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There was always right near finals in school, so it really was busy and early life right before everyone get out for the brake and then dyke. I would we get. One gets there was like a holiday gift filling out and I discovered so yeah now more like a job was witness points. Well, I hope that you have a nice day anyway. I got an idea, nice tweets. Casinos are you, you didn't live together. Ok do so! I guess he is coming over. Then this case over what redecorated, my he decorated, Germans, who expertise,

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Molly and it's nice, it's nice to be able to celebrate your birthday here in a fashion the euro accustomed to which is now our discussion, but other staff privileges that's. That's enough time. Once in the news, Men knew me no govern, there's no viruses, how to deliver that kind of world really literally thing everything that exactly optimist or haven't I'll go out is why the news is having the worst weak ever I I I were new girlfriend is an official, its vision of danger, statuses on Myspace,

I hope very much. That is now, in my view, these relationships that way, but I'm wondering Remember that remember that for Myspace I think that was it. That was a facebook. They did it but we got you, I believe so long. I think a good cop, it's complicated! That's where that started. Netscape navigator rhythm relationships we're in complicated before Myspace camera. No, that was People like you know. Sometimes they are a little trick. Even sometimes they can get sticky it's complicated. Your I hear back and relationship yes, yes, good young woman by the name of Lydia Hearst is very sweet girl, the literally like the nicest person ever it's so nice right here, Chris who, but either actually talk to a bogeyman, Danny Jelinek, who did a video with her once in a while back and said nothing.

I think the best so nice so sweet. I didn't research Grendel just to make sure you're doing. Ok thanks. I appreciate that sort of friends but yeah I asked around and no one said bad about her. Just that she is like very funny. Very nice, very sweet, talented, yet was a good. You know such an interesting year because it was like the best career I've ever had, but then a bunch of really tragic past other things, happened, including my dad not being alive anymore it was nice to. You know like now its colleagues in our search for that That work is still little crazy, how they will still sprinkled on aim. Jesus, Ferdy picking anybody know you're right about the earth, another matter being irritating saying in the other S, but you know it's a good idea.

So I am. I appreciated a lot and I really like aren't she's really sweet and you have a good like good shook a time just being single and lonely confirm a bad after a very bad data, because I do not, I dont know how to do this thing. We're ok, I go out with someone on Tuesday and Wednesday. Chris goes from egg to face sucker very quickly. I don't stop because you want you want to skip over all the unsure, as you wanted to get into like. Let's just spend and like being in our budget was watching movies. I want to get right into that kind of nice comfortable. You can't short to a first date in pajamas, where you shouldn t, could you could you can do it, if you'd ever yet as a tie him up it. Aren't you Emmy JAM here. If you first date is in the Movie House Party too

for these areas where they are dating, someone has the keys to Hearst Castle. Well, call that red but yeah. I was not a good it turns out. Good data, because I just like you, I just want to be like ok, look. I, like you, you like me. What are we doing here? A shit exact way. I know there's posts to be some kind of che, some sort of pretend I, like you, you're supposed to turn. You know like me: we go back before they go back and forth. I think you know like me than others like me, and then all fucking scared of rules also scare, all the time now all the time but its grey. What's? U, when this is a very natural progression, she was working out of town and so a lot of it developed via like phone in face time. So was like, we actually go. It's just information. We got to know it. We ve got to know each other really. Well,

first and then it was so what's a phone. Well, it's a device that you think that you detector that you're not you're texting tablets. Zere is not the only thing you can talk to, but we Lydia is obsessed with the rodeo loves rodeo. Yet how many times do I have to say this ain't? My first rodya this ain't. The first time I had to say the same of butter she's sheets are taking, for she was taking starting bull. Writing lessons lands back and we went to the dangerous I've seen it is dangerous, and so we went to the we went to the river to the national finals. Rodeo in Lhasa may have nice, it was rules, it was fun, I'm offering you a subordinate seconds, but I get on it again. We did him. I just I can't control myself when I'm having sex with double wait. What we

is that? What you are talking about now? Oh shit, you're trying to be sexual, not a peace sectional. It's an animal and its gay but I I had a moment where I don't normally, you I usually keep to myself in public, and I don't normally like Haeckel people in public, but I had an experience where I I d, I couldn't myself and it didn't really land very well, and so, but I was we're staying at tell where there's a circus away. Michael Jackson Show, did you know about this? One yeah, this latter cirques out there. This is the sort of Saint Michael Jackson Show, and I guess that's like that, where they do like to the Tupac hologram thing where they, because a hologram and comes out in an uncle, a bunch of sorts allay stuff happens round him, but I was you know I

really aware of this, and so we were checking aim in this. This older! Guy came up to the to the front desk and any goes I'm here to pick up two tickets by Michael Jackson and I could not travel from coming out to go or didn't you hear he died. I could see the stab like stifling giggles, but the guy was just like for us, Now we just turned and went its hologram like it. Just now always seem at land and hears us reality is she was like it was funny. Sweetie like it was the worst. I that's like. The words would, like you say something like a party or a social Evans like ITALY is carrying out an ex girlfriend. That would do if she knew how mad

