't delete my baby, I just don't believe it was doing the stuff on autopilot. Since I was little and I I just know belief in me:

No, no, I know your twelve supper and I know what you are. I was catholic words. You still believe in that stuff. I just never looked inwards. I just didn't. Have it in me, there was just faith. No, I don't believe in the catholic school stuff anymore. I mean it it is one of those things and I remember being in high school and really and really leaving in it and arguing with, people who were like you know and arguing with them are you idiot are arguing with people who, in using those? standard arguments. Were people go well, you know the planet's just sort of a cosmic accident, no think of a tree. It's so complex, and how could you someone had to get someone how to share the quote? Yeah the world embarrasses Amelia and I can't believe, there's a watch with no watchmaker right and the problem is watchmakers. Have they make? just ass. If you like it or how do you explain how the world works, my colleagues will not open works.

Wasn't? Oh god, I can't explain it doesn't because God loves science involved by the way. I still don't. I still don't be smirched. Anyone who says how else could intrigues Emmy like I don't. I have friends who are religious and it doesn't mean? No, I don't I don't. I don't understand that. That's now it's batteries and I disagree. Any argument were. How else could it be as bad art by reasoning you haven't proven somebody's disprove and other things you know about, so you think it's more a vague. You think it's more of just an easy answer to go out. God did that where there is no proof forgot. That's the joy of God. It's always a leap of faith shirt. So if you have, any proof fort does any like well in the Himalayas. You can see this thing that clearly got what, but why would make himself there and not for the rest. The people will that's. Usually we will go. What's? U not meant to understand his ways well, it seems fairly convenience he's a cop out, but you know again. I still, I still think people should believe whatever

comforts, then believe everyone's life. It doesn't hurt anybody else, believer ever on the privacy of your own home, yet or bringing the rain of stones jerk off. On the Sabbath day, you will have your govern the seventh Europe actually yeah geological. Whenever obey maybe I better off actually is, is a bigger sin that having sex with a non jus without a without a common. Are you serious, airy wasting seed? Oh yeah? Well, because, yes, yes, yes, if a sperm is wasted, guy goes quite ironic. Because in the early days of in the early days were days were tribes were vying for dominance have regions yeah you're some you were meant to populate as much as possible. Don't let's see, of course it would. Of course it would benefit, you know a tribal leader to say like if you're not populating and you're wasting seed than you are committing a crime against try by that date, owing it. Member about our last go, they said no more abortions yep early on ITALY, reduce redo laws and like along abortion was cool. We have plenty of people,

you're, so cool I mean I was. You would involve schools, abortion, hipster experts, Blair, yeah. We deal with these cool brass. So you were you remember when you were can view. Remember that you remember losing your fate, losing your religion and then letting house achieving university. I come back to America with you. Why you would you like a split curriculum college which sounds like why you, and that yeah just stopped at all right. How are your publisher family with it not great, no now mining and tell them. I had to tell him anymore go. You should be universally. More is a waste of money, and it was Why am I to ignore these costs? Because anyone on a believer anymore, we didn't talk a bell. I stood somewhat, you think so I was wondering

This is right there near why you yet so was a talk about us. Is one of the first place us up given kosher and it may be noxious? Maybe second threw up a couple times yet sack as a gilt How about you know I'd make a hell of a little cook. I just don't will also, if you had been eating a specific diet up to that point and your introducing a bunch of New chemicals or whatever was into your system. Yeah mean I I would imagine it can help you that point like sixteen, seventy owns one of your twenty got wow. That's meaning that you made that far down the line. What was I can Israel. This was amazing. Israel's amazing I'm, you ve never been there. The whole countries pretty much made of stone. Yeah the big cities. I tell it was a giant metropolis that ain't really get to experience closer religious there's like night clubs and fund nonreligious shit yeah they can do there. When I was all jerusalem- and that's just-

develop in the mountains, it would snow card was so great and everyone was jewish. So there is no problem of fine kosher food sure had gaudy awakening knotty kosher yet and then, like you, dance on like the day that, The tour was given to the Jews, who would dance all the way from your Shiva all the way to the western wall with like seventy five? I singing and praising God. It was all. Man is my first time they succeeded in, like US school atmosphere, so we're student, but then, when I got there, I do said the study. This notice did you ever think about going reckoned stern and open like in Jerusalem and that I wanted to go there, roads always talks about go in there. What do you get there in time roads, but, unlike tat, conceal my relatives Nowhere could go there to do its neighbour now, not anymore, could have then probably except the comedy. Except the other, but my languages,

