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Road day. When you got a welcome, I feel welcomed because you'd be I've been in this room before you have. Who did peat bog? I did PETE's podcast. Did you made it weird, It was fun, it was weird, I guess it was where I didn't make it weird PETE actually made a weird really very how dare he? What did you guys talk about? I forget lay. My memory is so bad, but it was fun. It was good. The feedback was positive and I would love to come back whose guy I can't remember to be honest. So you can go back and talk about the same exact.

Again ever be fresh to bring good Vega. I may I do. I do tend to repeat things Is that from a cocktail of medications that you have to take you now, you are right: I don't know I've always been that way. I've kind of always been just obsessive about thinking about things. Forgetting thanks, airy forgot, I am on Madagascar S and it is it's a curse, in battle at a constant. You know balance and I'm go into their raina, I'm letting you know, I'm detoxify, you might see. That's why you know I'm flame a little bit I gotta watch, but I feel good. Actually, what do you do? Taxing from not just trying to get off Clodagh pen, I don't beyond it and I don't I'm not. I don't think I need to be on it. I'm I'm taking you on taking my lament doll, which doktor drew set as a safety net, but

the you know, I don't like being on climate, but I don't like the fact that if I don't take something for two or three days, my hand starts wedding. I start going into like withdrawal symptoms. You look up and I don't want to do that. So I feel you know before I get in to deal with it, and I get you know my body maybe I'm already beyond that. I know I heard I just hear nightmares. I've heard it's hard to get off and then I'm feeling it I mean it's gotta be related to a because whenever I I don't take it for a couple three Is my aunt start sweaty and I get a little tightness. Am I get a little but its withdrawal? You kind of have to go through that now and not you know not stop units are you going,

fight through it. So I think if I talk about it and it's in a lot of its you notice, physical, but some of it to my head to you know you're bad, that's why I feel like to stay the course Brody you're talking about it, you're not do anything weird you should be, and I got to talk to your doctors, but my friends know, but you know it's just I'm not going to you know I don't want to be a guy was just pop a pill. You know I want to explore all avenues first, but be smart about. And I have a past I messed up. So I get up. Let people know what I'm doing kinder, but you I'm not feeling that great. You know what we mentally or physically, I'm not exercising so did before I pop a pill now you know I need to exercise first, you know, maybe maybe that's that that's something I need not just exercise but made a little therapy, but initially what comes to my head is exercise you now, so I'm not gonna pop a pill and place of

I'm from exercising and I still feel I don't feel horrible, but I still feel the way. I feel then I'll consider you now talking my doctors and friends or whatever whatever may be going back on a mad, but to make That decision, when you haven't explored the other pressing natural avenues, but I'm talking about therapy may be yoga hiking. You know the exercise, then I'll I'll go back to that so, but I also feel like yeah. I am going through fear body physically goes through stuff till you would arouse, basically just from a mean I wasn't ever. I was never addicted. Anything is heavy, is clean up and but was just it was just smoking and boost, but I do remember that the withdrawal sort of feels like a m, it sort of felt like molecular hunger like where its justice really deep. Like you, your

he is telling you like. I need something. I need a thing whenever I ve tried to stop smoking. I've always been culture and never went well. I would just starts yeah, just letting Lloyd through sweat issue that book that Bipolar Tomkins did, which is the I should do the book. You should do the boy you should do the programme, Nepal, the polish pumpkins, did, could pose a pretty heavy snow earn it did we want to do. We went to a hypnotist, none other. No, he read this book its terminal. It's like the natural way but there was some sort of a quitting smoking book and it it doesn't you don't quit called Turkey just sort Slowly wins you off it and forget. I mean I'd until just now. I'd forgotten you please to smoke all the time, but to heed this book, got him to quit and he's not smoke. We'll find out and find out where you goin out really like smoke

like I don't know, there's the natural way to quit clog up in a mature that I don't like that. You can, but a lot of people take it on. I mean when I mentioned Clodagh pinned on stage and I haven't been taking it. You know more. I've been take maybe a year, and I only took it because I wasn't. I was Feeling anxiety. I wasn't you know I felt diet anxiety, I had fears, but those fears were they been documented fears you I didn't. I in an olive would. I was on different mad, so anyway it brought outings I and II, and so I felt like I even research I brought up to my daughter, I said: could I try you think Clodagh pin may help? May I read on about Ben Ben, so

pronounce on the air and she was willing to my doktor. She said yeah, let's, if you're in oh, so she proscribed deaden. I did feel better India a dead, but I I I I think part of that was me making changes in my life. You know moving back to the valley, adjusting the the meds I was taking so has taken a clean up and. Still. I feeling like like know. I'm really not. I dont have anxiety, I'm feeling good. I would I wasn't. I cannot in all on the oddball comedy tour all last late summer, travelling around and I was stayed on my clodagh pin in then just what I was an anxious. I didn't have anxiety that point. I feeling good and I dont honestly right now. I dont having right I owe you a good right now, Joe I'm letting you know like. I feel good good and I just don't want to be hooked on.

Stuff it's hard to get around the idea. I have two you know like having to like you said having to do something having to take something every day, but the tricky part about head stuff is that. Starting with anxiety. Is that you don't know, what's a real cans, in what is a manufactured. What is your brain fuck with which I had all, but I dont that I know it's. Usually it's almost always proven up. Romantically will not at all what are you put up on? I was reaching to drink more of it and that guy motorists ale in another skills has it been announced that the cigarette meant guys speed like twenty minutes, a nicotine twitch nicotine twit measures which make a twitch, but Yeah, you don't know it's it's. It can be very tricky to know like what, because every time you know you can

Well, I've had a hundred anxiety attack the last year in every single one is just turned out to be anxiety, and so it's not real, but this one. Maybe this one there's something really so it is kind of its. It's a fucked up ways I have to its tricky and then, when you throw in the fact that you're you know, I work performer are comedians and you're, not therefore better than to make that not what I'm saying are we're barrier or better by it How you react with your interacting? So if you're not in control of your head near thoughts, how you react of people for me? I'm not feeling right and sensitive, and you know already tension because made. Withdrawing withdrawing. You know that could lead you. I really have to check myself Oh, I don't wanna for night you're so here, I don't wanna have be unprofessional, which I'm not, but I

You know what Chris honestly, it is ninety percent in my head. It really is now so that's kind of you discuss a quiet, those those voices and also working help smelling part is a hundred percent of your head controls. The hunter recent nearby well you're, yet yeah you're right it a year, Europe, it's just kind of weird. Your brain, your ear, your your chest, I mean you're in your God. I feel like there's just to say Those three things like got my brain and I'm a they do a met. My brain no he's a normal thoughts, my god, those are my instincts I feel like know what that's that's not normal. My instincts are, I are different, our unique, so I trust my instincts.