Make me want to be like by every time like hang it up make it just as I can see. No, my boyfriend's committee then there's never, but like I just remind me of that. That's really. We gather that that moment we like it's like you, make the joke. I know a guy last and then there's even just that subtle, pat from your lady, I heard it that's like the guy coming up the utmost yogurt I thought you were now to me. I thought that joke with a landed a lot better, because I mean really say exactly I go. Oh, he died like it was. It was sort of like that. Maybe he would that guy was confused. Maybe you didn't, like you thought you think you think he thought that I And letting him no and that he was like a thought, I don't know he's not alive, he's a hologram not alive. I ve only business informing you that,

rose a show here and it's a hologram. Do you think he was just relatively Humouredly, or maybe it was. It was like a plant like a guy that was trying to get people to goes like two tickets were Michael Jackson, Michael Jackson, you dont say will He was dead, not anymore, nodded, Sir Day so, leave much to them. Do you definitely only thirty dollars and comes with a drink and Joan is every town has one of the snake oil spills like this, I say, save area, speaking of which you say oh up, I would urge all yeah tomorrow. No Thursday, I'm leaving tomorrow, so you guys, but only a day. There are scared of missing. I'm scared. But I have to do good work. I am work so many years and I have a heart out why I just wanna leave at nine thirty, some, which is usually you can sleep on planes that right, yeah yeah, see that's. That was my my issue with like kitchen, a red I knew against more

because at the castle stuff tomorrow and I are going to take a rebels ignite, can't I can't sleep on so then I would just be we in wired. When I said I'd, I'd feel out of it dreading Loretta I'm very seven to money. Are you living at seven, twenty nine land at several yeah. I landed some like that too now, but the weather was to be good and virgin. No, I'm I'm! I'm on American, MR thickened delta. Cheap, as does I you know I just goes to show you are, as far as I know, allegiance to any airline. So if you want to buy our loyalty goforth, please

they heard in America. Tweaking I was I was flying virgin. I love version American. I was flying them, I mean I am. I must have flown thirty times in your phone Virgin America, but TAT. Americans is new class of eight three twenty one planes where you get a pad: oh yeah, the pots and at the paths in it for the better make it it's a bed in and so frightful for Red Eye Delta lets. You dealt a business class, they fly the big jets now lay eggs to J F K and you can lay down flat. I've seen those yes of. Passing by those attacks, really feels like snow piercing, but in reverse summer. Wind up. Writing my vhf because every time so you go to the bank the plain where people are the chopping off limits to fuel the respectfully. Why don't I just I just why really proud of public arena? We just got into the producer of air traffic.

Oh but but Paul, but I don't know what you expect with three convenience dialogue now and then they serve them on airline word. I'm nervous about it, though, just in the sense that I've been thinking of it over and over again like what he does nothing. He hasn't been asked he's. The most interviewed person will ever talk to yes, the most interviewed purse by Allah, yes by a lot, and actually like my buddy Chris homes that, like he opens up for Paul like the last couple years around the country and every show, like my friend, was asked by Paul to open up form like plain records, I was asked by Paul to open up form like plain records and I'm going over to his place later today to ask him if there's any any pointers and all right, some stuff down an obscenity guys o nice, because I keys, I guess I guess I see me interviewed all the time and I'll tell you stuff that he's kind of board with and stuff that actually kind of get some ripping and talking to us.

The report of the river there's something we're like no one where bronze like those we have set up. I listen to us in our view, and it was. There was really good like Howard, you know, Howard just gets right into it here. You know and an end is fearless about just asking flat out questions like you so good at the yet. He is because he doesn't. He asked questions that I think would normally be kind of challenging the sum on, but in a very casual, not threatening way, but he just really wants to know he's not out till I get anybody know just really is just very curious and gentle soaker. Nepal is very open with him about its about about everything. So why don't? I will see you will see how it goes. I've already had to die a bunch of people. Who really can you get him to sign in to MIKE? And let me stop you write. Their economy has ever at their damp ass,