wait out. I mean really what you did to see how to see how far to the other side of the spectrum that I mean, I think me and PETE Homes and encrypt mascot they were the ones. I know there were like raised religious right and we ve sort of rebelled against it. Touches yes, I'm dirty hands dirty can accept. Like I believe it. So what did you lose your virginity? Twenty three twenty three so like the biggest my throw up like talk about Europe in a way that wasn't liked feel guilty it already like. Oh yes, I view this is what I should be by then it was. It is normal first girlfriend Kate, Hicks. We love each other, both Lhasa, regionally to reach other that what there is no guilt on that now by then but what you told him, my parents, my mama's upset that was gonna, lose like, though their tradition enough and a sense of like community. My dad was like your lower than a dog. Really that's what he said. He was even a dog believe in God. Do they, though,

No! No, I didn't, I couldn't say, is the position held by dogs? Go to have a girl scout gotta know got agnostic. I what do you ever repair this with your daddy after a few years? He Gunter Lake. I think he saw somebody It had a married into a family and hurt her step, kids, one of America not Joe, and that the dad was just like you're done. Whitworth that's over his are saying I think you are saying the prayer for the dead. Oh, my god, it was bad. My dad saw that they give Qatar part of family and then he also start haven't grandkids. So then was like a right, so one won't re who gives a shit we're? Where do you think people, because I think a lot of times you know not not just with religion but with

two things when there are contradictory rules it it doesn't always make people go. Oh, maybe this system is flawed because this and this can't possibly coexist. Yeah. Just somehow realtor people never go. I was sent to Iraq and a false mission to you're, just because there is no weapons of mass destruction. They lied about it. I was, but they have to be like no, I'm defending your freedom and it's like no, that's what you signed up to do, but somebody give you bad orders. I need to find something else, so you think it's you think

Can you think of stuff in your head that you were that you knew was contradictory, that you still were like no, but I guess this, because what I'm getting at is how apparent can go you're dead to me, knowing that your offspring is Pino supposed to be this. This anti treasure thing here, my getting quite like that. He saw that could be a problem and could be like a reality so that when against it, but who now I don't know- I don't think so, but not not from religion but some time enough to leave a city on on pause. Little scratch up city and I believe that, like ten years, how would it scratches sitting a laser just baron right through spend the night here to spend them same rate when its flag and apply a man it just gonna spend another? No, but a scratch I'm sorry too, there was one thing: I've ever discovered is having a real tough time with it. A diabetic contradictory things is always an answer for it. I'm sorry too, there was

they remembered discovered, is having a real tough time with it, and then having alike figure out what the answer was. I see my not mind, nonreligious friends, to stop fucking, not juice. Oh wow yeah possibly tell some either sinning and make them understand it than the same kind of counts. If I give you a kosher hamburger, but it's really not kosher, you haven't, I think wrong you. I know I did now outbreak, but if I tell you It is not going to eleven way than its on you, so it really is about intention and wilfulness. Yes, if I tell them that is bad for you to be opened up a non Jews who should be like dating jewish girls. Braddock then continue to do it, they're, not sitting so that so their ignorance is bliss equals not sending Ghek nuclear, no one ever told them, and you didn't want your friends, you didn't wanna, have a boner buzz, kills idiotic, I'm his neck. I think rabbi, some of the bigger go higher up. I can give an answer.

Wow pretty fun. How do you think most people justify that stuff? Just why was I mean like? How do you think they justify around the contradictions? Did you ever talk about it within a year, friends or the thing with it with the with the Torres this doesn't there aren't really contradictions? It's all tom, it's all logic based, so nothing today with this other oral come up. Well then, I then Ok then, maybe I'm talking about the catholic Church, because there were many things that were contradictory. There are many things that are contradictory. Well, it's just like. When you look at the ten commandments there there are places there are places and certainly in the Bible there are places their place, they contradict, and so it's you know well it'll, be like what people command you to do is rang it says in the Bible right, so I voted against the love your neighbour and then, how do you explain going to that region or just murdering thousands of people? Well, and also you went area than our neighbour

a calm, your five. So if you're, if your parents tell you Something that sinful yeah, what do you do because you're supposed to honour your It's a rapid, then you're not supposed to sin, but if repaired to telling you to do it useful to honour them Where do you successfully? How Spock incur got off on a planet with the androids? They tried out logic them right, anyone anyone I mud was the name of the episode. How can you out logic and Andrew that's ridiculous right in what you say, listen very carefully. Everything, I say is everything: Spock says, is a lie and then Spock says to be endured. I am lying and in the end we did know what to do in LOS up in smoke, stark I would say, is that night steamroller you are salutary than you are lying, but if you are lying then you are not telling, but that's an old has one of your commit parents. Tell you this yeah you just gotta with laws and not Besides I was muds women I led was the first you can do so doing