My head normal, my instincts, not different, not normal, but in a good way, but my my heart is in it caught in the middle. You know what I mean it's like I, I gotta watch my health and what you know. I don't know, but I know if I I could, if I'm in that situation- and I'm kind of you know, I know when I'm vulnerable. So that's one thing. I learned how you know: I'm not going to go to milk, problems are have road rage. I do think like hey this last, you know when you have, what parts not being clodagh point for three days, If somebody you no harm at me or said something bad on Twitter. What I overreact, unwanted, get my blood pumping. You know in a bad way and that's it I'm fearful of, and I dont. Why can I feel four blotted. Maybe because of my show, will the dominant out kind of a vulnerable state right now a little bit and then also adjusting,

man's. Maybe I'm not saying this. The right time are not tied to balance act either way, but I am feeling good so good. You know I'm not bad, not depressed, there's, no depression, there's no dark thoughts like I just got a key stain. The pocket is but you sort of the sort of learning what you're saying before as part of you are you scared of yourself at all, or do you sort of feel like I kin? You know you, I recognize the signs of I'm gonna well out of control and all I can handle it. I mean. I mean scared, that's I mean I get scared that especially now it should be. I should be meeting when my doktor on a regular basis, she's doing a great job. So I do talk about. I let my friends. No, I k because I'm not saying I'm Anti fair

pay their it's great, but sometimes you do need a change in you. No change a voice, an opinion and you know but, like I said feeling good. I just wanna stay healthy amidst the number one thing: I've heart disease and my family so mean you now, and did they taught me by my my condolences corral? Thank you and I thank you. I heard about your letter. Madam I alone. I have actually have no, that's very sweet, it's it's! I don't ever whatever anyone, says or does if they don't say anything? I know that you know all. My friends are nice people and I know that they feel you know like hey that sucks, so they feel bad and they don't they don't neither expressing our they don't it's totally. I showed a vile, no, no! No! No! No! It's totally totally. I bought the card and I mean have you bought the card? Brody China? You should play,

brought it via listen. If I have another dead that dies, you can give me that guard. Ok, that's what you're thinking I should marry your mother. Yes, yes, yes, yes, listen! Man, satellite example that you might not have told onto it. From ass one again. It was so that if you drop dead, he's he's not he's gotta he's he's girlies, don't be others by him at least don't die after I get ass, all or you're sweet the most likely rivals of all guy I'll be fine. I drove over one point very greatly: Har safeguard you feel good air crash, Cage Christine this up aware mention heart disease and I find in it's my father died of had a heart attack, my father to heart, attacks to double bypasses my uncle's, my my mother had a quadrupled I pass so I feel like genetically it's in May and maybe Emotional way, it's in me so

that plays into it. You know, there's just it's like. I said it's a balance in act and you'll like it. I'm gonna exercise for before I do anything rash when about you know what I mean, I I get a physical mechanism but not like to go to urgent carom does letting you guys know yet, but I do want access people say I feel like crap. I have an exercise for weeks. I find them maybe going through that its that's my favorite hour of the day is the exercise. I love it. I just I'm used to love icon runnion. Can you but I'm gonna get back in I do believe what you ve made your canyon: let's go too that it is too busy either going to shut it down. I heard they judge. I heard put down a entrance to it? I thought they were I'd, heard that some some company like bought a bunch of property and they were gonna like shrunk like shut it shut it down.

I read something like your aunt. I am I we said Runnion Canyon and I felt a reaction care for your really fun fun. You can use funny and out of fun you every quarter mile bag of onions, YAP funding and I would like the amount they put the amount of funds that it takes to burn. The calories are going up so maggots the entire hike. Yeah well you're, getting out. I finance the net when near. I can't I adopt gonna, run and cannon because of the Seen criticism raised any, but it's not a good one. It's it's! It's almost like people go there to be seen, hiking yeah an end and that its it's just a weird yeah I am sure I've told the story before the less. I went to run in Kenya was years ago and I was walking up the hill and then these these to sort of like these type of girls. By the time I got a guy yeah and so was re read the thing I remember as I was as they all said, they were walking by all. I heard the only part of the commission, I heard was, and then my foot

We totally levitate it and then they laugh totally levitating migrants. Dollar, eleven David! really lenders literally hundreds increase angel, yet no because Emily for real. She did it for various angel he's just a mind, rake undermined getting here. And make you think you saw is yet he is he's an interesting cat. Now he's a large now that I like his haircuts different now in these just odd. This new show just now. I don't know I'm not gonna. You know someone who prove professes to not judge things before experiencing them. I just and all I can say is what I have seen ever. Yours and mine are of Christianity. Valid. I might want incredibly sweet guy. What do you really like Brody way? Think I'd watch mine freak coupled to enjoy the show you joy the program and watch it for a couple years, but when I saw it seemed like the the audience watching it. They were over the top

Not maybe his show could use clean up and to take some of the freak levels down there. You gotta bring it down, just bring it down. Ring, get Dounia viewers, Can it now freak that guy freak down angel freak it down and not? I will say this going back to the runnion, as I told you the last, please do music that vessels under community at ever just ploughed early start up. It's kind of won't hike. Runnion. Can you now because of that I dont want to feel like I'm trying to be seen. I'm not. I do have a billboard right now, it's kind of weird, not free the great nobody is interested. I don't like with your head. I dont want it's like honestly. I kind I don't want to do. I do keep my head down. Here's a flash you with my real dome

aboard went, went South Park. Hardwicke cause be Stevens. Nigh evolution has, I believe, as I thought in person I ever saw I've always still. I spent a lot of time. Oh you're, billboard every. I didn't because I don't I don't get a big at something one idea at symbol. I own, I love doing my favorite thing. Is it unless you get a very crowded, here's a fun games? dot, but I play with their Vanessa rammers writer of at midnight mashes on Fox, who are we drive up sunset and before we hit the a factory in a comedy store, we guess who's on the bill. And we all iphones hats. Earlier. I now good shot being at each. What's a great army of Bobby Leisurely comedy store varies. A good gas is a good go to get right. I am neither overnight actually here that I weren't I've got a good run at the comedy storage room and they are in the o, R Friday night Langley dying people go did like do they get crowds.

I'm hungry, stored, sunset, Commodore does well com restore their near. They get a good crowd and meaning people and all, but I'd like to oh my it ass. It always in the store to me just feels like a weird masonic lodge. Look if you're in it. You know but I've never been they never even been inside. No real, it's a mixed bag of like the most. You can have some of the weirdest and most amazing and worse, like it's a room of superlatives like you can have it it's just. I think runs the gamut from what I remember of like the most amazing show or the weirdest show, or the worst show, or a show where some guy got up and threw a chair like it's, this much Don Barris I've. Gone loves will ensure better. My list of people who are dreadful. We love their chairs, are thrown at the calm, restore its just. That's the ultimate act of Defiance that happens Don will throw chairs it's funny

but I for some reason. I've felt at home in the many store. I know it's a hard room that o r- I don't get the prime time spots, so its head thing for me, their meaning that hey, if I had a you, know Sebastian at a town or I'm kidding hell of Olaf's abash of thought, Sometimes I get although go on before eleven Nanda o R. In its it's it's a tough, it's a tougher rules. When you're in that prime time spot at the comedy store in its a maximum area. Unthinking just my last experienced the other night was a special was on Christmas. So special, you know, the crowd was a certain way, but I usually go on when their fractured. Like the last. We know it's like right over the hop and then I kind of like shake them up,

little bad a go, what they ve seen on a comedy at that point, so it's yeah. If I was to go up at ten thirty at ten o clock its it. I think it's a tough Romania and makes you probably makes you a better stand up. Comedian, for you know the road, because you're getting the tourists you're getting goals you're getting people who are sick too, or do you get you get tourism at self alone, local road club. It's it's at its exact address extracts from performing, say here at their nerdy show room where sharing we are. Essentially I mean a room like this is is fun, but it doesn't necessarily prepare you for performing in real clubs. As we know where it's the shells are sort of theme shows and that's all of our A nerdy ilk shows up in so it's a very safe room and they get all the references in their where the comedy store. If you're going up at that point, just its

just a mixed bag of like well, whoever showed up and you gotta figure out what the common yeah points like this sort of common threads are in group in its really well. You know what I find it very kites. Hard many women are different they are using different, is ally in New York and air travel and black people and people I see all an ice there, all different yeah It is not a true mixed bag, but aisles the ESA yeah. I mean that's that you scribe perfect in its like you'd, you like to think that the clubs these If you are building a fan base, you dont want to perform the prepares you for the road, but two men laid. Do you want to be in a room where you have to fight all the time or to prove that your ass way at a certain