but yet I am, though you accepted a guide. You mean, like twisted my whole life for this moment. What are you with me? I don't know it's just so. Like my whole day, there was a picture like when I want my First Electric Qatar ripped this page out of the nineteen eighty nine Palmer currently tore book that had him with his less Paul, and I circle that and put arrows towards it and put it on the fridge around Christmas. I lend my network, for they have, you noticed, now I didn't get a less Paul was fine. I eventually I eventually got back Qatar. Unlike in I've, I have ever guitar replacement beetles. I have. It's just you know, he's left handed it's fuckin public art, yeah, wait a minute, your left hand, and I am also we bore him, the middle

of Paul, were on their mothers are named Mary. I mean you Peter. You know that need Peters than his brothers like Peter died, so we're two years. Prison. I was an old pictures back before the other day and its. I guess we're just like look at all pictures of peer, Myra, yapping alternative that no peer to peer Meyer. Now, that's all three go has to have a different name

I just like to put the blame determine Peter I ate something. I've been like delving sort of deep into unread it which I mean I probably shouldn't. I arrived so much joy in it. For some reason, there is a sum reddit called fat people hate my cup idea. It's our slash fat people, hate, ok and it's just a whole, the wholesomeness, thirty six thousand users in it and is essentially just dedicated to like people it genuinely fine fat people, disgusting and I just go. I just died deep into it in the thing that like cracks me up about it is that they cause of cells. Shit lords of fat, vapor, AMS, Chaz, cracks, we're It all say that I was explaining to our trainer my train or time. There's like explained the separate. It too has its fine. I find this a rather fascinating weirdly motivating for some reason. It's horrible, what they're saying but like like from now

oh I beheld planet, I wanna be shit, look man, but Schiller should be required to have a picture of themselves. Shit Lord women than men I agree with that. You're not offended by none at all, I get it. I totally get it for some reason I get an a priori, I'm unbroken inside, but like I get it like the whole like fat acceptance thing I get where they're coming from, but I also get worthy is shit. Lords are coming from and dukes of poop. If you're, not that good at your, your poop duke

which is built up, reaches start this now, but it's just like it's bad, despite I'm all think fascinating, and I can I like I just I'm. I mean they're like way too much like. I don't know why I find it so fascinating, but I just I just interesting to me like a lot of like how much did you wait, you're peak for sixty awhile for sixty four seventy around there I put in a big eating weakened and then did we myself again around like four sixty, so I knew I got up, Pass that then, what are you down to new to two to thirty? Eight? Are you serious here holy shit weighing less than me like a football yeah, you five eleven point five tonnes

yeah, but I don't know I have a wife islands of the term cracks me. You know it's interesting. I will say this thing. That's interesting to me about. That is that if I get a little weird around drunk people, and I know that part of it is because I do not like that time. In my life like I've, I know that it activate something in me that I dont like about myself, yes, and so because you know like there's, someone's, drunk or drunk that that be ever people get drunk than big deal. You know, but for me really, like it kind of turns my stomach a little bit details, you say it's like every every time. A little bit irritated you just think about a somewhat

post like you just at your embarrassment you're just like ours. Provocateur, like that, yeah that, like and also the there's you know me, I don't know, there's their set there. There's this there's an an unfair judgment on my part, where I'm kind of like I don't respect what you're doing yeah. That's my thing. That's why they're thing I recognise that is my thing, but its very it's. It's it's a very visible reaction for me in its on a very deep level, and I know that it has a lot to do with me. Like in the morning meeting today, they're gonna their chocolate from shipmates on at midnight tonight on her and- and I just it's hard for me to watch like legitimately- I can laugh at it, but it is very difficult for me to look at it not feel like.

You know? So I don't know, maybe there's something about that for you, I think I think they're probably is of the like, but I think I get it like it. I like see them like the like posts like like pictures discreetly taking pictures of of fat people and their legs. This ham ordered three large rise at a diet. Coke, unlike like stuff like that, yes reposed in it. I just like. I don't know why I find mad. So I don't know it's very AIDS virus. Give me the like watch, the sort of like because use you said like when you first started having your cheetahs you're like agony, twelve, don't it's no problem right yeah own of still, can I don't, but I could and I don't I don't know all. I wonder what motivated you two Jonah going to Tom, because in my mind, there's like China, have similar sensibility and both have addictive personality and of junk and find the time to

