Welcome to the eighty twenty buck s number ten. Seventy seven! I hope this little podcast his provides you some peace and enjoy in your day. Right now. Are you doing, I hope or doing? Ok? What are you doing? Are you making stuff? If you are, you can send whenever the thing is to events at eighty twenty dot com, and hopefully we can share with the identity community on the eighty twenty community Cork Board, which this is events at eighty twenty decamp like Morrow, who writes I've, written and illustrated my very first published children spoken Amazon titled, our new different world, a stir. And picture book for children to understand our rules during a pandemic which, if you just search on Amazon, it comes up. I've not read the book yet I just saw the email, but I'm on it. Now on Amazon, and he says this book is to help bring some

as activity in fun for our little readers to show the bright side of what kids can do to help in a creative way. It's up to us to show the love and compassion or children during these times to bring some joy to our new different world. The day I started to write draw this book was dead ass, my eight year old daughter, how she, What about our current pandemic? It was at that point. She started to cry telling me how worried she was about the fate of her grandparents and the future. My hope is that this book and brightened up our children's world and not given the view of what we see as adults. So that's a beautiful sentiments and that is up on Amazon right now. Thank you so much for sharing Mauro events and I didn t dot com. This episode is Louie Anderson. Comedian Louie Anderson. Who is I mean just superb, as Christine baskets on baskets. Are you watching baskets? You should end he. She said such an amazing career. Now I watched Louie all through the eighties doing com

I have such a big deal. We understand Van ends in the nineties. We became friends and blooming away like when I got this guy. That he's too watches comedy in our defence of now we're friends totally blooming away, and we ve been friends and, after, like twenty five years, he and my mom or friends in and by the way. We all were on the page s together. A few years ago, he came on to promote the book that he had written for. His was in honour of his mom is called Hey MA. And so I thought I should have my mama and I think it might have gone up from mother's day a few years ago, so that was a really really sweet special have so, but he just the sweetest guy I love him so much and so funny and and put me on stage doing stand up. Use like the first person to say, hey you wanna, come do stand up at my show and I bombed horribly was like making ninety six. I think and then didn't you,

if we can forget, maybe to two years so, but he gave me some of the best advice that I've ever heard, which is get on stage. A hundred times then see how you feel It's like you, just gotta, learn by doing, and then you get more perspective once you do it a bunch. So thank you to to Louie Anderson for always being such an amazing part. In my life and amazing comedian. By the way, his new stand up special, big underwear is an aim of it is airing. Do twenty third Davis is going up on the sea w at nine p m? So please check that out support support him and Anglesey live whatever. That is a thing were able to do again, it's that now, but it will be at some point, hopefully soon, thanks again delusion. Thank you for listening. I appreciate you. This is the identified just a pretence, Wendy, seven that begins now. I can't even call

we got day. They can you see me, Can you see me now? I do see your name on the thing you'd have to. Are you don't see me now we get that right now, cause I'm cute. Good to see you get rid of a glad on me, the glasses. Do I know

If you leave you want him, I mean how do they look? Look better with the glasses are without him; he looked they both good. By the way there just totally different looks if you were doing the four panel headshot that everyone did in the eighties and have the studious could the glasses and then ready to go out, look without the glasses hi. How are you doing I'm could this is? Is this the right of em so proud of my south, because I'm terrible with computers I downloaded everything and I just feel so. I feel like I'm a new person. You are it is. It is a bold new age that you are a part. Oh, my god, I've lived through. I live through all those riots in the sixtys and Seventys around, but all the Vietnam staff I saw Nixon, get out. I thought Jimmy come in.