honourable way that Philip, I remember, studying something like that. I think, if we do it the nicest way possible Same Mamma, I appreciate everything you ve done for me So the rules are the rules of the Talmud in the tour, pretty cut and dry yeah yeah and everything has it as a as a reason to it like that. If you, if you actually kill somebody, you got to pay their wife, cuz you're, taking away their income right. The household special back then But if you kill a doctor, you owe them a certain amount of one hundred shekels and if you kill a garbage man, you I'm like ten shekels, while another equally made of Saint life is worth more than other lives, and so the Tom it is all just analyzing that and they know it's not that every life as equal but the cost of living. We met so that used to a certain way of living. How many? Because you know a lot of these rules were created when our culture was allotted, France, oh yeah? In basically

apply anymore, our work when science and religion and politics we're all kind of the same thing. We're people word what, if you find a piece of meat on the ground and there's three restaurants and two of them are sure what is not kosher. Are you ll to eat a piece of meat, was eating meat up the ground. Why? We still that what are you doing about is that of the jewish, as it is really like a standard thing, they gave a J set. You find a piece of be rational. I think of him into a vat of soup. Well over sixty alma. Isn't there an old, and you know before I get into this ipod. Ized any bibles Gub scholars out there who are very low, got it wrong. Yes, I know I've, not I've, it's been forever since I was in high school, but what there. I am. I my mom cried when, because I was taught by Jesuits and Jesuits were at least the ones that I worked with top. I were liberal in terms of their interpretation of of the Bible and events of eight. We were taught like its symbolic, don't take it literally, it just means you know it is

be a series of stories that were totally different times and then sort of sound together. Of course, I told my mom than she was like one of my paying for here, but that those knows at its symbolic, but is also store, is really really happens, but just the idea of you know if you're, if your brother dies you Then there are the responsibility of generating with the wife, it's like. How do it not asking this in an accusatory way, I'm genuine the curious. The Bible seems to be one of these things that people kind of pick and choose whatever suits them to a degree. You know that things like that, so it's like well, if you gonna believe people a people I am quoting the Bible go? What the Bible says is the Bible says is the bottles of this in the Bible, so I'm just doing its execution from myself. Why? Do they not go by while also everything like ok? Well, if you're gonna say this, then why are you not I'm not doing it rather garments? Sister, her resolute, live there, doing only solidarity by you.

Sumerian, giver, kids and don't don't pull out? Don't masturbate, don't like what why? Why is it the one thing where people just they their soda, matic about the things that seems such well, it them their own belief system, the most but not. Oh yeah, why mean I don't need to do all that? It's like boat, but if you're doing it then do it on a percent. The reason is because people afraid of change, that's the biggest thing. I took the renaissance. Parents, and I remember the first cavalcade what what is it? Well, the Pope's meat. I think it has a Pope cavalcade people's eyes. As yes, you club, jabbering conclave conclave right in a Paypal account again the Congo, where they were little and they see their member that whoever led the services, the priests turning around whose IDA facing the the answer, he wasn't face the audio, the Vatican to yeah and They go now you confess the audience or vice versa, yeah, and he goes they remembered her parents going. This is ridiculous. Are you kidding me that's no way to worship? Yet

because initially the like initially this, the princess was to be essentially the spiritual leader he's waiting for the facing forward because he was essentially the vessel to God were so after episode in Vatican, too it and then also latin masses, inland and then, after Vatican to it became more about the community of the black, the the church not just being the home of God, but like people, but the com. People like church with the capital see was the the community, there. I remember that from the I was an altar boy for years, wise altar boy thing: it was cool, we got where robes we got to erode. The Anna had to play with fire delight. Candour is really going to drink wine too. We were just killing it. The candidates, don't stuff, then the systems they need assistance. You know I'm busy, I need this it reminds me Russia, small boys, as an assistant, maybe we should just highlights high school kids.

Nine year old boys, you're, the worst, where special robes you got to be a lot of people like you really were you were Oh that's right, makes sense offshore is, it saw the abusing the estimates. By the time around anymore, why? I guess yeah that that that one sticking point to me, I wouldn't love dissident have a conversation with someone who is, you know who is strictly adherence to the Bible and go up you, don't do every existing us, I'm sure there's a reason, and I am sorry that I dont know it in now. Like to know the answer to that not lie wrote the Bible could not account for how easy it would be to get porn no like well guys, go here's the worst rule so one gets married, does a contract, its Kaliko tuba, and you too. Their family, a certain amount for them. So if you, a dowry directly to pay. You, however, much right three votes.