We all three have addictive. Personal data are harmful to the nearest, but, as we have done it can find time to go. Then I should probably be alert. We find that day a week or so the talk to this guy. No do that and then I did and the man whom you have missed like three. Sessions over a year and a half, and I got four times a week there now every I really want. I really wish it could. Could it kept going, but it is just thing words ago, Indian I started talking about buying a house. It was just that that money was just like I was like I. I think I should save them on ice and motivate myself, and you know what I've been on an often I've I've. I've done pretty. Ok, not nearly as good, but of course not. I don't have a personal trainer, but it was mainly like it's like. I stop gone and I ate, but because I miss Tom and I like it, I miss, like you know like being a little bit more strong. Well, I did it. I did it. For a few years

when I had no, when I was broke the and I just sort of looked at it as an investment in because I am, my reasoning- was filling a fourth. This now mean Tom was really cool when he worked with me, you know of it, but in the beginning, but I thought well, if I'm in, if I'm healthier than I'll start being happy here and if I'm happy are probably making better choices and then that will lead to better long term results than the money? Now that I'd be worried about growing away that that, for me, I mean like I was yet I was spending,

I was spending a lot of money in the beginning because I I was very bad and that I could not motivate myself to go without someone standing over me going do this. Do that, like the one time where I completely surrendered any decision making and I go ok I'll, do whatever like I'd, never quest. I've, never question time of Tom says, do something I go k like probably do that or I'll try yea, and it's the only time. You know that I ever more relinquish their where I relinquish that completely so that that was part of the that was part of the investment process. German, I spend more on time and I do in my house. You know people in a yellow you on the internet for saturating venturing arms. They want to have a satellite supporting vat, shaming and people who think that I am probably already

listening to complain on twitter to me, I'm just saying that I find if, as I don't alive as anyone, that's like the last two weeks of my life of them, like I mentally crazy, and I just found it while I was looking for and at midnight game, women legislate ended up as a former really fat guy. You you, you found some type of weird sick with Fisher

Well, I always, I think I always was like. I always like new, like, as I was leg shoving, another cupcake likenesses fucker you doing this is terrible and it's still do it anyway feels good at the moment well to what he may introduce eat something bad, oh yeah, severely gratification and it's like in this whole like less six month, sort of hovered at a plateau, and it's like my eating keeps getting off track and I'm still, I still do it. I still warlike. While there is a certain amount of for it, you know, I think you know. Obviously willing I have to compare to is is beer, but I think part of it is if you feel like you, can't control the world around you that you can control like what you're shoving into your bought. You can control there you're controlling that experience, because it is predictable results and it does change your state in a moment. You know exactly how you gonna feel, and you know you know, and then also

I think the flip side of anything the really insidious side of it is your punishing yourself like you're doing something that you know makes you in the long term feel bad, but you you can't stop doing it because you hate yourself in some way and you are you're just trying to beg it's sort of like. I think it's like I like a version of emotional like a weird order. Yeah there's only there's a big part of you know if you feel bad about one thing You know you like you do something else. It makes you feel bad, something else it makes you feel bad because it's like a gets easier and easier. So it's like, if you allow me, I like the same thing like they're, like what Farley, There were no exact, I'm gonna do exactly what I do fire. If I early in the day, if I fuck up the diet, I will then just go up this days. Gandia is likely he would have liked to know. If you can find some Euro Whaley, he would have a piece of peace, even though he was on adoption of pizza, but then a piece of eternity

I am more sizes, a pizza and then just like a baby session, and I know it's a little bit like an end like it, but everything was connected world go to beer booze and would go to drugs. Nyamagana like prostitutes like a just was this thing that there was a site because then the next day he would wake up feelin or the next couple days. He would come out of it. You know and feel guilty for doing it and then like what you gonna do to smash their guilt. You gonna get some immediate ratification. That's gonna turn make you feel bad again. It's free

Edward and then the matter you get the more you do it to punish herself more in its a bit viable knows that that thing it's like you know when you're, when you're hung over there is the yellow that impulse to each city food, and I think there is a bit of it like that- will make me feel better it'll set of my stomach there's that, but there is also a big part of it just like who cares if you like, shed Muslim eat, some shitting end right, tat S a big part of it and it just will start the whole day back over. I mean guys, let's be honest, cakes awesome. I love King James GonNA, always love cake. Cakes good can have a whole cake anymore. Much as I want to know, it's actually the m actually surprise that I don't have the like that. That's not a thing for me of sweet. Do you yeah yeah, the other leg you have. You found work as a way to replace you're, you're drinking, but critical. Ask you when you, I think you have. Probably you work a lot.

You know you work will now that now now I work a lot just because I hinted it everything but yeah, but I'm starting to which plates converse with twenty drop by creating when and where did you crave, sweets has its like. If I take a break from drinking, I can immediately thinking about take an ice cream and Andy. You know I like I do. I do like the child latte, which is like, which is very sugar. At Starbucks, but in general I don't really deserves, and it really like, o Connor, so the scent they like is outside what was the first thing you noticed after you quit Dragon he's. Just like. I just wanted sweet all the title. I don't I don't like. I don't really like that. If China, you don't have a sweet to, I just don't like you know, I don't hate it.