I really have I. In the other day, I really live through a lot of stuff. I did that shows for two presidents stuff that was like you know like that when they open the fourth theater. I was there for that with a bunch of us, retainers too big gala was told you performed with that and Lance burden, and I have been friends ever since and he was a man I got they. Let you bring the sword in that's right as me. I really like that's a project. Kid in me there's a magician images and ragged and Tipp Omni are out there and then- and I couldn't they were searching me like. I had a gun under one of my fat flaps.

now, just what do they, Uruguay recording by the way, are we just? We just started recording dummy we started recording before I can start it now or I can on right where great strength. I, though, I when I'm I love kind of talking. Other comedians about the idea of weak, we're, not perfect, forming a lot of us are performing right. Now I don't know I mean I don't know. I think my dates all got push twenty twenty one MA am. I No, there are some people who are starting to squeak back into clubs with social distancing measuring up. I just feel like. I would await this out. I think pride better to wait it out. I don't wanna, you know, I don't want to be responsible for bringing on Japan well, together until Can I know more about what's going on, but are you

Are you itching to perform, or do you feel ok, I'm edging, but not to perform? were you just? I just walk through the get here. I love this gave a very well. It's been so long. Since I've talked to human beings. Now no I'm not. I have a corporate supposedly, in July here in Vegas, yet again I have already thought what am I by doing that right and I guess I guess I know I mean they confirmed recently. Sorry, I still feel like it's a day to day thing. Now it is listen.

Things change and all my dates are pushed the twenty twenty one, and I think I just keep trying to figure out the configuration that places and I just don't see it working. I dont see like if you have half the club fall there still not big enough to have enough people to wait on minute. They're, not gonna, make any money, so I dont know I mean I'm lucky just at economics for people I have heard a few people sold out all their shows, which does that mean they sold have to kick. It said the clobber right, here's the greatest thing that people are doing that. I really love it. Threw me all the way back to my job at their doing, driving theatre is on a flat bed tracked the comic Santa FE

bedrock. Yes, I've ever heard about the car, yeah and I'll and know they're, my dad still won't. Let me get stuff at the we bright candy, not, mad envy like because some I mean that's a good. Solution for the audience, but I wonder for the comedian without being the audience feedback, because for me it's it's such a relationship with the audience alike, How do you know what's working? How can you kind of right the wave of the energy of the room if you can't hear any, because they're in their cars. I think you can do it with material, but I think of your talking about you. Wanna take somewhere someone somewhere yeah. I think you have to do that thing that all of us are capable of you have to perform for yourself. Like you used to do.

Now you beyond stage- and these people are not getting this, but I've gotta. As that of my life is another word you walk. There were lady banks are governed. Lady, don't worry I'll sit in my car alone and crying question my life choices, but now we're gonna get through this said and I think TAT made me you know I was the first come again at the store after Herod Speed, so Harris PETE was the M C, and the doormat so so show show start at eight o clock at eight fifteen. I would go on for two to four people cause. That's the spot. I got cuz in, I feel like Mitzi was forced into having Jimmy Walker had kind of forest. CN to making me appeared regular amazing and which I love Jim you for that

because she would always just kind of walk out when I was on it. So it would break my heart, but then finally we become you know like best friends, Mitzi and I so it all worked out, but you don't Do you know she there, like you? Are she didn't and I always felt like she's just be nice, but but I was too for people so for months, for maybe maybe a year I will go maybe fifteen months I had a showcase, then I'll, go on at nine. Thirty, that's nearby is bought me original rum, nine thirty, but that's it such a that such a great tale of you know like half of that stuff is perseverance and half of that story? Is you loved doing stand up so much that you kept doing even in the face of like God, it's been a year, I'm still doing the same spot. I don't the club owner is into me, and so I had a. U turn that how to do? How did you spend that I made sure

Betty and John from Peoria. Were in my view. You know in my eyes I guys that we were all like air. We are yes do it I don't know if I use that guy's right, I always want to use it. It's a wonderful sounding words. How many were guys There were things like guys. I beat up anyway so make sure that those people, as you know I set out Minneapolis and my things about them like yours, is this is a relationship I met with the audience of theirs for people. Let's make it let's make them say at the end of the night. I still think Lily was the best yeah. I still think Louie for what he had low. You made me feel, come to bar may mean really laughed the heart. It I mean. That's all