Never daughters, emotion was garbage worker than its one go exactly, but if she's not urgent? You pay less sure, and I say that the sarcastic not like a girl. I came up so easily if a woman gets raped, she's, no longer virgin and she's worthless. On a diary system. So one of the punishments the rapists as he has to then marry the woman. He asked to do that for because she's less valuable, she's less marketable Giovanni husband with no thought

two. Maybe this woman doesn't want to marry her rapists. Well, what about thought too, like put the guy in jail for ever what about to kill or put the guy in prison for the rest of the year? Yes, some of these things have not been updated about about cut the rape is digging and throw him into the river yeah, maybe to be a benefit for the woman. She gets the cut his dick off instead of having a Merriam but there's No, I mean what do you think I just from I can tell like you know nobody. Can we rails against that rocks? now now that rocks our hopes in the Vatican like people are love in the rocks are already say, sale at a signal. Very cool things. It'll get very low minded things and so maybe that's how James starts as they come from the religious leader. There is every poison since we started

poison. That's over catholic church works. We know who is it that you just said it because you watch James Bond films and you think that everyone gets poisons now. I'm just start, even just the history of the catholic Church and behaviors over over someone's gonna he's gonna man and go there is. I was crazy that Bennydeck step down I've, never fucking happens here. There's some living about this shit's gonna come out about the no shit does happen, a living pope does not go, may know, I guess I'm done being the voice of God. I've heard Zena once you have completely similar ones and then up this once only called some shit. I learnt that it was like a paperweight near the area. I want to know what's going on Benedict Jack, and I wonder what is that you think so sorely during readily covered something up yeah he directly added to you get to answer one rapers to another of our view that their that was an often he was a giant

they are all under is want. A lot of stuff is happening, such a corrupt system. Then you know it's emits. Do you think you're reading today that there was nobody? Just a merry forget the last name my god knows very well good guess, but she she got excommunicated from the church and like eighteen, sixty six, four reporting that the priests were piddling little boys. Es communicated and then Pope Frances, just canonized, are made her saint nice mega for yeah, like I lay schools they can do. Seems like a seems like a good guy So do I still don't ever think I'm gonna go back to. There's something wrong with it? For me I mean I don't do anything wrong with the you know, going to church and suffragist doesn't matter now. My friend steeps, among goes. He set up.

Nice guys were hidden shit, I'm over it. So the way he doubtless some Christians are like. Ok and wars like you, yeah, ok, village, of this good apples, and everybody knows me it just the having Every muslim unite. Mohammed Ali area do having great having gone to church up and up through high school author huskily went to church every week, attitude It includes a kite school we'd have to go away Wednesday, and there were sundays that I would go to. My mom was the canter like she was the song leader in church. So there are some who huts there's appeared from progressing. Why so weak? And so at a certain point I can just about like I'm over the first time I heard about obsessive compulsive disorder. And in my teenage brain going? Ok, so performing ritualistic behaviour, so bad things don't happen. That's what I'm doing every week in like this it seems that it so bad things happen, Neil stand me o Neill stance. It say:

these vibrant, perhaps rosaries eleven. I always My mother, like this, is ridiculous. Why are we sitting kneeling standing sitting kneeling standing? What is this just get all of it down at once, do Furthermore, things all the kneeling understanding. How do you think happens? I think I think if you have a certain point in your life, there's a certain threshold that, as you get older, were you just don't have energy for shit anymore and if you get to that and you still or go like you're still involved in your religion. You go, you know what I don't know, but I just go. I'm gonna change now, but if you fall out before that, you know you're out then you're out. Unless crazy happens and you have like. I almost and I had a vision and knife, and now I go back and I'm devout and I'm spreading the word through similar those kids. It's but he went to Heaven when he had an accident admitted lying. Here's the thing the house may end up, as you got more religious and it's like, I now feel built guilty, but