We know now at a certain point. No, I don't want to do that anymore. I just one alike: breathe and relax be positive, have fun. I wanna get mad. I don't for various reasons, but I would like to go. To London. I wanna go. Do apart ring that maybe some spring some combat of fun? but fought out they'll go, whereas our you they'll bring it for you. You ve been over there and up yeah yeah yeah yeah, but the most recent time people came to see me on purpose. So was total. It was. It was a different experience, but yet find it's the pub the pub shows a kind of a steeple chase, but if, if you can I want to deal if you can not get thrown ah, I think you would do great. Actually I done Dublin yeah. I do what did a festival there? I just always have had to psychological. We want to go to New York, is something in me and I want- and I still just have this

I want a drawn to London for some reason. I love it. You know so I'd like to go there when I can and do some like oasis. I like those guys like new attitude, so I feel like. Maybe I should open out of them There's no around or one of the brothers or Gallagher, always abiding we're gonna break Gallagher. Hopefully not Gallagher. You like better wait a minute words wonder. While these guys smashing imbalance looks just like a mine, what the fuck stands Laurie sellers act to Liam is that would have that yeah. That's what have you? No Gallagher, one Gallagher get phrase some people, don't I'm sure- well Gallagher, one Gallagher to recommend that will be a country these lever like the one. Oh, they would talk like that. You subtitles form their big. You can remember

and you can tell the intelligence level of a network by who they are subtitles when their speaking Yannick has a lot of tax You know a guy with a not particularly thick english accent and he gets subtitled right. That's when your, where they are watching PLC. Have you changed channeled over the history channel you'll see that that German won't be subtitled, but the smart people. They will be subtile led back to animal planet, swamp people, not subtitled, what're you watching an animal planet. My dog ate what I like Tagged, which is a show about building fish tank. Ok, I've seen those guy. I also enjoy finding bigfoot, as always always go into that I urge you to free land or show Europe should be rights. You don't see the one where looks different, but you know what you know: what's the one where the dog ate something and then they reenacted and they take it to the vat and everything's. Ok. Now, what's that called animal? I think

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I may be drawn into that in a word nobody saw. I d like to show like the divide, the Show- and I also watch and that that was whatever my mom DV hours, The show on a b c, the political with Carry Washington that window scanned horse. I like that. I feel, like I feel good, that I'm watching S, I'm involved in America has a good chance. I watch that I love the there's, a t, Anti Boston Carpio its Donnie Y know it's like a real Donnie varieties, these the the modern. So I get my tv stuff and as it kids on the boy alike, I do not use a it. Gary thanks, just clear. The lover Donnie Wahlberg does everything he does he's opened up. Walter as with his wild, including Jenny, Mccarthy. The third area there We have all bugs really made a name for himself, no pun intended.

The work is done. An Donnie is done, the best of the new kids right and white or no, I don't know what the other ones are doings of actually serve to exact. That doesn't mean that they're not doing thing. It does one word any and investment banker, and you know it's because a good, no inquest, you don't you just don't know. I dont know what they're doing. I'm just not sure but if he is investment banker fail, you stole my doing his Lodi. Well, I don't. I just don't know me. These are things that we would have to reach and then we could pass our judgments on them and you know trying to reserve junkyards right into the nervous progress and tell us what the new kids Referenda selvages stabbed envelope to venture pages. Who is a new, the fresh new kids? It's one direction right that there there they ve got the torch right now bear the their big, the bee's knees. They do stadiums yet Wembley there that I think there, There are good for America I'd rather I'd rather have them wimble. Then I really don't like I'm not on a sound hat.

You're right or anybody else, I'm not in earnest safe zone you're not into the Miley Cyrus Stuff chair she does not into Bert attitude. I never thought well. Data take us end, but I cannot stop being, its top have an awful lot of money and people following you everywhere. So I haven't got a really fuckin kid. I feel really, I feel really bad for that kid. For the say, I've, it's it's not it's! It's almost, not fair and and one one section of our culture might go we're fucked, that guy he's gotta shit out of money it, but it doesn't matter. It is a fact and a fixed the fact that he has no real bad. Amateur for how people are supposed to interact or communicate, and you know what it did. The news when he just said I was going to retire and retire. It's it's going to fuck him up even worse, because you know it's not gonna. Take long for people just don't give a shit anymore and then it's gonna be like hey. I wonder why people don't respond when I say things now.

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somebody I want to say the least Garrett didn't. It hasn't been good for him, but some leave just takes everybody to the crash, but just like me and my wife, what a relief Eriksson and just a Viking just came and took him and told him how to behave liking. Bed, that's bad right, live with. That would be a terrible and much pillaging us. So much pillaging he's sort of culturally pillages, I suppose Are we talking about what I do believe we leave Ericsson leaf? Ericsson is Z, Viking from Elden TAT, but oh capital commercials. I don't I don't, I gotta lost up yet well, I mean yeah he's these of the arts and these have a elk of the bomb on capital income rituals gotcha, not the one reads a secret agent, but the one we're vikings are good people lacking the I feel like they. Well, I don't know Why are they wise? The Minnesota Vikings because of nor

we join yes lot of Norwegian the centre, so I like that vibe I'm into it. So the first I think, the first time I met you was probably at the Gypsy CAFE in Like ninety nine. Maybe two thousand right now it's about that's about it. I would I moved out here officially back home, and I want to see more two thousand, so I may have been back and ninety nine, but the arabian that time ends as I've. As I've told many people before you have the most nonlethal fucked up prank that you pay, which is that you'd be standing out in front of the Gypsy CAFE when it got me you just knocking Brody and then to two girls would walk by a young hawaiian girls who their westward area, letting you to couple young girls by an whatever you are talking about. Brodie would just cut. You often go hey so why'd you hit that

Earl like just so they could and then it is. It is like the it's. It's like the verbal scarlet letter, it's like the crane, technique: they regretted kid, no can defend like there's nothing. You can say there were you like an asshole. I don't he didn't. I you know, and by that point they ve already cast a judgment. I on you and you ve, been labour, has got a girl just because you said before was fights not yet I will. I dont think I was ever gonna nonlethal. No one actually get her now pretty fun, but it just it's like being bad. It's just a wage makes all over your rubber bullets. All I haven't done now, one for a long time I'll bring it back are unaware that came from, but since the elevator talk

I think it is a great phenomenon elevator to I can't take elevate. I can't even stand normal elevator talk. If I was with someone and they still, I would fucking. I would go into a full blown Nova like when you say shit to your friend as people are getting the elevator as though you continuing a conversation which makes them look bad thing. I do a lot, that's fun that's great neighbour in Helvetica. I don't ya, don't talk in the hell. I won't talk to people just look down. I try to talk to people and get it Sometimes I and a hotel ice, not you know, you're hanging out with advanced or in a he's known for you could. Even smell is certainly you're coming from a party or whatever. Elevator, I don't make just elevators in General- keep my head down a distant, don't wanna be that guy to friendly and

and then drew and then leaving the for semi really hung out. Was it that Galvin accesses little apartment in Santa Monica yeah when he lived off we can say yet. He lived off Montana won't. Take my tenth or something right around there and this he this tiny little cool apartment and then we were over one hits and he was laughing so hard because you you brought out these vs tapes of the public, access on the union in Seattle, and so I couldn't tell if I really couldn't tell us, Zack was making, if you are, if he genuinely loved it can see, would say like this is the worst thing I've ever think. I remember that I think he love making fun of me. So I I've looked at those tapes and a lot of it. Is cringe worthy. It depends on what frame of mind your aunt Miranda wandering and if you're watching it in Santa Monica could upset you. Are they allied anywhere those videos alignment? No, I I mean there may be a few.