I'm going for we're all going for people mumbling our jokes to their friends and loved ones on the way out or lane I'd go. What about that? I gave you that and when you when you're, especially when you first starting out in comedy your ego, can protect you sometime try to protect you sometimes you go. Oh, the audience was terrible. Are they didn't get me or they didn't? You know as opposed to like? Well, how can I? How can I connect with them? How can I connect before people? I still remember still remember your jokes from the Dangerfield Special, a low. You see that's lamp over there, that's where your real parents, still remember those. I still remember those jobs veto in an for someone, I'm not that kind of a joke right or so fascinated by those

really sticky jokes, that just embed in people's brains than her elegant and simple, but but so full. You know, just those ones where you just can't you can't. I this guy they alone. I needed this great joke and you'd, but you have to see it, but it was this. You know that kind of game, we'll comedies is someone. Sort of feels like an Albert rice. But do you think I could challenge you. Can't do seven minute. Five to seven Carson sat are land. I was sad. Are you know who ever sat you wanna back of your favorite late night? People? Do you think I could challenge You should do five to seven minutes minute, sad that we can work together. I made a deal could and then you would say to me. I want you, you do what I do. I want you to stream at

I want you to go out there without one word thing and take it where you're going from five to seven minutes. Still we swat kind of swap styles while yeah I mean I just I know how what you do is is difficult. In my mind is why you think I do so. I would, by the way I got that out dead man. That would be. That would be. That would be such an honour to work on stuff with you, because what I know this is when I you know, I have Audrey when I performed net you know I'm doing had learning sets in people generally know that their coming to see me, and so it's that thing where you just can't. Go up in a random club and have to like, when the crowd over right away. In that's ten minutes, the like in the first minute to let him know like it's ok to like me, here's, here's the stuff, you know and then there on board. I am fortunate enough. Now, then

necessarily have to do that if people kind of what they're coming to see, but I write It's a long story beds better so involved and bleed into one another that it is very difficult for me to cut out like a ten twelve minute, fifteen minute junk and just go. Do it at the time research is unlike fuck, in order for this bit, what kind of have to understand who I am, and you kind of have to know the stuff that came before it so Yes, this would be such a beautiful challenge to to do you're, saying and also I am ashamed as a comedian if I should be able to just do that and I actually work etc that, because you do what is best for you as a comedian, and so once you follow that path that you took. Did you chose all this, so you king, like you chose to be like this. This is closest to who you are and what I, This causes the who I am right. You know

The largest, you know my that was I like jokes. I I can write jokes, but I'm the same token. You know what I d me today on the drive over here. Oh my god, it was frightening. And I have to make that particular thing. Last five to seven minutes, yeah if you like, but I know that but build it with jokes, but you have to build it with jokes and now, but I can- Do you mean dealt with jugs, I'm talking about your thank you I have an idea where you're goin now what it sounds like when you're on stage- and you may not know this- is that you are extemporaneous well yeah I mean I do yes, but you work really hard at that eggs separate. Is that you you that that spontaneity is endemic? Did I get that right?

I think you did. I think I feel it is nice to have a conversation allowed endeavour for, Who you are, though, as I do labour that you're flavour slave I like to feel like feel conversational and I was always inspired by. I mean it's kind of funny as the commission's that I grew up, watching and loving like Martin ends you an email and duty to nude Emma. Can we talk about what, Joe greater email is, I mean he's gives a full wireless g. His like it's been called a job greater by the way, the greatest joke rhetoric legs been known as a great comic which he is by when you're a comedian, and you hear his job she guy. Could it no matter what I did no matter how many lego sets I bought. I could not have constructed that

in any way now it's like he manages to. He manages like he's this imperfect nexus of of so smart, but accessible and silly and he's he's bringing in these crazy high concepts and distilling they're, making and simple within this crazy, joke structure with one or two turns that. You never see coming and it's really like watching watching him is like watching a master magician. You know like do weird sleight of hand, yeah yeah those it gets. So same token, Steve Alan, because that's what you said re urgency, Martin Steamer steam Martin complete the different any more but arriving at a similar place. Yeah that silliness on that kind of stuff. You know that