I didn't Philadelphia alive, but now I do all the people follow them where are they now to go, but still still real? Where they do? I don't know I mean I think it would be. I think it would be really great to feel like Oh there's a you know, there's a grander purple. Yes, they absolutely that's the draw an n. You know it's just it's hard, it's hard to that that's the jaw hardy amazing we're all here. For a reason, riot sounds amazing. That sounds great and I think we're privilege is not here for a reason. This is my personal opinion. If you were here where this accident nature. You know why we're here. What's a rock over there, just is just in a universe of me. No billions of stars and planetary systems that you know it was. It's not. I think it's not crazy that in the words of four times Superbowl winning coach, Bilbil chess

garbage? It is little. Did you say that I think it is. But again you know I say these things and I'm not I'm not cheating on anyone who who has religion in their life. I think that's fine. I don't have a problem, I'm not trying to not trying to say I'm better than anyone else. This is just what I was just what I have comes The nice thing is, though, gonna synagogue. Every cent per day, I'm sure something votes for church on Sunday sent us a great sense of humor. Seeing the same people tower. You now have seen your parents, friends and, of course, I dont school and idle Jimmy's, the air and guy at the church. Now air one got an old man and almost showing that no matter what happens during the week, you have that thing that specific time with you have like we have frightened I dinners and suddenly launches the fund,

every week or we got another friend cells, but generally altogether and like you can't let it could get into heroin when you're with him every Friday night. You just can't lose them completely, gives gonna get married. On Wednesday may be Thursday. This right, we have to keep tabs on I'm after a while. You know my mom, my mom is from a big Taliban family and so rose. Sunday, battalion Matter, family much more like big bang, the above deal the above, but you know Some days after mass, in other, be these huge, like the great grandmother, would make You know my great aunt would just make all this homemade italian food. It was very, very communal. I mean I really am I. Stan. I understand the drop it, but it's just it's getting. The literal about stuff from. Like me,

literally, you know like when people had just make it found they get together. You'd want to add these fables and and growing growing up in the south. There's a giant like you're in the year in the that's the Bible about like there's, there's a you know southern Baptist theirs. I ain't mega. Thirteen thousand people churches were in their their frequent. It's not just like there are many girl or those ones, and so I feel like an that's Is there not representative of everyone in the south, but that's, but that is predicated. There's a lot that in the South prevalent- and I guess I just I guess growing up- sometimes I just I was- I was a little disappointed by somebody. Hypocrisy. If you know on one hand, people going. You know I'm pray for you, you know cause jeez, loves you and then and another brat say something really mental judgmental or that girls a whore. Something wrong and your fucking little in kids here near the same week prize I'm day

I know that I know that's blaming people and not the spirituality, but I just what it's hard for the fact that the message I job. I just feel like that. I feel like that. Religion is spirituality, plus politic that is, it is, is spirituality with politics, because there is power involved and there is a way to build a building. There's controlling people and there's you know like it's. I don't feel like it's all all meant to be, evil, but I just mean, like politics, are human interests and then that's why Religion is spirituality with human interests like with with selfish human interests, and I think that's why it's easy to get corrupted, because there's this power there's money control, and you know something with cops its anything we like. Ideally, this works perfectly with justice and people to enforce the law phobia, We pay for them. So help me on our side. The arrest us without shoving her face into the ground, but then people yeah,

bull, arts majors become cops, fuckin room. They will not have you getting that gets bogged down. The idea of my little mother in Portland, then then a lot over there that's like mine, colors, yetive, curly, moustaches less that, instead of a little push broom my I know a bunch of kids like people. I grew up with a reliable, fuck ups, constant fuck ups. Like you just like what are they going to do with their life and then like eventually, if, like he's a cop now like that So I want charging me that I've gotta go that's what happens. It's crazy like this kid's, never gonna do anything and then you know tries. Different jobs in their Oliver and then he goes and like you are in charge of a night school for criminal justice and then go to fuckin, get my with costs we level is you're the boss of May here Yet every level is here

they loaded weapon yeah. Now here's a fast car here, at any rate, it anywhere around grabbed a grey Grandam government for the same doing the same with religions is like he gets fucked up my actual people. Well, that's that's. I note that you have to go to everyone, but continue this discussion. Is really important, very went home to realise that our is going to help I might add that I just say about track. I saw him on commercial you're, a commercial never know. Yeah. I was there. I would like all that's that's my new type, another matter commercially mortgage. That's not mirror you're doing my right you're doing that's him! No way, that's already max of its not in fucking Duncan very goes. There goes my myra. Why would have what an amazing journey of a conversation. This too, I did not expect for us to get into the religion. Talk

I feel like a seventh greater trying to figure it out. I don't know that's the problem. You want, I can answer, but has no answers there. Now he trusts other people. Like you get old enough and you, like you, don't know anything just some guy like billboards bit you just Steve, I don't have that the dial up to God. You know my mom's got a lot cooler throughout the years when I was young, she was very much like you know. This is all literal, and this is in a year and now she's, like you, know what I don't know what the answers are, but this makes me feel good and I would I'm I'm taken it. That is a great yeah. That's great! I love that. I don't know, but I like the way, makes me feel so. It's ok yeah, that's fine!