Minutes here and there on line that have put up, and I have a bunch of the tapes it you know it's. There is usable stuff but a lot of it's hard for me to watch, and I you know back then I remember that night actually, but I think Zack dislikes making fun of me. So in all so I get there, but I also know that you know exists that things like its. He is that just hang around him to make fun of them, but then, at a certain point I realized That really loves you, like. You, really really really cares about your lot yeah. I am surprised not getting. He is, but I mean I think that at think about a two March armies actually put his his name on the line. You know his career, not his career, but you know he's got a respected career,

and to have him say, hey all put my name on this on Brody Show and he actually put the thought my head a long time ago about you about that time. Maybe you know when I first those early years, about you always thought was funny how I had my relationship with my sister or things that I was into like blink one. Eighty, two war, a silly cable access, show that I had some you, no exact was just he always but you put that my head, that that was funny to him and just kind of strange funny and strange. I never took it like this, has been a jerk to me. There is no none of that. But he put in my head in a long time. Also why discolour took them the shell and now there's a billboard or another but his axe Yes, it is a really good friend- and I didn't you I question myself about that. Sometimes I go on my my friends, this guy

he's funny or, as I friends I mean why, Zack perform when I saw for the first time is back in New York. Probably yeah, ninety eight or ninety nine withstand of New York and the first. My solemnly this guy's funny it this new IKEA is tells acts find and United it's funny. So then I saw him at a taping of apartment after this glory bars to have them tv show yeah. Exactly and Michael. Voice was the audience warm up. It was. It was shy, over Chelsea peers, and I had just done Luna Lounge, which was out you know popular put in lower he sighed and couple the girls worked on the Tv show how you should come down and check out the show, so they basically you'll put me on the list to go. Watch the show and Zack was on it. It was just not really. No, I didn't know Zack other than seeing them at state of New York and at sea on the shows is funny in Sudan,

Him another time instead of New York and then it was like Jeffrey sack and a bunch of other people. We want to some bar, and I was really only Am I hung out, I was ever saw Zack or hung out with the Madrid or, but I talk about like we hung out of it and then it was just we all doing shows out here. Initially. I knew I wasn't like tracking him now. I need to work with this guy. You know you're you're just drawn into funny people or grant heap or whatever, and I was doing do shows around, but it was mostly, I think, Adam Groton his room CAFE one or one always said: that's right, the lad last last laugh or before the Wanna one. I remember that was before they remodelled it. Yeah I was before got super history like it really was just an old best, western yeah. With old people who would go that way and then, while the seamen and don't wanna one right, yeah? Yes, oh right around, when you enter from Franklin known, no one who doesn't like I join their salary level reference, but so

walk in and there's the lunch counter. Google Google map it go street, be read vehicle. Look at the right! That's a lot of radiation! Gotta left! You got the science ology building that will now, let's there that there is no doubt that was there, that's not Scientology the valued towers, maroon. Five plain acoustic shudder. There that's also be model for the terror of tariff. Here it is nice, so yea used to just be right in that when a right there and in the corner inside the restaurant or held hotel Andreassen, yeah, yeah inside of it is in the restaurant, in which there was a glut of shows and that day, where restaurants yeah do you would just be. It would just be a surprise, comedy show for anyone, the rest or surprise for somebody having dinner will disappear and elderly talking about like creeps or what I like it just a weird sore, and at that point you know at that point in the comedy. It might still be this way, but you know I feel like people or even more

dirty like people even dirtier and more vile onstage became so I think you I do know interesting. Possibly. I think, though I think Canadians are smarter than crowded smaller or more. Maybe it was just now you are filled. Are you guys you could have been the are? You might have been? I mean you do have the mark of a sailor. You do curse, sometimes cross a lot of Youtube. Carson there's a lot, but I always go back, but I go back to that without one or one show was actually a pretty pretty good show. Adam did a good job of putting some here. Yes, Clar Brothers did Zack did it. I would Maria Bam, furred and learned everyone. I think Kindlier did it and I think even Patten did. I think all those guys would now would do a good job, so solves act. There then, but I was just

started doing more shows, and you know, naturally, things happened. So it was like a fun guy to hang out with, and I guess I'm lucky but hey you, you created you put the energy out and I don't ask it all away. If you know you know warm and fuzzy but just you know good energy. You track that kind of crowd. You know hate somehow, I'm I'm workin at the at midnight, Chechnya. Oh, you do a great job, two. I threw title I'd like that in we please. I hope you combine coming. I gotta know we're back in a week Chris. I am it's me. What does way said? I'm not sure I know you don't even know you they keep yet, and I will have you got that right now. I love every year on the show cause he used to. Do you always used to do the new immune one of the Chelsea audience, a philosophical warm up exactly that's that get the years that I did that show you are doing well legs. You know yet

for me I'm at midnight, and I can tell there's a difference. You know warm up is a very specific Well, it's a very specific thing to two turns out. I had other shit. Do you have a lot of others to do a great deal very responsible over there? I see flash does the allotted to ask Oh, it say it's a very specific kind of performance to warm up a crowd and then immediately just drop whatever you're doing and received into the shadows. Then immediately come back out and try to keep them reengage and when the crowd is not warmed up on a television show, it makes such a fucking difference that I dont think people realize if there is

but when Homer watching a television show and they go out, the show is a really that funny a lot of times what their sensing as at the audience it was at. The show is not reacting and it could be that that shows not funny or it could be, that the honest, just wasn't warmed up and need they just work connecting as much it's such a bit more detail and you have to give some of our more eggs if I'm workin on a show, I need in the fifteen to twenty minutes to warm up. Ideally, oh, maybe a little more than twenty. That's it! That's what I take it take a cold audience take Adam TV, ready to laugh rhythmically find at boom boom boom. Give me It is not ideal. Sometimes you don't get it I mean, but fifteen I can do twelve fifteen, or I'm shooting, because I'd had those times or I

icy audiences and warm. There are not good. I'm telling you you have I've had a cop a couple times. It's so never at Christmas, show and happens occasionally. But my instincts tell me that yeah I you need fifteen their common end or look around you gotta like let's go, let's go somewhat, there's like they're, not war will somebody they gotta things happened, so you got to deal with it. I forced Brodie to do one of my favorite yolks of his. He did, which is it because it's too it's too it's too polarizing my and it's a little too dark, worry or a tv show on accents now, Antichrist alone, we gotta do something, but he ever gives me the ok I'll. Do I by domestic joke it such a good joke. I've been doing, I want for a long time. I don't save it. For my sake, So I got my jokes. I dont think on this. So my jokes, I just keep doing, but I do I do have some

all that I'm working towards and I make young Prince to retiring, my jokes and self either, bring lay thought you retired it well came back. There's some kind of gave myself ass, but you haven't Michael Jordan of jobs. It Gabriele exact coming back, but it is about jokes. I when I m sure crush you, get people email anyway, you're, no good advice. I always say to a new comedian stage, time and jokes. You know you ve no undertaken yourselves and watching, but does it That's the foundation stage, time and jokes, or how much do you think should be like what what's year, what we're where'd you learn in terms of like watching. Someone to you know, take something really honest that happened to them and try to make a funny versus someone who's, just being whose just being ridiculous and funny man, I guess it depends on you- know. Different performers have different straw.