now the dime track. He's a big arena and the absurd the idea that is in the humor I'm not for me is what about the guy goes. What was the trick with the dime? he was dragged show, but I also think. I also think that I think sort of them the person whose comedy model, who was also one of the most intra community me and when I was, I think, the first my parents exposed me too was Dean Martin, because it s a now and then very quickly. Your prior album was given to me, and I think I think and an end, Carlin Primal, big influence on me. People would be surprised to know that but work, I think, I think, he's he's sort of it. When you look at a comedy, evolved. I think he's the source like that sort of

conversational comedy, that's very personal about his life. That's very honest! so much of what comedy is now and I believe that that's owed to prior an locks outcome that some people talk about. Many Bruce, it's the you know that he opened that Lenny Bruce opened a big boon. In my opinion, and light at all spill out. The prior surgically opened his hove the front of him when he was performing it would like. Is that he has significant saying and I met you got any made. It funny any made these really. You know sometimes in these things incredibly funny about it personal life, in these things he was going through in- and it's like, I think, TAT is so much. And then the eighties happened and men I've. It seemed like. Well, then,

everyone kind of evolved. The style of comedy was just to get their five to seven minutes on television. In doing so with but it goes the back of the head with a club. It was a different. It was different and in the eighties, just a little bit just because of the way that the media affected, how stand up was portrayed so, let's this is a really nice little now get out of minorities to sift through to grow something in, but there truth. Is this is a red? This is really true. The comedy became main stream? That was what the These were to me. Comedy there was a common issues on tv. There was calm issues special than HBO there, all those things that never happened before

areas, for some reason was a great great plays. All that to happen. The came out from explosion of cable. Yes, it was it was. It was hey, you can hear somebody say fuck I gave me, you know our or not regardless, but you could hear everything that people want to say. So the point of view became alive and well and refreshing the people now of HBO did that single handedly. Certainly a big part of that Showtime and cable. You now you saw the shows by arm. I think that those people I mean, I think we were I always wondered what we the result. Of their people. Like all like.

Burke Flying and George Car Land and John Rivers and totally field San Godfrey Cambridge were we. The safety of that are we, the sector of Bob Hope and Ronnie danger. Failed, then all those guys where we in Johnny Carson, through the eighties, where we there. You know how you surf flower. Another hour comes out here where we that, in fact, we used to use a system for the finer powder anyway. Others get it. I dont know. Actually it's it's not really is in question, figure out, because you know that the robber Klein's and Carlton's and Jones they were Leslie Amazing, but they also talked about other things Joan. I think

talked about the outside world, but at but you, but as her like it was, she was able to make the outside world kind of about her that point View that she had got John was dollars create cheek. She created a character. Yes, such a thing right. I created a character Robert wine see my guy abruptly nurse were he was born in Bronx or whatever neighbourhood kid. Who is schooling, us on staff, and then you seem like. Jasmines agenda me, Robert rain. He always like a jazz musician to me and I don't mean that many negative way, but But that majority means Absender, that's the difference between, like you know, You do a style of comedy, that's a little more. That feels a little more extemporaneous or a little more. I guess, like you know, Jack.

In that way. It's you know that I feel like The risk that you can run is that some of this stuff might not stick with people like they might enjoy the showgirl wow. While we went on this really crazy ride. You know, but but it doesn't, but some of it may not. You know be likes. With people like certain bets, that's it harder to to quote your friends, you know because it's it's like, Oh, you had to be there. You had to be there yet was part of it was partly. Agreements. Are not saying one is necessarily better than the other. It's just different. You know it's just a frequent, but that's. Why, to you. That's why challenge do not have a real challenge like United It's a lot of work. I really dont, but it's a to deafening kind of a good answer. You know, I mean like it's kind of a gradual Then, in a month you- and I come back onto this thing, this podcast.