When you fall, someone up an elevator was wearing a yamaha when they say what florry go. Do you accept the Lord Jesus Christ Savior like come on? I think that this is not making. You feel good that avenue yeah framework, your browsing, Simon law firm really before and they were going to any floor, they just start with IRAN because it followed us. Will you know where they're not going to go into the basement floor? That's where I M going to go to the basement you going to go to the boiler room, that's what you're gonna be sorry to Japan moment. You sound like thing willingness. You know my mom and I didn't really talk about it until I was in my third and I was like you know. I just have a hard time, believing that a grand wizard constructed everything, and I would get into these conversations of people in high school because I play Dundee some like what what's it as we got in a wizard, though, like he's not

wizard and like ok, but using you everything was. It sounds like a wizard, you know. So I would have the God is a wizard argument and one wanted to hear even have an organ. They we want to have an argument that God was a wizard, and so you know in any any bummed my mom out for a long time, because I think it and I think it bummed her out in the kind of unintentionally, arrogant way that you know like computer like it's just I don't want you to burn in Hell, like I thought, that's what you believe. I appreciate that you are looking out for me, you, but that's what you think, and I don't think you know so I don't know you know his Protestants praying for me in college two girls and it was really nice when it comes down to it. There, like I found out, were prepared for you at night and those like remain the that took that you find Jesus and go to. Heaven knows it would have

I'll find Jesus like while week? We hope you will find us, but what, if I don't, and they wouldn't answer for a while? And finally, they were like I'm a bit if I just never find Jesus, I die while we have debated the goat, you're gonna go to Hell now burned there forever, like that's, not fair, fair, it's not fair! You have you a present parents who told you all about it. I a jewish parenthood, Tommy Jesus bullshit right. So if this is just God, you put me behind the eight ball. You put me in way behind the starting mark, will there's a there's, a line in the movie contact where she's having this discussion with Matthew Mcconaughey, and she was like. I just don't believe it, and he goes so you there great all these people are just wrong and everything that they believe it is wrong and I gonna go. Don't use that just cause. A lot of people believe it argument how many times throughout history can you debunk the you know, there's no man limpets. You know what I act I haven't. Also, if you want to cover all these people than its like, have a look at all the people for all humanity up. A lot of them do not believe

That's all those people are wrong either. Most of them don't believe in Jesus and here's my biggest problem, Philip now once Jesus the Indians Jesus comes. He says I'm Jesus, you gotta believe me to go to Heaven, but the native Americans, and find out about him for Falcon hundreds of years. So they I'll just go to Hell, didn't have a chance yeah, it's called casino gaming. That's their benefit, I casinos, they didn't have a chance to go to Heaven. How could they ever come to Jesus? He was even around it's almost like you. Would you do what an asshole yadda make along you wanna make a laundry list of things and go okay. What about some gripes exactly see be ready for it? Then you better than you really parts. This then go like ok! Well what? If? What? If? What? If it's a robot with here, brain. Does he go to that that lady? They drove crazy Sunday School lady yeah does gonna relevant. As you know, I don't know what we're stuck to his guns.

Maybe I don't know I thought we know was nice we're talking about. I mean I just I'm. I liked I like that dovetailed into this. Because again I don't know. I just know what I think you know what what I think is that I don't know and and and I'm not I don't it's not. The kind of I dont know that makes me go so I'll just subscribe to a thing without root out, without really without really knowing what to wear. I'm like I used to be an agnostic, I would start there, I don't know also, but then I realized I was just immaturity right thing. Agnostic is like noncommittal it's it's like the guy in college, whose like and bisexual wants. I do you're gay haven't had a woman girlfriend for years just accepted. All the way mine just say, but it's like there's nothing. My life all accept. Even an argument for with zero proof right does not even a proof available. So why are we even talking about it? Get out of here,

What a fair stock, but how should I get out of here? You don't know fine, I don't know they have not wanted to those on stage. You ever talk about being in being provincial school. I say: what I try doing it early on and it was just not tell them not to do it to carry out the. I took my special paid, regular, like I was better develop right now. It's just era country Central a couple weeks ago, and it's you can get are you? Are you the great dark com? One already I stuttered for five bucks and I have a tech amendments bitten there, but how ridiculous it is. When you look at it as a grown up on what these things mean, fuck, it ought to tell you. Ok go the first. Three once is on the larger God. Then sentences are no other gods, except for me, and then the third one is don't take my name in vain and after a while, it's like it sounds like there's a bunch of other gods that you don't want us to know about.