I mean like I'll I'll, have a piece of bread velvet cake, but I don't see how easy I got all that I'm not, but I don't I don't crave it yeah. I think I think work is probably that's that sort of you know I I I do. I do there's. Definitely that definitely that and I would love to find something to replace the food. Sometimes, I think of exercise a man what the difference is shut down there. I feel that the most obvious challenging thing about having a food addiction versus having our delegation is, you don't need alcohol to live. You have to eat, to live yeah so

Your constantly dancing on that line you know, but if food is a social activity, but you can just, but our guy. You just be like why I'm never doing that again, but you can't go, I'm never eating again. You can live, and the other thing to its interests thing like that. I find fascinating about fat people hate. Is that it be that the two sides of it are both are just two fucking huge extremes do not mean the shit Lord versus the ham, just self itself bucket. So we know that the heroes potent couldn't situated have words. I hate it corrected. I don't know why, but of cell pay right there. I think that's the play. I'm like, I think it's spun out as far there's like looking at the history of the celebrated spun out of like the social Justice Warriors Lake and be healthy at any size movement, which is an interesting movement.

Self, which is the which is that it is now that the EU can be held. You can be eighty four hundred fifty pounds person and healthy. Do you find that to be true? Well, when I was foreign and fifty pounds sure I had, I have my cholesterol levels were great. My blood pressure was fine, maybe a little high, but an end. So on paper it looked like I was healthy, but wasn't healthy was the fact that I couldn't walk the entire length of a mall without finding a bench to sit on like that that that, like health, is more than just your blood pressure, near cholesterol, ruined your lack of diabetes. Thank God, I didn't get bad. That's not gonna run through my family, like water, while sir and I would imagine, enter

Yeah I fancy orange Manta. I would imagine to that. It's probably I mean the older you get that doesn't get easier, meaning what is getting the eating thing, or no, I mean like if you're seventy and foreign interdependent, o sherry at higher Lily way of Italian goes away at the upcoming raising. But, like I think, my goal for next year, I spoke last progress we're doing for this year. People here right, the first, the less, We less helpful, as far as I can also the first of all the sharks may be the last five years to the year, the twenty six. You had a good hope. Your Christmas was great every year to nice, Heineken, Declines is amazing still going on. I think if anyone Redskins that listen Cilicia, could you imagine and for me, the Temple of sex,

have a nice day of yours Christopher? Does he was doing weakened, update this right gloves? All you, Satan is from the temple of Set, have a nice day work better I think we're I am I planned for next year- is really really trim. Now more so I'm gonna, I'm kind of going, unlike the Cato diet. In other read it Cato Diet, for I have all I have all day is time to look and read it. That's where we find

shit, cause ready, so good, a cure aiding the internet that that's what I do for work. The candidate is essentially a high. It's a low carb high fat diet. The leg is, you know: it's a net carbs situation where you're looking at the fibre versus the carves mendicants attract the fibre out of the carbs, but it's also like stay away from sugar stay away from all grains. You can have full fat, it's good to have full fat cheese, full fat, dairy if you wanna, have cream mixtures, heavy whipping cream in your coffee and then just meet bunch of meat in a bunch of edges. And that sort of whether that is so anyway and then try. I'm trying that now and I tried through trade through from the end of the year that figures a way you'll get down to where you go. Have we now get one hundred and

eighty million pounds, but will you think you'll be happy at that point? It you think you know. I think I feel like. Ok, because I know I can maintain await. Do I mean without crash down my question is: do you think that event will make you happy? I dont think that event will have a correlation of my happiness at all milk. I don't. I don't think that when I don't think that I I don't think that's all. And get stuck on the scale and go my problems are over there. I think I'll get the scale ago. Ok are I did it and you know what now I dont have to watch what they eat as much. I'm just gonna work out still four days a week and maintain because that's that sort of the goal will you not having the have the calorie deficit?

day and the whole thing. Yeah internationally look as a gay yet, and I think that that that sort of my plan, like so next year, I'd like to get down to like that area, just like forty fifty more pounds and then and then I'll, go see a plastic surgeon about getting the remainder of the skin cut off, which is how much how much is the skin way? How much does this gateway skins, private gonna, be like thirty to fifty pounds of scare you, areas here, there's a lot of skin. So another will. Basically, if you just got down to ten and cut off the scale and you'd be at your that sort of lamb, and then I am in that, because then I will be the same height and wages dangle Craig and thereby call me up to play games on. I think that's what happened. Oh yeah, yeah tuna. You tell him

they involve guys next year next year or two with thirty authority. We there are the party got that, wrapped up. It's fine, so line fat. I believe that, thanks to overly realised by some guys, we defined a James bond that already has, although watches and shoes, and where are you I've read burgers decided to stop supplying us of watches. We need someone who, with as an omega watch already going to do it. Many can finally be polychlorinated. Beetles impersonation band, it's gonna, be grave for coming together. Everything's gonna be saw he now. That's sir we're going for next year's. We, so that's your plan for twenty