And say I say to you here- is my one minute of your kindness. Yeah and then I do the same by. I feel like I've to do mine if I'm really being influenced by your style. The other challenge that I have to do mine, clean. No, I mean, I don't think you do. I mean I don't think you do have to do it clean. My stuff could be dirty. I could tell you how could all be dirty, but I only get a cause. It's likely that people brow their moms and dead. My show so I knew moms and dad's, especially moms and grammars, and all those people that come back became fans of mine from television I couldn't. If I go

that I'd lose. They would never come again, but you also need to because you write such great, clean, jokes, it's you, but I can stand. I didn't just right, clean jokes, I just rock jokes are clear and think of that, but I didn't think that way you I know because I get I get like me. I can't tell you how proud here's a joke. I wrote that I really can't tell with my cry out and it's clean I guess read where a guy killed his whole family. That's unbelievable it all my friend Tommy goes. I can't, I can't believe them killed their whole family and I said I can't believe it does not. Author, I got my wicked. Let me guess, village about its affairs. I don't think start out where you're gonna kill everyone, but the Russia them

first one must carry right through vat is not really my type a job, but it is it is it true thought I had because of so many family. Thank you Families. You know they can drive me crazy. So why do you like? I don't like you, but I feel like going around for a while before I get to my mom. I I think who could get away with that because I pray a lot of other people. If they told that joke it would sound, aggressive and threatening, but the body of your set in the context of your set- if put it in the middle of the sad, I think people would totally That is because you have such friendly inviting inclusive persona that. I don't think anyone would you like sometimes you run that risk with jokes were some those people in the audience will too things that you say literally and they might

Why would you think he should kill him get up, but within the context of yours, that I really think you could, I think, you could get away with a juggling most, I'm gonna find another job. That's like that. I just tell you how many jobs that I write that start with pooping. Aye, but I write him down. And then I go why private use this, but my brain obviously wants to write about poops. I'm just gonna write about poop and then maybe it'll. Maybe go somewhere in the second reading, your trained early is at a proper footing. Did you know that think? Speaking of my That's a great question ass, my mom, you part of dreamy. Why don't I write so many books, yeah she's? My mom, my mom's good she's, you know Obviously, we ve all been with with the quarantine. I haven't like have not hugged my mom in like three and a half months. It ended, I mean I'm, not I don't

If I have grown a virus, I dont believe my mom have has grown a virus. I'm just terrified. Like you know, hypochondriac style. What if I somehow, even though I haven't been in another building other than my home, then I hope my mom and then she gets it. I don't want to get her sick, I'm just you know We're actually going regional railways and thanking our good. I was thinking now. This Bobby sounds great. But I said when people come over, I would take a sheet In at least seven hundred thread count, and I would put that she'd up again. We want a hug each other through the sheet, so you it's that you would have a how I would ever hugging she that would have to be I shall, after every hog that perfectly fits the guy

This girl a virus, and that is exactly who I am a problem solver you would have to make sure that you will find it a funny. I would be if you didn't wash it after every time people came over, they could just see your face print I got that worry hug, the last, because we're year mine goes. I knew that, that's that's your jokes right there. I love that thing. That's where you go Is it the bad kid in me? Will you because I feel it over, and you just see everyone that you hardly there's an hour and space. This is gonna days and nights, a great joke. That's a great job now has a great job, now that I have. I would tell that job. That's what I do, but you know I have everyone, even though I was in spouse Joe as I said that are very Bob hope and I had everybody, even though I lose us to

when I get it, I got a sheet and the part for me that's funny. In the she is a trout hundred count thread, twelve hundred thread count at least, and then I heard the person through the sheet and- and I watched it every time afterwards set the one time when somebody care much about them by their wars that now that I don't know if there's a job there, but it needs another punch but we'll still okay. So I hear I hear a thing like that, and then I start thinking about well, there's all these prince side road you can do this is where I get lost. All the time is only different side roads. You can take. So one of the data points that was the thread counts, so you could go into aside point about the threat. Can then either getting the sheet you could go into aside wrote about Amazon and ordering sheets or going to bed. And beyond, and not being able to go out and then coming

with a thousand refrigerator Magnuson forgetting to buy the two thousand count Reggie so then you're having to hunt people covered in refrigerator may not like it I did so ADHD with it that it's hard for me to stay on one track. Why? I think that, in our view, if we decide to take the, I can do a challenge. And the one that is. Are you getting more air? Well, my hairs has grown. I got my first looks good though I got my first haircut four months a couple days ago. And yet mine. In person. Sean who's been cutting my hair, Lady ninety, seven that cut my hair, for All this shows that I work on. I love him. He can't hear you like all, come to your house on a Saturday, so he came over. He had a face shield on. I had a mask on.