But what are you? What are you think about what oh I like to look at her? What would he like to look at and what are you lie ladder? What yeah crazy funny in the moment tat? You know, I appreciate guys workin on bits like fun honing bets and work in an see in that. I get that too. But it's also funny justa I a performer, whatever none of them are just my instincts. Tell me when I'm sick fund a watch funny people also due respect, though he's just show is not the movie funny people money, people funny gonna, be literally funny preamble, but yeah. I would rather you know, Annie Killers is a funny guy, but he's got jokes too. So it's just. I laugh, dad. I laugh at my friends I like watching my friends all get a kick out of that so but

I recently but I'd like. I think it's a good. I think if you have jokes, which is going to give you confidence up there. Ok, I've got a mutual confidence that you have jokes, you let you have those you know bullets, so to speak. We have that protection and then the more you you'll get on stage in combination with the jokes, I think you're gonna become comforter. All in your true voice- will eventually emerge, which takes probably back in the day at least five Seven years may be, but now with the advent I think of podcasting and the popularity of comedy and the different you know you don't have to be this kind of committing. You don't have to be a club comedian to be successful, stand up community and you can do Clubs and develop that you can do shows like melt down or in all that

the alternative, Coreham quote room so now. I know why you like the mental US, because there is a part of your act as almost like. You are a mental. Really yeah yeah, I mean, like you know where you you ask someone where they're from- and they say I'm from here and then you list twenty things about where they're from their school their mascot. You start referencing streets, it's all it's almost like but there's almost like a little bit of like amazing Randy kind of a thing about it, but it's a trick. Go ahead. Math go ahead. Now I just thought I was gonna say even though I do I do I beer, encyclopaedic knowledge of the valley is vast. Our agenda is genuinely fascinated me. While I I feel that We had a good memory. I felt like. I always knew stats. I knew about stadiums. I knew a bow in I do I feel like I do. Have somehow towers the gray monster its thirty seven feet as it I mean that.

Not great good up, but there are real good there's guys, a better I'm not luckily around, I am not an expert in it, but I will I'll say it least last Nielsen's, two thousand for me to be done. Hang audience warm up. I did a thousand shows at Fox Bourse best. Damn sport joy did four hundred shows a Chelsea site. I have home field advantage. It's like. I grew up here, so I everything about here and then I got every high school allotted different high schools would come and best damn sport show show so I'd learn about those high schools. By at North Hollywood, high school baseball team come in at least a dozen times more. Aw tennis, I mean I just another ethically ground all day the arrow and was oh yeah, and but you look about it and then just I knew once I started talking about the valley in Saint ate, one eight stuff

people caught on do it. It was this like. Ok, throw it out there because I never used to be. You know when I lived in New York for three years or start now. Seattle, I never said on allay, were I did on the radio call em but stand up. I didn't do it necessarily, but then I just started doing you're in a nice way in a got people like that, so you know one, eight till I die? Is it going to fly ate one eight till I die if we're going to fly in New York, probably not but live in New York sewing. Oh seven, one ain't you got at Brooklyn been there. I didn't jump off the bridge frozen stiff, one digit on early one digital. I'm one did you off every one digit off, so you I remember what I don't remember. What happened with Chelsea Show, but you said you you lie left on bad terms. You levelled at it it. It could be all good

it wasn't. It is all good. You know I haven't been on for last couple months, I'm usually on once a month but yeah I left I was I talked about on my shows a big thing for me because yeah I worked about four hundred shows a Chelsea, and I came in their early on when I was just kind of find in its footing in full. In shares out their ads. You remember my nose Europe is now release all budge. Low bud show yeah and so some kind of my footing- they're all, oh and then just member, they started I remember Chelsea, says only Haiti audience. Won't you guys into it. Nice, and I said something like all right criminal push him a little bit because I took a whenever whenever Chelsea. Would I just

the audience is my responsibility if the hostess commenting on an audience not being good, even in a funny way or whatever it still, I write than do my job. That would rarely happen, but I would that country, Ok, I'm gonna do that and there just little. I remembered the, but the big thing was Snoop dog came on salmon, a chance here. I'm gonna make some snoop dog specific muse, I was using their little dance, music cd. I go. You know what I'm going to do. My own sew, Snoop Dogg came on cuz. I knew he liked me from best damn sports show. I had been on there a few times, so I knew okay he's going to get So I did and I made a snoop dog cd and they came out as I do in the crowd was as into, and he like that, and I just kept that from that point on. I said: let's just keep crank.

Like that, so I started I made my own little seedy said: I'm not user little dance, pop music ominous start making my own seedy yell kept within the parameters of that I just started building on that. So anyway, was very area- was a nice machine over there. I was happy feeling good without you. Course. I my little ups and downs SEC anywhere, but that one day I kind of like minded heads with one of the producers. There was a holiday, I don't rehash it, but yeah a kind was not fun What an dead I kind of laughter was nothing to do with Chelsea. It was more me bunny heads of the couple per Sir said Anne chests thumping. Nor that sort of thing. Pissing mash, like two saying so private how it ended in it. It bothered me because I was instantly shot out. My fell, like hey. I gave else professionals why that's life. This is business. I guess you know

but I really gave my u worked at that shelf cell phone off focus. Everything about the show is totally zeroed in it are not. There one better now actually like. If somebody is not clap- and I know you will see next Monday, but it's don't get mad at the one guy. It's like two shows Wednesday, so that now. That was it I just can't. You know it left on bad terms and if it bothered me, but you know I worked, it entered the show and shells, great the come back on it, and I mean the showman she I've nothing. Chelsea likes to mess around with me. I never take it like she doesn't like me. I see. Oh she's, she's, media psych

I'm around. I feel it. I can tell like it's not coming from a malicious play on the kind of guy said this. Other times is like somebody can be considered, nodded Are those guys that that, but I like this guy, but I sometimes wonder good to me now. You know they may be me. I tried, I wonder why there I don't have that via bore, but she's been good to me, and I was it. It just bothered me how I was put out and she was kept at a loss. Just like Chris, lucky didn't even always coming in so that is that just bothered me for a while and that you know it worked it into the show. But I have nothing, but you know up is really just a great scholar. Have I like do it's fun to you know you what comedian wouldn't want to have MIKE time gonna make MIKE you get to be hopefully around If we want a cool show, yet we run comedians friends. Luckily, in my case and then just

energy or show, and then you're, making a couple box you get to be on a why you're working and you ve really feel like you gave to Oh you made it better. You helped it out. That's how I felt when I was at Chelsea when I was at best damn sport shown Fox. It was a good feeling. And it was. I make an loads of money now. Could I've been money? I wasn't no say: ok, I'm making enough I'm learning, I'm so can at all. When I get to your own palm Arnold every day, the Pope of Ali, what I like to say just all these different successful athletes actors- and you pick up on it- I just got cystic I've been lucky You ought to be able to do the warm up and Christmas. And she s and kind of gone through my mom since having the show out or my billboard up currently like. Can I go back and warm up. Am I going to be able to go in there? You shut happily I'll, be ok with it. We need

Brody delayed its sea where we're going to do everything in our power to you just here, so that you're still want to do more. But may I know that's what laughing near sighted laughter, I now it's like. That's what I need. That's the kind of stuff I need now. It does have you doing push of while you're laughing push up to laugh and exercise, and I remind you that tomorrow the remind this really post- or he told the sage the laugh factory what's and though it Tom talks, I'd stay here, it's just like hey, everything's, great ever the pages one time and then its we had then urge you, but the things that come out of is the thing the things are coming address, help we're so horrifying and the word any jokes really supersede guy. It is like he has. Tat rosy and I am robot five one time and now he pulled out his hair blue legs. I know that you dont worry put in and they got no huge fight and sheep

grab them said and written about. I know that story feeling a phantom plug. Can you imagine known you imagine what that type of a relationship would be, like others very good for both of us better, Tom idea. Tom seems to be stable. These guys. You know, I always tell people on the Tom Arnold PATH on one on among that route. I'd like to be meaning you fucked Roseanne, I've. I've is I've made a little guys, gonna write motorcycle. I love him. I will love it. May I no. What I see that Tom just had a kid couple years ago, and he probably fifty I'm sure, he's fifty had it kid leave school.