If team, twenty fifteen less pod casts and more weight loss, less pod cast site, you fuckin three packages were do guys. We have to start getting together more air. Well, listen. We have calendars schedule, it it'll happen. We are calendars day Well, it's sometimes. Sometimes there are things I fight crabs. You're counter doesn't updates the did you the emails either. What? What do you remember? What the Venus gotta my noticed email. Now I had voted for my gmail. Madame there anyway, wages update to your gmail account. I dont use my gmail account. Jonah, sometimes emails me, I'm not I'm not on their user MAC account. Ok, let's talk! So that's her! There go for next that that's her go for next year. Is so that's, but that's a thing go like what's an emotional goal,

oh, you know too, I think be a better boyfriend edible and to be more attentive person in my personal life. As far as like other people less this enjoy this alive. I'm really makes one of us did I ever tell you that that's indicating to himself is just indicated. Do now, and just the sort of I just I just you- know, I'd like to also not get his angry about things. That sort is I do. Overshort views are very short fuse, I'm a frustrated demeanor in life, and I always feel like someone's out to get me

some reason the little that that's, although one of our rights exactly what would you say that to one if they are crass saying that like they're not but one of them is that both its then it's eleven that angry little boy, stuff, air studies and research into will. Your brain, you know, doesn't really understand time didn't want it. Does my brain works in a way where its? If something happens, regardless of the reason my brain writes a story in ups split. Second of how this thing is happening to piss me off how this thing is deliberately being done to make me angry my brain for summaries,

lightning, quick in developing a scenario contest from every angle where this is the only read. The only logical reason for this happening is to make me angry fell out for a well yeah and action. I should change that. It's your emotional brain, I think, doesn't understand time. So you, you know you can reconnect to things really fat like there's some connection being made. That probably goes back to when you you know just a little kid and just the way that, when it is whatever without having ever wanted a spite somebody, I could do it very quickly. The everyone like. What's the idea of a NEO uses- and you say something you're self like this- always happens it. It doesn't always happen. You just can't you just remembered all the times that happen randomly yeah yeah. Well, that's the that those are. Those are bad questions to ask yourself

Why does this always happen or- or this thing and put its also a very it's- a very comfortable emotional pattern to yeah yeah, it sure is you're used to it. Yeah, I'm various through it more useful than I ever wanted it's a lot of. It can be a lot effort to create new reactions to facing, via, like created, new synonyms path. Yes, all down. Yes, instead of the passwords, always there aspiring me yeah. Well, I am hopeful for you because you're a real nice girlfriend the ashes of ass she's, the best she is fantastic. General. What about you, personal next year, learning tigers back to me, oh yeah, learning, to listen to me more than I'm serious problems.

No, I think it's it's more adjustee the eye to eye to it today like a dream to want less or like you know something to the effective I guess, like I, wanna, be content and with like what I have as opposed to be having Zeit about what I think I want or in owed. The desire to want more or the the the constant feeling of needing to raise your level org x. You like chief more or get more points. I wanna ought to get to a place where I can kind of just be here now I guess would be the term to use next year I went to achieve more and more for a few, but like it's out, you know it's.

I wanna I wanna make stuff not money. I wanna like in o, continue to pursue of filling life where I get again a kick out of like making stuff, as opposed to like thinking about stuff that might sell and in the hopes is that, like you know with, but with the with with, you know, like up a passionate path forward of doing stuff. That excites me that will, in turn help me, like you know, have a living where I can sustain a life offer that stuff. So that's that's Kennedy the going forward I like. What are you talking about this that that's like watching a seventh greater give a book report in front of the class ouch? No, I don't mean that I read it. Sort of like it sort of like that, I know I need to do this