Hair and is over job looks you're. The best use the upshot. Well, I'm I'm, this was to go to their the salon. Seven o clock on Friday, and I just said now: I got I just can't ready Einstein some into this. Sixties eighties having these thing. I got gone. If I'm back man, it's common, I mean I I just wanna been one. What's his name's movies, Did they once upon a time Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, that's an old timey daring, Dino movie, yet time you can currently now there's only two acres Tommy dare tea? Now, maybe that words are the most fun thing for anyways, I'm glad your mom. Will you give her my best

She loves you sound like a dog, you sign. Yes, she lost Benjy in January and it was she stole it that that was the that has been the difficult the really difficult thing with a quarantine ass. She didn't have her little companion with her during the quarantine, but he was very near the end of his life, and so I do think you to drink out of that so fun, OPI midnight say I Ben using it since I did this shell. Ah, that's I can tell that it's been, it looks like it's been washed budged. It's been used. I love it It makes me happy, I love doing that, shall, because it was just that swedish thing too you know me on that show a great on you agree. I was I was minimal, but it's ok can never like a comic. You know that no other great I great in in the way I could be great on that show, but that show was very clever I am very, very smart, not congratulations on that.

Thank you, it was. It was a fun show and we were just you know it. We, it was just the perfect storm of we had an amazing staff and a man using group, writers and amazing collection of comics that would come on like everything about it was. It was Such an amazing group effort in when you work in this business on time- and you realize you realize what a real gift it is to have such a great group of people all kind of focused at the same thing It was just a wonderful. Is a wonderful experience. What do you think we? the audience where we gotta do there. The diver somebody you pick biggest. While what are they But you know what it as much as you said, standing on stage this one's for me then than then that's fine that this is for me because I'm in here have to know- and I know that we ve been friends- furred twenty- almost twenty five years, but

have to know what a genuine joy I mean. You were of my comedy inspirations growing up. I I I so due to the fact that They were friends now be that Europe. Sweet, wonderful, human being that you are and see. You want to write some comedy stuck with me and you just have to know that taking off the twelve year old comedy. Kid in me is black beside himself that we're even having this conversation about these things. So I just I appreciate it so greatly saw people like a boy Ok, I'm much about how comedy worse than that Ok, you know like not. Everything has to be for everybody tat now. I agree with that in August as what we look forward to like a lot of people have been. Agenda when you do the podcast and I got while Chris wound. This is a conversation between two people. Now you just what its eggs one. It is also an opportunity to catch up with you and see how you are and how, vague job vacancy,

is I guess, opening in every other slot this is where I found what I find interesting. Every other slot is turned on, every other slot machine is turned off and I go. Ass may be three feet six now that Minnesota pardon me that goes as that six feet, I don't care what everyone said. Let's now, my dad, sir, I thought for short, if its anything like blackjack tables, like touching the coins, touching all the chips like you can view people upon money alone, money yeah. What are they doing with the money and the chips? I think, as you know, I I have no idea. Because I don't go out because I'm too vulnerable, you know not gonna live all these years to get a have a virus,

on me, when I know it's out there right a guy, I saw it the other day, and I almost went out my while when I'm going back in yeah I'll for a wife, doubt in I've tried do something like I'd go to them. Darn I go. I can't go to the store you might get. Have someone else go got to wipe down all the stuff, and I got to live like that, because I have to take the serious because a lot of people are able to come park why this and not take it seriously, and I feel, like we're gonna, suffer from that recently. Now everybody How do we get out, which I get, that I know that people had to get out? You know I am not one of those people look I gotta get out of here. I go. I don't have to go. Here. I have this tv. I like watching television, finish. Homeland I've been, I was. Finally, what's that