Book title his well, I'm sure he's fifth of sheriff know how to I lost sight of at least five pounds in ten years, the something like it's a great book, total properly butchered it, but at least fifty years old. What Tom? I think it was forty three or forty four. We started stamps. What's been almost essays. Early fifties is my guess. I must say fifty two, hopefully Matt you gotta, guess maybe fifty three. Can you say Tom save everywhere. Even in one hour before you say fifty four I say visiting three memory, correct, sir, are you serious C4 Bernard six, nineteen, fifty nine or fifty four for him? I love that fifty. I love when the older guys are just rockin still he's, a he's some outside chant. Sometimes you drive by left factory, say tomorrow. You drive by various could be there enemy had that weekly show. He was doing. He is,

I love the everyday. I would joke with Tom. We would always have a bit and good banter with the crowd and use a guy who is professional Tom knows everything. He already knows every body so was like any in got to see him every day. I got to see YO, he practiced what he preached for the most part Talkin about helping out people in meal. You know he's a recovery. In attic, though, and all that stuff, so it always talk about that so just being around town and going hey. The sky goes on. Howard stern. Ernie's Funny David Letterman loves themselves like hey. I would take that. I like that route atoms in another guys, think of as I like, Adam Corollas, like what he kind your he's from the valley. Also, I kind of like that. So that's when people ask me, what do you see yourself doing in the future? I would say I like I I like,

That time may be a personal way having a child at fifty mg and kind of different and beyond jubilation Iowa. I like just Tina g and liking sports and doing comedy, and so I like the o personally Tom We met our problems too. I think I got that. How do you think you do with their like an obscene amount of success, and money in fact, would put you not able to be weird or do you think you'll be ok with it while yet that our handling the billboard. For me, I didn't through my mind when I was struggling years ago I think I handle idea like four I'd be freaked out by it, we'll just because the more famous you get, the more everything you say comes under more scrutiny, the more pressure, the more I don't like that. Don't, like you, said pressure that through me off a cancer but scrutiny I get. I guess scrutiny could lead to pressure. If that bothers. You may now

well you're a little bit. I may I mean I know how say anything to land dish. I do why should have always kind. I mean I do try to be honest with who I am I gonna pull. You know not fill Robertson that you're not now you're, not wait, you're, not feel Robertson. Not him is that as this desired, this is you thought it will have more time. We are about to touch on deck dynasty, I'm real Robertson enjoy it. I'm just really proud of myself for having the restraint not to make a duck dynasty joke on Twitter. I haven't done it I mean the real victory. Is there? I am, I think, if there's any silver lining tat was lying intolerance thing babe gather this outbreak of everyone's got this. Can I like to think that you I like to think that you picked up the phone and went and then I'm gonna let this one with a mental? Let this go when I write it up, I don't do that

I've learned that less and I mean my problem on Twitter. I only get in trouble. You know when I reacted to a negative tweet. I look the child, no less than I do that. But in terms of like a controversial tweet, I watch I dont curse on Twitter. I don't I don't really have my. I dont make my opinion the tenor of. May I make little gripes fire. I cannot. Just keep it like a reality. It's like you're with me hanging out with me, so I do watch it and you're talking about. Like I don't know Chris, you know but I feel they show honestly like that, I'm doing on throwing it all out there, it's like all out their meaning. That look. I talk about me going, Madam I went to you now. You see allay Psych Ward. I I feel this way about myself I may as well

personal, so I psych word like his bad at first that the first I met believe I was in there. I knew where I was his like. Why am I in here? I made a mistake, meaning Stapi, my meds poultry. I didn't stop a month before were new deal in our gut ripe, ironically, were broadcasting from meltdown, I can elaborate. That's only I locked laughings gray laugh about a laugh about well, you have to, if you don't just like just like my dad dying. If I don't laugh at it, I feel like it ITALY has control over me and laughing and stuff makes you feel like you have ownership over and otherwise Clearly uncontrollable world like its it, it feels good to be able to go head is fuckin horrible thing

fuck you and elaborate and anyway it feels good if you're really good while, yet I do that, might you know my dad passed away suddenly, and I still am. I do jokes about my dad, not Nessus. I talk about We'll get you know a graphic curse specific, but I feel like when I make a joke about my dad. I'm talking about my dad keep coughing, unlike paying homage to me likes it. That's how I, however, you had my dead to my dead wood to he always said talk about me as much as you won't care. I talk about the time factor blocked. I don't care in exotic love. Did he loved the attention so that its when I talk

my dad like that. It's like you, I'm not say it makes me feel better. I feel good. It does feels natural, so yeah. I can joke about it about a can joke about my father, maybe not specifically certain things, but when in the so do so when when the twitter, when the twitter now I'd, feel damn thing over, but when the twitter melt, that's what a meltdown happened. That's when you went into the sidewalk yeah. That is not like. That was stopping the meds. Yet was crap like minded to my bodies, is breaking out his pocket. That was you. I start my men called Turkey and I was also the Bionic. Let's not forget I was travelling around and what the Dublin and with the Montreal and then there I got sick, good! That's! I start I'm even before that I was thinking. I'm gonna get off these matters and I wasn't doing it. I didn't know what I know now: what feel what did it feels good

If you're my Blake, I wondered what did when you're having the meltdown. What is that? What do you think? What does it feel I was in reality? I was wide awake alert happy all of celebrating because I was told Enjoy this take a victory lap. I I was put in my head. You know I had this just this is like my head frickin. Why I went I couldn't I didn't I could handle it was like funny. It's like I was forming, so I just L did reality and the future just all into one, and it was. I was, I was combative, that's the only problem I was like happy, but the minute you weren't with me or you say: what are you doing? You're, acting like a few f, you I'm right, I'm having a dislike woe! That's not

normal and that's kind of where I was like. If you're with me laugh and your good, you Eddie me, you had immunity if you laugh, but the men, he's a Brody you're, not act and right and I go fuck. You fuck you man, which is what Europe close friends would, I would imagine be saying to you people are exactly like hey. What's going on well yeah, that kind of, like you know and lock, you can't prepare anybody for that. It's like there. They could. The way I mean look, they did it, I'm glad did what I did it could ended. Bad could have. I could have just kept spiralling and something bad could it happened to me. I mean was not I mean I was wasn't violent away, I'm gonna pick up a new chewed up a place, never ever entered my mind, but I did mention like see there. They people all. You said you too

on twitter, and will you can't you can't say that, but I was saying that in kind of you know, I was in all get a suicide when you tweet, sometimes you'll tweet, something like something your. I knew tween like you know what you're talking about, but the audience doesn't know when you make that tweet or something so I was getting phone calls. I, my friends, served Brodie what's wrong with you could dumps their layer like concern, nose like getting me going and anti me up or I'm fine, I'm fine, they kept pollen, and so I went twitter? I go leave me alone, a gun in my mouth. I think that's what I was so out of it. Also just so reactionary. Never at it I mean I just said I couldn't. I had no sensor so yeah that when you say that that also red alert So by letting you know in future employers out there. I now

ever you know, I'm not a violent guy. Never tell you be just can't say that so, but in all so I went to the. I just knew I fell from breathing right now it take pride Tyrker. I felt this my cardio amendment, don't we ve been going and I've been by fell like I needed a break like. I knew half an hour ago, unlike on a bender ear, I am even asked my mom legal mom had come down to the desert. I need a break and she said no, sir. I think they are already talking to my mom. Like Stephen, My real name doesn't sound right, so Aroun was like in everybody. Was communicating gotcha so. I couldn't go down there and I was his acting up. It was just like, but I was here when you look up all the

signs of mania. I had em all big talk and aggressive and sweating and driving fast. Delusions wasn't hearing voices none of that stuff, but I was like talk and big stuff. Pay it off. Now I gotta think, as I can think of a funny. I was talking to being a staff and had happened nothin. So it was just look, I'm glad they acted the way they did. I taught me a lesson people say: hey, you didn't have to go to the hospital. I went to the hospital and when I was first there was like. I couldn't believe I was there, even though I I just couldn't believe it I was trying to help it. Why am I here? You know, I went off my met. We all know that right and not just by them, not real bonding to me or treating me like a number these. The nurse

is there. I just got may go and more because was in that stout still manic. Yet still I grabbed up. So your treat me like that I'm crazy without being revved up, because I could you please just Well that's what I was okay. Well, yeah, that's what I was going through, and houses frickin revved up still, and then they start giving these drugs s and they start giving Sarah equal in depth coat. These are like the anti psychotic acts and light lithium type stuff, just chemical straitjacket, and but it felt I've I needed it, and it was like a welcome relief like because after I got I got kicked out. I was defiant. I got centre was at the regular place for like two days, arguing still sneak in my friends.