I'm a little and cover with it, but I want to make it happen anyway. I'm also just trying to mete out stuff that I haven't my head all the time that I I think about on the rag, but it's like I dont, normally speak it out loud and some not sure how to formulate into like. You know our thought. I think that was a nice. There was a nice near a nicely expressed thought bank. He, so that's business can sort of beer San personal yeah initial, because this year I realise that I got a lot is as much as I don't want. You like a lady is like things that I do it's like it at its all about it's all, a part of who I am so. If I learn how to like be here now and be

intent with the way I am on the way my life as I could, which is my life, is also part of just doing stuff like an hour. We all our creative people. We all would like to make a living off a being creative, so it's a part of who we are so it doesn't nests in it and in in this like in this situation were, and it is also business and it is also career, but I think that, just because of the business and like with like within, like an o tv and movies and Hollywood and say on general? I think it, sir, but I think we should you don't get away from the fact that it is also a personal thing to be creative and to live a life as creative, a person or an artist that yeah. Well, you know when you it's it's trying to its trying to keep that balance between. Like I turned my Hobbes into my career,

So now my Hobbes, all our work is be like. That's it that's an interesting made its it. I think it's a great place to be, but it definitely you know. Sometimes it is sometimes it can feel that is sexy because it's like I have to schedule So this is a responsibility now and I have to maintain this and you never forces like fucking list. Is this just finger paint you know like its, but I think I think we are legal black ass. I think there is a way to try and get to a place where you can be happy with, like just the just working and not get to a place where you see other people succeeding and cannot like that moment of just like them are getting jealous of other people. Doing you know. Well, that's like that's a thing that I need to work on. I am. I felt I find myself getting petty having these flashes of like real pettiness and and and can like, like snark Ebay,

you're in? I don't, I don't say it out loud too much but its it sucks to feel that you have to get to a point where I can kind of be still with myself and know that it's just like our everyone's on their own path, yea! I dont think I used to be that way. I don't have any more because I just feel like well, you know everyone gets a shot and you don't know what p Buller you don't know what they're going through. You know how hard they worked or even if they did catch a break, this going to have to work to maintain it. You know so I fear I always feel like everything can it shakes doubt shakes, everything sorted yes out. I am I am, but I understand that I just want to get away from this feeling like it's like those. Those impulses like like just like at reacting angrily at something gaps are going to get away from those feelings I mean. I I just sort of disorder. Think like us, ones if someone's doing really well properly working really hard, and I guess rather than

knowing. Why don't I go well, I there's no reason. I couldn't start writing every day and mainly like all like you, you can you know, I think I don't think it's I mean if you, I think, if you have those emotions, naturally things anything necessarily wrong with that. I think that's a little bit of I think, there's healthy competitiveness, its, I think, work it's on healthy. Is then what you do with it like? If you stew on it or you, get like how come as opposed to going oh well, then I can work really. To make this happen for me and that's what all that's that's how I manifest the end. I think it's also being being aware enough and happy enough with a what you achieved or succeeded with so far, and you know always realise that there's probably some other guy looking at you going like you know, like all him,

right, but also not dwelling too much on those people either yeah yeah yeah, I mean you know you re competitively healthy at any size, but I think I my goal is to just feel ok yeah, I didn't feel it

for a lot of the past year. We nevertheless, I felt okay for all the in all the work stuff, but just in general, just didn't feel. Ok, for various reasons, and so now you know- and it's weird it's it's kind of an interesting challenge to just feel. Ok where's, like I'm just I'm fine and then there's nothing wrong with that, and it doesn't mean that something bad is gonna happen just cause. I feel. Ok, you know, I don't think the universe really cares if you feel ok or not, so you might as well just feel. Ok, I think that's gonna, be that's gonna, be an interesting. It's gonna be an interesting challenge to not. I am starting to appreciate like saying no to things and taking time of not having to you know and and.

Focusing on someone else? Who is really? You know who's really cool? I love how you take time off. Many finally gave Sundays Bacchanalia back on the road touring habitable too. Well, you know the need. The turing thing is. That's not I. The difference between me trying to work more to escape my himself ass and when I go k, look I stand up is still my favorite thing and it's something I think I'm good at, but not great at because I just haven't devoted the time to it like it is one of the things were you just have to do it. You just have to be. That's how you get better. You just get better by doing it, and so you know looking ahead do a special and about a year. So I want to go on to her, but you know it's I mean

always wanted. I mean I started everything really because for tourists, as I wanted to sort have control over my own staff and be involved in things that I cared about and I had always hope like will. This will get me. This get people out two shows because no one was coming out to shows and those kind of hard to tour- and I couldn't you know like the financially- is very difficult to to do that. Go perform for almost nobody, but it's you don't make. You know it's like you kind of just barely keeper headed water and so but now monopoly where people actually coming out I was in so there's a it's like well. This is the window of time where that doesn't necessarily last forever. Right, so I or my ray the highway shows next year. Do it everyone as well? You should you, have you absolutely should, but there's an interesting. You know touring such an interesting business because its it it's. It takes a lot