Why do you keep mentioning this? It's getting really are a brother. Here, though I bring it up. There is no other gods right. Nor saying there was none. By the way the outlying areas in theology class and refreshing, your theology class in the way was described to me by my Jesuit priest, the algae teacher was you know, it was that thing that I should really like. You have to imagine that a lot of these stories were constructed. These old testament stories were constructed at a time where different tribes are vying for dominance. In the end, it was very much to the benefit of the tribal leaders they go if there's no other, if they imagine the worst, where you can threaten someone and go ok to now we're talking about your forever

being right so this this thing this store well and then, when they finally like road everything down years later, when they and then leave, has everything down, and they would basically hold up this book and go hey slobs, this book, that you can't. Because most of your illiterate, because most people- don't you know, like most people, just Didn'T- read because our school there schools. There was no education says he knows this book says you better, do what it I mean I say, and if you then you're gonna burn forever. How do I know that? Because it says in this book, like everything, but one that you have our support. Selling you worth that respond, not tell you get. Just so. You know we're gonna make sure that you are safe beyond it was his it'd. The point was: how could you motivate people to you know to give you money to give you time to give military service in those days? Unless you could threaten them

something that they couldn't that they didn't have an answer for rare and also its forever. So you have definitely want that yeah, that's why I say that they they charge so much for health insurance in a country that has bank on this. Your health does not amount of money you can spend where it's like. I'm spend too much, so your life yeah. Why should you care what your kids thousand you get? What happened to you? Wouldn't even extra grand for your kid. That's your kids! You should love em, so there's keep begging, Solana, Jack up the premium. My friend, I find this cancer, whose It's not a sob story is not going to bring it up, but she has to get that radiation treatment with insurance has to pay two thousand three hundred dollars. Each session has four of them on like. So like. What's why we haven't surety, pay ten grand out of pocket? That's so you know if the pair hunt granddaughter black guess so, but it's like to pay the fuckin bills be better with the insurance yeah yeah. We're

the twenty fifth of best insurance in the world and we pay the most by like three times I don't know get another? Now, I'm sorry to hear about your friend yeah, so I should be. It wants a super positive Susan, Denver I'll, just hang out with her, so positive, so just as the people like, however, motorway head life, my gosh, haven't you see people Bitch eight hours are analysed like mad nothin's go and write like everything's going right. You get out a bug in bed every day in your fine. You only got like three just or rules is worth nothing regular! You don't you? Don't have you don't have to spend polish or no it's ok, didn't you don't have to spend ten grand a month and keep me non radiation therapy or thing is not going shitty for you yeah appreciate that the aim of a friend who is a friend of hair, his an ex girlfriend of his there, still friends, she's going through it too many in

You mean said he was talking to her on the phone recently and she was just basically moaning from the pain from the chemo here and you know and everyone else he encountered that day. If they started to be like man today was a really was like no one had ever day thrust me. You did not have a fuckin rough day talk context. It is so I think, in honour of people who really, do have rough days. Maybe try to remember that when we're like meaning get cell phone cover the internet, this man, they have a light as an Ex Iraq, as I think that's what my life is worse than if the opium that's ever ever. There's some goes wrong. Like Afghanistan for gas, my life is worse than The opium the work clearly is not going to stop or gas my window. Dirty commodity. Like five minutes late,

the only other watermelon causes and everyone else did. Worse, I dont, like three selfies in all, came out. Blurry actually lives when even under the even a mistake, So you have so you have your special and then your show you ever show too so bad. I haven't had a promote a bunch of stuff like this. Just as for me, I haven't everything, after a popular show called at midnight. My story So this is not happening airs. It just comic sound stories. I want to get one Chris Hardwicke on for public for years. I know it. I am I apologize. I might might my schedule really sucks. I wanted to your show because I know I'll get a new bit out of it, because I have to tell you that already emotion I type of early on he did one like early on and it's like just forcing us off. The doers gets like oh and then it gets that stuff goes into his act. Yeah I've had my act has started

that anyway, I know you have stories such. Why won't you know I've avalanche. They want to do it. You have this weird thing, whereas I was talking about with you before we're like you, gonna Coover, realistic asking. No time yeah, but you winning now to your winning at all. You have to like either I listen. I life I'm leaving. I am taking more time to take time off here and there I am just because your brain can handle never never taking time off. You're not gonna, go broke. You're in ok, but I but I, but I also sort of feel, like you know, I feel it would be a disservice to the amount of time that I have worked to put on Tipp to get to this place. If I got lazy now hand didn't maintain it or try to end all so, it's fine