To tweet all that of Doug doing crazy stuff. Yelling at nurses were like if you're still disrespecting me like, I was in the hangover, I did TMZ. I made a mistake. You know why you treat me like these other weirdos or something like that, but so then I went to like icy you. They said you gotta go they took to. They took me around like into a paddle room. Basically do if you not settle down we're gonna, give you a shot so the Philippines then a big, persian guy I go european me, your anti semitic. I said they will be I submit accord- and I was we're go we're gonna get. I don't want to get a shot. So ok, all right. I mean I was also, I was always for the most part. You know loose. It is at a new Bobby New yeah, a kind of new, but I didn't you know I was like so

kept bouncing around their nay. You know the med spur to kick in and then I started relaxing they put me in a more mellower place and then what I was errors. Conor resigned like hey. This is. So I have as like harass dislike like vacation. Almost was for me end. I wasn't. I thought maybe I'd only states like five or six days. Ok,. You know no internet, no nice like rehab as like nice, play shower one. These pills are kind. I just chilling me out and out to worry about a vain or email. None of that stuff, just they got my for me that sort of thing so then, so I think I'll go home at five days. Then I like

like seven or eight days or so you seven days in, I meant cuz like a holiday or we can. I see you like a meeting with your doctor and the board person and he basically we talked and ask him how things are going or whatever and he's basically says. Look. I can't I don't trust you out like how do I know you're not gonna, go to Starbucks and cause problems again. That's so is like I'm, not I'm fine. I was unlike that bad, but I was like ok and then he said why you're gonna You walk down. These basically told me that I'm going to be there for another like week, and I like piss me off. That's when I got mad at that point, but not like yelling, but as I am what I went on, a hunger strike a one day hungers for one

your hunger strike. I was so. I was upset that that was once I got upset. Why come on in that? It was just all right and I was fine like this. I stayed there and the nice day they. Basically the doctors, would tell you The nurses just say they want they want to hear you say I am. I believe that I look. I won't go to star boxing. I promise they want to, let you just gotta, say the right things. German, that's gonna work you're telling me like none at liked trick the guy, but they want- and I believe that so anyway and stay in seventeen days- woe and you I lost a lot of weight, eight pretty well the food there you see, I was good. I never never did any of the,

You know any the therapy sessions. This just felt I didn't need it. I wasn't I made a mistake. I wasn't addicted the pills like I am no quantified, no, but I wasn't didn't have that I was you know a cutter around like people had mental problems likes issue? like more serious issues of me. I think. And I just Didn'T- want to do what arts and crafts and didn't talk it's like a well well. There is a massive note. Our grassland agro measurement offers you, arts and crafts, MAC, alien and and rubber may. How did it go? Stick bird has because there is something you should have done it you don't see. Good thing an easel and everything. My reason you need you gotta colors. You need to go back now. You do- the arts and crafts beds way. Man look at him. It's you can be sure

I'm I'm sure some people go there like every couple years. They have returned because I talk to these girls air that other patients- and they said he I come every couple years. They have. Arms above issues. You know- and you never know, because some these people of my regular people know some people ok, this guy or maybe not even tell so By doing this, show what I've learned is, I get a lot of feedback twitter email from people. I went to the same thing ongoing. Or know somebody most people say a. I went through that that I'm getting the emails from everybody, but that seems to be a consistent. Thread is like thanks for telling that story. Well, it helps people and helps people having a leg out there if they can be ok, I just it's nice for people to know that.

Not alone, or that someone else is even just talking about it publicly is helpful to them cuz. It helps it just give them a connection point, so they don't feel as isolated, but you get no going back to St Dot Joe. Why do I feel that pressure, or I you know- I don't wanna- be some spokesman honestly for like a group of the May I speak the groups, but I know I didn't do this isn t like be that champion of that that mental illness, but I do appreciate that I'm helping people and I do think it is a rough balance because stutter rough balance, but I do think about money, would be cool, Well, I don't think about hey. I need to buy a big house if I was to say I'd like to get a nice. A new and other nice car, but a columnar bonnet car. Before cool to be able to get some a hybrid or somethin turn cool or whatever and then I always for some reason. I see myself Beynon Condominium somewhere

of intolerable of harder somewhere. That I would how come you're free gear in that's true Tom Parry, you know I don't run away, but he says received a good free way running through, yeah. I heard yeah living receive either I went to recede Highschool. Did you read I want to receive a high school and I was a big issue it may grow up. Up until may be Seattle like us, see was always. I was called the New Jersey, the valley, Growing up is just other schools or other people. You want to receive those known as I a trash. School kinder. You know now no money north of the boulevard Ventre Boulevard. There wasn't north

pull over, that's what they call cells and I had a bad. The junior did you perform in the US, but also for people where are you from from ammonium Jupiter Europa six closest moon to Jupiter gas giant. There are some crazy. There were one old jumped. May I type moonlight have life kush, but I do so. I can get that cadence role everyone's gonna Brodie impersonation, but its a bit they loving. I take again. I can't even line till I get way and I'm ok with it. I'm fine what people you go go on. Itunes, look up! Benson, interruption! I don't know what look forward his name in my name, but we did. We don't want you get one together and I was co interrupting with Doug em. It just devolved into four minutes of all three of us doing you you got a push like. I gotta come up with solutions at present, but I think that I always had. I remember people, so I talked funding growing.

Pair you from New York, they always thought I was from New York just never been, but it was so from New York and then nobody didn't. Actions of me in high school were not really in car. Geez. I didn't do collars a baseball player, but couple guys enable Joker, the the other pictures. We had a sense of humor, but it wasn't a performer and Certain sunflower seeds in one of the players said you looked funny when you eat sunflower seed Zoe start putting things in my head like little things. I think it's funny when I eat skid taught you know cause. I got you guys. Real reactions from your real honest from your teammates, so you I got the smile. Like always do that smile is like. I wasn't. I may I smiled ass a kid. I was an thou Mayest cults. I got picked on four. While in a lot as a kid

I knew I smiled and a lot I mean smiled lies a child until those I beat now to me from the kids like dont smiled, you're, not you're. What are you gay? like. I was a nickname smiley based me. I had that tuna, but smiley in a bad way by where I work trot Nixon going. Are you serious, even North Carolina now from Boston way? Words? I think he's from Northern Ireland through she had so I went to see. I went back way back, but he was I know try to Madame Good hung out with them. They had a triple he's always a hunter, easy you're hanging, always a hunter he's. Probably right now he's probably tracking and animal right now I'll betcha years, be in the northern plains of Michigan away. When you set a girl in the cycle. Jump to you. Do you mean to restore dumped you sexually jumped you aggressively likes. You aggressive lay because I talk shows like somebody chocolate ice cream. I took her ice cream and shit

like just reminded me of the girl. Like she looked like, and we know this like an inside thing. She gonna look like Kristen Stewart from ah you know, Twilight shed this. That law cannot think that inside of you. It ok, but she looked like John our stage managers daughter, oh, that inside resident stewards, a pretty she's actually, not even in our circle you it inside, because our yeah managers are dead. Everyday gave me to let her know that I'm single, I love you baby for data, so fucking funny says that more I work with John the more I mean he it's fun the more you work with these guys over the years. They start. They trust you more. They start to like you get a