time generally it takes a very long time because you know the first you go to a city like ten people might pay to see you and then the next time. Twenty people might pay to see you in the next time. Forty Emily again, if you do it right in your consistent in you and you can put on decent shows, then it will go up and up and up it just takes a lot of time, and so I know I would not. I would fucking kick myself if I did not focus now and go out and perform when I have the ability to to do that. Good, so so that's not that's not me running that any fresh air ready for it for a tour Russia browser barrels, lower about. I won't say those words at me, not comparable any of it. What are you? What are you doing for the holiday stand in town, my favorite thing nice

in ten or so and then and then Palm springs for a brief period before the two year. Between Christmas and new year, though reimpose rests, did I love like we love see, was playing at sent a family Christmas eve? Then you know I gotta watch some crazy horror movie that they show and then going to walk down the counters, unlike get some food and drinks at the keynote. It's a good life. Now it's a great Christmas Eve BAR the about it. Yes, we ve done that. Tell me yes on the way back will go down the apples, her lover s, that's all it's a lot of fun! I like staying in town to during Christmas, just cause it's a city so empty and we are in a way we go by like enough ten dollar tree huge tree from a lot on Christmas, Eve,

I'm just like spend Christmas Eve just watching gremlins and rare exports and cause was vacation. My guenaud drinkin, dunwood, old, creamy, booze drinks and such like them. I get on to this year out. It's fun, what's been funny story has never Christmas. Because she's the one of the chosen people, so it's been fund a leg Saddam show her leg. This is how this is what Christmas. This is way, at least in my family. This is what happened at Christmas alike. We went out a letter pick out. The tree decorated the tree ass. She wanted to decorate is, but after that I pulled out a few ornaments often put my little enterprise and shuttle craft

the defiant, and then it's been good cause. I had a watch home alone to and then we watch dog Muppet Christmas Carol and it's been fund, which is like she's like really intellect the whole idea of like ok. So what are we doing? Christmassy? What's the plan We haven't presence that day, I'm like now. No wonder you can have one we go wait till Christmas Day serve in the rest of men, went one showing that's great someone Christmas, nice guys get it. You lots of fun lots of fun. I'm going to New York for Christmas. You York you'll, find me a couple: their love it I'll be there till Monday. You owe you owner, oh uh, that's nice! We should all we should. We should hang out We should hang at New York. I know how to dinner I got by Friday morning outside, but well I wish I knew there was a whole thing on what we just

I came up with that. It is now clear that its letters again just planet does now. I find totally worked my girl, fine, I'm about to New York, and I think that there and then come from I don't know it's not like. Everyone is ever said that a gay yelled at me like sharing the meat, is just know my mom's name, Adele yelled, she's italian. She gets she has a time, but she's not allowed italian nano, but I'm sure she grew up loud Italians. That would all share international and she's a rolex like Catholic, like like Edward Saigon, Ruby media will be charged to be like. Oh, you guys can get a small house at all. No this neighbour, it's gotTA, Glenn,

she's always thinking about like property value. I download it. I would like you don't want to live in Glenn Unceasing, but there's no crime will make no street crime. We We try to avoid white collar crime neighbour. The Flemish out and then hanging out with lids veil, and then we're gonna go in a little and her name retire. Lids will I don't know why I just always think of the old city Marty Craft show lids Ville so register, calling your lids veil and love it and, and then I think, I'm going to take a little tropical vacation were to a tropical destination

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there that they want us to visit, to shoot us. An email, hey, you know, will be nice to Kayser money at Katy money that net I was. I was fine that an interesting thing to do is to just make lists of everything met you accomplish throughout the year personally and emotionally in business wise, and listed are so you could just sort of remind yourself like the I did do of because when you see it all in a list form you, you know by the end of the year, usually fuckin crushed by the holidays and list, because her heart, you can sort of your crushed by the holidays, sort of overwhelmed by the sea. I finally get to this year. Elsie forget like who actually did a lot of really cool fun. Stop this year's, though it be fun if people affair.

Stood on the website in the common thread like I'll just some stuff that they accomplished that you know that their that they should be happy about this year and on guys, if you wanna complain about me and fat people hey thing just tweet directly at me, leave a comment brittle out. I've read me bang tweet at met. Myra met my twitter I'll, take it with an admirer guys, I think we just about covered it. You think we're good. Five years guys rose to five years. Oh, my god, that is really far better have areas my mind. Vivier lively of the past five February essentially is essentially going to be our San Francisco fish over five hundred dollar five five year anniversary show oh yeah. Oh, my god, Amazing ass though in at the last one will ever give thanks guys. No, that's not! It now Little thing so, can you believe it you're the say: go out almost at two other to go out Repellor jargon, fairly safe,

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