like it still chasing stuff is fine. Like the chase, it's fun, it's like once you get. Something is a moment that happens, and I had a thing now, but it's the pursuit of that thing at the anticipation of that thing, and so you constantly have to be challenged to you now to get soup excite just think it's a minute is often no such thing I'll show you realize is now is making it. It's just you better off and you still trying to get better and to exact aims, play because there's no nine. You hit yeah, because you also all ups and downs, and it's like there's period where you're making it and then they will be here it again where you're not then, hopefully, they'll be appeared again. What you're doing a map had quite a few of those, so you know I guess for me. I just kind of feeling and now I also feel responsibility for other people as other by a lot of people work, I'm here

gun industry, so you know we have thirty employs nervous that midnight employ the responsibility that employs about people like you fight if I start fuckin that stuff up and people lose their jobs. That gives me catch like a network three weeks ago. I can't do that so much more responsibility. I know there something I was you have entered into the most clinging relationship appeal that's like a reason. I cannot commit to a girl. You ve done via a hundred but I'm in a relationship with a couple of evil park which is vine like I'm totally. You know it's! That's all! fine, but I mean things are go away. Just gets things go away. I dont want to be the reason that that happens. I mean you know, look others. People are talented they find other work. But I don't want to. I don't want to be the sorry I got.

Is it your sorry? I did something dumb. Sorry, I in oak is it's not just me balls. I know I know that's why we get worried about jury duty. Why? Because, if I got put on a trial legal builder, a ton of people were work- and I mean I don't mind sitting in a jury room, but then I would be struck The whole time like those three in their not worship, you split up with its higher going to judge me like No work isn't usually an excuse, but if I don't work a lot of people don't work. Can I just? Can I do community service Can I pick us to somehow yeah, but Kennedy Dork by don't work. These people don't worry. I gotta Jerry, thereby getting there. They go into your per week, like oh, no bottom, the we gonna hurt like today's. You gotta make Miguel come back, but I cannot do this week like I'll, be out of work, and that is connected to me made up as Sq signals your honor. I had this problem. My legs, I sit down too long. My let's get really really achieve

I've got schedule, doktor payment, so I don't want it as yet, but in fact happening now already in that I have to stand up, otherwise its becomes unbearable and the judge she was like. I'm. Ok, just stand on a good journey from salt and gonna stand anyway. Wolf, but stay and then he does his shoulders slumped music. To think so I got my. Is not happening, not Aberdeen, twelve, thirty grand so individual clips on Youtube. Was you see our Shaffir long form and, and I have a poker scholarship, sceptic Shaffir excellence and Not just talk about one subjects, its fun and then leave it. A sceptic tank here, that's journey, But congratulations on you know No, I'm glad about we're doing open. Mike's we're stuck in the business man I know it's been a crazy. That's really crazy like to be able to say things like

fifteen years ago down and have it actually my should definitely be out, That is why the odds against I one lobby, and with me, but it's like most of us should be out. You know January is the answer. Three that's the anniversary month when I started working, I started working for empty, be January of ninety nine before and when I start putting it in in crazy terms. I go. That means a baby that was born day that I started working on. Mtv is can now legally go by a drink and that math like twists my brain wow, the legal Thy drag. This was the I feel like this was the stony is coming nation without either is actually I was, did not get higher dated. I in fact I looked before I left for the Middle EAST will be ok just enough time for a new needed to be trippy man in all the time are. The great dotcom are

fear. Our sovereign twitter is the room, but I'm a little off that should now, because I, like our foot phone another conversation out of it, a good conversation too late to condemn it the train a little next time. It's time, I noticed Nevertheless, you re right up. Enjoy your burrito over it, whatever burrito, whatever spiritual or non spiritually, whatever quotes religious zone religious or nanda domination over reader, and I wish her burrito closure without need, but our aid, no no meat on Friday Jared, enjoy not having your burrito during lint. If you have to give it out over the burrito ever arrayed say fuck it it's a breed. Oh, I don't believe in anything except to believe in the burrito is brutal exist either way enjoy. How do I know the Brito that I'm seeing same burrito you're, seeing its breeding Bergmann element benevolent, is? Is this burrito evil? Is it vengeance

a vengeful burrito or will it accepts or at the end of my life can age? say, I'm sorry and others combat should others brittle come back as a new burrito. If you re too burrito on Friday will come back to you on Sunday, quite possibly did areas people make the Brito go away on a Friday, and then I it did before I ago, whatever you have, enjoy your burrito, that's my favorite. It it came out of biogas is love it and when it, without going through my darkest suppressions that help me I'm so am I You hear that I'm glad you feeling better thanks, that's going drawing near now, leaving calm enjoy your worried