You don't want day they mole GEO you're there. Aren't you I'm not in short there. The stage manager listen to them. I feed you're. Obviously you know you're playing Cresson. Those guys, but my point guy is John Stewart. Whoever the stage revenge arranged answer, but if he suggests we guy and I felt bad because one day acquired some we're going to do it, about Kristen Stewart, and so I said to John is like John there's a thing and I know you know I don't wanna be disrespect when he's like my kids get a hundred fuck. Million dollars. I don't give a shit what you say: oh my god, I love this guy's, a man when I again say John of Single, I'm single and I need a lotta guitars. Does she like chubby writers, with the did he open

that's domino generators cheerfully writers of the chubby writer. I wish you good, but so enjoy enjoy it. It did have all the episodes area now, generally fifth January fifth yeah. So you will see in that and that's that's my eye for more episodes, This for more of and I to enable play double play, and I do my anxiety regarding these next four would be. I wanna keep them goodwill going that I've mustard up with the help of my editors, of course, is not just me. I just don't know it's like. I look people say, enjoy it! No pun intended have fun, sit back in the process and

I'm not I'm not! I may I guess I don't feel bad, unlike some not depressed birthing, but I'm not it's very hard it knowing that, because its each week it's now it's not my component movie buddy a movie your promoting promoting promoting boom. It's out, you kind alike, are right there. It is, I feel like every week with this one so foresees in its different. You know I got out and I just feel like I gotta get out there and in promoting so that it's time to do the nervous bog cast while what I say, but it's I don't know if it's I just feel like air. I dont know every week it's kind of like after this once this is done January. Fifth, I'm gonna acts Hale. I don't care about my half our special, what they don't care about at its use, your comedians ahead, ochre, like other, I don't care I just want to get through this breathe.

Whatever I do next, I don't want to fight. I dont want to argue want to feel like I have the win people over. I just wanna be Brody nice guy. Hopefully, people know me, and I know instead of having one thirty audience who gets me I'll, take two thirds. That will be the thing, so I just want to have to prove just let me stay in the disk, Don't what I'm doing I feel like I'm there. Yet I dont want to celebrate, as I feel like hey I got for more episode. I dont need it's pretty heavy stuff. I dont know I personally. I don't want to do heavy stuff like this. For.

A while, if ever again, but then again, you know what it's actually not that heavy and that's me being too close to it, may be in my head having anxiety all that stuff. So I want to get through this, and I tell my friends I tell every bodies like so they get to January fifth, and let me breathe and then old all be out there all these things, and I had concerns about like how I look within think about my beard. This I mean I talked about this. So far in the show that, on the did, the tv show that not saying it's like please lay out a more systematic and he told me, but fifty percent better, yet how it feels a lot better. So, there's still a couple more things, one appendages Get it all out there. Is I ok, that's why I am now we're good now to get back to positive energy you gotta. I love your bearing all. This shit have happened. I wonder how I'd be here.

Well, that's what goes through my hurt. You know that I mean that's, that's the that's the crane no said that I think a lot of people think that are then you think about being on tv and youth. She all these people per beard and I think about Dwight. It's like you in you start. Ok, you're going. You're thinking of yours, like Brody gonna, walk, go on a hike, get out your head a little bit so just a lot of things. You know these are just. I have everything I'm going through or everything I'm feeling everything I'm feeling is probably been felt by our view. I'm not but is a unique sit. I out it is a unique situation to me. Well, it's fun to feel special, but it's also fun to feel, a part of some not alone, not alone. Here to feel like, oh I'm, I'm making away, but I am also not isolated. I, like I'm, connected other people on this,

parents, one saying unique in a sense that going through their show it's it's not like. It's not Brodie. Sketch show presents psych these, since these are like. I'm began bearing myself in its frickin hard. You know, but I went for it. You know I. I took the shy through it all out there. Really pushed and the editors have done a great job. The riders Joe Wagner Tom, Sharp, my gibbons Zack the editors wherever and swam sharply, and we fought I'm telling you I fought with Wagner felt to this day and in all its strain we their ears. Relationships strained as a result of making this show,

which is probably you know it could be a good thing actually cause it's. Maybe it's a wake up call for some tremendous, a wake up call for me for hay, the next production. If I'd do or from lucky enough to do something. We're gonna have ground rules on paper sat so everyone kinda weed, Go through this. The are we don't need to go in the red zone were over forty urban. I say that to make, but no need to see you. All about learning and I know some people I had problems with. I keep track on them and I know they ve kinder. Sometimes conflict is good. I I I Yes, it's the weird thing is just you just learn from it. That's all you gonna learn, you know, and it was hot its. It was horrified that the best thing you can do it's the best thing you can

We learn and try not to repeat mistake. I dont want to repeat and make new and innovative mistakes and learn from low yet, and you keep don't shares with other people, and hopefully they benefit from your tabs way to see what sort of new mistakes I make two thousand fourteen well but you will- and we all will in this just part of it. You know, but as long as you can, but you're gonna keep making the same rights, no, no not to make numerous yet do brand or yet I trail blade. Yes, tat S, no one's ever thought ass. At least that represents a growth strategy. Way? I mean look at you. You're always gonna make mistakes, no matter what you do. You're, always gonna fuck. Summing up an that's! Ok, there are the things you will. I made myself up. That's the problem. Well, I She way, I wish you a good twenty fourteen and I'm I'm so happy that you're that you know that you're feeling better, and I hope that this new pulling yourself off the Cologne opinion

they're. Gonna put you gonna be on something else, so you know I mean I take them at all. I take the safety net. It's a mood stabilizers that number one bipolar maintenance, education side has Maggie nipple drop it who make out a Pfizer who makes that could be fire glass glow Klein around now, only one in New York, but I I take that cyclical he's making owed affording in removal I fighting Gee. I don't know if I take it. If I fighting was I get a night which, once in a while ago, a spare relating to developing over the guts related, but I will say this Chris Working Peloponnese and even work coming down being at at midnight and help me out, don't don't it gay more confidence to walk around and that hey. I've been a part of at midnight that

feels good to say that you know, and I see the buzz I hear it and so will say. Thank you for thou. Please thank you and also don't you know you ve helped in my recent growth. Yet I dislike goes its funding. Fun no vibe over their self ex may include lung time area, which is a shooting unbroken, we'll see Bernie Stevens with you and I will on January, so you got it already there swiping on the law and enjoy comedy Central Brodie Stevens. Thank you for coming on I'll, see you. In a week I have to eat Peter ass. My call time is, I think, for clock on ice good cause. I'm gonna half hour, chit chat little while where they blow in the audience, loading the audience eleven little time with them before we come out and start the thing fifteen to twenty five minutes. I truly yeah I'm looking for and this is a great time, her guys inferior every sake. I hope they don't speak.

The eight when it area code, because that would really fucked. I think talking about that. Well, it's a lot of people out there its lot, I gotta go talk to my congressmen, Matthew, ugly soothing voice. Thank you. Rodya prohibit America, also appreciate them. Oh, you should say enjoy it so that we can end the show. We can end the show, the way that we normally in the ok ready joy at your burrito- doesn't really makes as the sentence enjoy at your burrito. Saying, enjoy it, that's what you're trying to do here is equally nice, guy Eddie Alike, with Brody's cadence. We could even you, then a nice enjoy your burrito. All your same, double huts could be to do my eroding. Sats at work could be too much Brodie unwilling to spit ball it. I wanted to take the cat and want to take the catchphrase, the show and then, like you know. Did you say you say to brought you say: here's a burrito, and then he'll say enjoy and let me like a flip, a flip it because we're not saying

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