But you know what I really been trying to do is got it. I get in touch with a tremendous amount of stop. What is it that I want now out of life? I just like I I don't I have not I went through. I went through a check list, not a bucket list. I checked list. What's important, what really batteries? What should I be doing, and I am happy to say for the most part, I've been doing stuff that I really want to do so, I'm so fortunate and so lucky to have done that staff and I'm just excited about what could what I can do again. I will I've been trying to write a book and it's not coming out so must be. I must not have the thing to say at the time

but this thing is change me like this thing is change me I grab. The projects are, I know about. You knows growing up with you now being kind up, profiled, all the kids in the projects, We lined up in different lines. We were not, you know we were, we were. We were like depend decline. They ve got project line over here and I got one of what they you to. Let you have to say that you know it just felt so weird, but also I grew up with a mother who was like she never judge to anybody and my dad he was jazz musicians, so he played You know he was with people of color, and so I'm lucky thy agonized over all this stuff going on and I said to him the worry about it? I don't know, but I have to listen. I have to get right on it and I have to make sure that I'm not

the problem, and I hope that I am not now hope I can do some things that will help make people feel better well really wonderful to here and also not surprising to me as someone that has again in the last five years. I feel like your guiding principle above everything. Says a comedian and host as an actor. I feel like the most important thing for you is, do the people that you see feel supported happy can you can you Who help can you make people feel comfortable can and that to me his kind? your guiding thing in underlining that all the other stuff you know the inactive you're outta there. That's true like I want people to have a better life beak I want them. My end,

I urge all my people. I want them to leave, feeling I guess refreshed and and caught the name in believing in themselves, because I think that that's the gig listen you ve got to you, ve gotta, believe in yourself you ve, gotta too. To do and be fearless and do the stuff you really want to do cause. That's all that matters does

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are the machine and you talking about a lot of times. You know you're talking about yourself on stage so can be very easy to get caught up in me. Me me me me me, but the idea of even to shifting perspective in saying like How can I make this experience better for the people? How can you I'd be a better person. How can I mean? shore, then I'm making good choice, is, unlike you said, that I am not part of the problem and then underneath that's then all the stuff. You start from that place. I just feel like it just kind of makes all the others. Better, rather than doing it all for yourself from the get go you know I feel, like you re, merely look me me me me me me me me me me me, you know you're exactly right like it. If it were always me me me me, I don't think I would still be doing, but I'm doin. I think that my if everything I did,

Even the family feared, which my people might think what I said was rooting like crazy for those people to win that money? because I knew not just one the money by you, feeling better about participating something in it s kind of dream come true. Sub set people are either born as game, show junkies like I am or you're not. You know of game shows. Are you don't care about it? Your shower of the wall pray, do I ate you That is our job, and I am of that. And I M, maybe that's why we connect so well is because my our outcomes for people we want to be good. We don't have an agenda there.

One. We want them to be happy. I like you, I'm watching baskets now on Hulu, because I never really watched it when I, when I made it really. I want the upset our goods Joe. I had to be episode benighted air, usually, if I couldn't I tweet about it and say that was fun by I never realized how the show I am very proud of the show, I'm I'm just so Happy that I led to play that beautiful character. It just is of a mile, to my mom and just the fact that when I became that character, I was able to really not let Lui Anderson interfere with that and it is a really big thing for me I know, but Much of your heart is Christine's heart that you know lay ass. Bush is so she just loves. You know she just such as

she saw sympathetic to everyone and loves the small details of life. So much she just one the chair and make everyone happy. I just thought with Jonathan Christ all and Martha An Alex Morris, all people, I'm doing this thing- called baskets of fun, with Louis I'm interviewing them all about their experience on basket. And I'm gonna put that are coming up because I talked with job in the directive. The graceful an hour and a half we gotta went three probably, but he had some because I had no idea about which I really loved. You know how well they thinking about how we created the character, all that kind of sub, which was really good for me anyway, he's got often that goes. I want people to know What should I mean we love is

are other more baskets being made. You know, what's going on, Well then I was, I think that there, I think, everybody wants to do more baskets by we also ended it beautifully, and you know we knew it was probably coming to an end. In all its cressets, not a show for everyone, but I always say it's a show for everyone who needs it, and I think that really so people have needed that show too kind away, Ah, I need that. I need Christine's love her. A mother's love. I've had many people right now They would you be my mother and ice. Get out well, I certainly would I wouldn't hesitate to be your mom, but you're gonna have to clean up your at that level

Events in Kyrgyzstan is being always through a little job, It was always a well meaning jab, because she, it seemed like she felt like she knew I know, I know that there is a problem in this situation and I know how you should fix this and I'm just gonna throw this out there and in our view, and get that don't Donal. For God's sake, you're always dawdling. She would take her. She had these little. I dont know spitballs that she was able to earth like launching people in Doubt Donnelly always darlin. I wish you don't we I asked you if this was being about rape of everything happened. So the timing wasn't I oh, but I had been talking with them

and again at Largo like on my wanna, do like a monthly sort of a shower alive, I guess, or whatever I said I would love to have you come be Christine. Do what you do it for you but now, like I don't know when one that's gonna be a thing. People can say two things that I've been working on, but just all personally- and I have anyone- help me whether it is an album by Christine baskets. I love that the a sighed and said by Louie Anderson, the bees side, and I just thought it would be so much fun. The other thing is, if voting out their vote for a meter for the Emmy this year, because we missed the cat last year. The cut last year. I didn't know that by nine days we must then that is at stake. I mean it is. It is one of the great comedy

performance is because its air, there's so much there's so much to that show that, it showed originally richly been pitched me. I just it that show with some so much other than what I assumed that it would be the just have to watch like what a beautiful family story it is, but how it's like as I said last year on the back ass. If you put your short like well, is this one sort of a hapless character who wants to be a french clown and he plays its twin. Rather whose just this like self absorbed? Narcissistic ass all and he had this weird accent, but they never explain and your paper illegally. I get data be funny, but then you want to show you go. Oh my god. This is like a beautiful face. I'm ok! story at the core of this, this family unit, whose just doing the best they can the kind of get through life and support each other disputes

all of their idiosyncrasies, which bump into other constantly at such a beautiful story. Well, job You know when I first met him. He goes down. Don't think of this as a half hour shut I think this is a three and a half hour movie and dont? Think of it as it, as I just said, think of it as a slapstick drama, and I thought those to be four things he said, and it really was like a slapstick, There were some some of those shots in that shower. So send so it was fun working at them. We're talking about doing another, show together some sir, and now like I'm on the luckiest guy in the world, because I still can't get work and I still can do things and I got to do something out of line with you in the book came out. Was that lie yeah yeah yeah you're yeah,

my mom on paper bags, so I was at a year ago, then without only a year ago, oh no was like to know. If was a two and a half years ago, two and a half fear and my mom came on this- was yet he was so much fun. I get so many comments about that. She This is for your book. Hey mom, write history. As I told my mama, you can read em, to which I now I never was. I really never settled on that this kind of so bad idea letters almost sounds right, but you know when you Somebody just go I'll Lui. This doesn't matter just get going on it. I just hope that when you look at your career as a whole- and it sounds like you do. Did you really see like what a perfect Dont know what more perfect a career it's like you ve gotten to do stand up. You got to do stand up during the car he boom. You know you,

regular shows in Vegas you ve got to be a game. Show host you ve got to be credible actor and play this wonderful character. You ve got to be about your relationship with your mom and make other people feel more connect? and you know you vulnerable, like you, VE, really done. So many wonderful things that it's just like it or does it feel all. Like gray video at this point, like anything else that you got to do is just like also gravy, not gonna, do somebody amazing things cost good question. I had so much the eagle part of me gauze done the ultimate movie I wanna go. I want to fatty our buckle, maybe with Zack as Harold, Lloyd or one of those character? Oh my giving such a great committed genius. You I'd love for you to be in it. I mean I ride nobody is a pretty good. Now, I'm just saying that such a great slapstick guy, but your great actor, so

What I'm saying is I really want to do that for two reasons: when I was just starting out as a comedian, I met this psychic ended. His mother was a psychic too, and she wondered you're reading. And I said how well sure I'll take a really I'd like that Who does want to get red, she said to me: you're you, who were a famous. Silent films star, the early nineteenth hundreds and have come back tomorrow.

The wrong that was done to you and I don't like you talking about, and so I looked up silent found size and I found Our who I look amazing, amazingly, I look so much like I'm you'd, be very surprised and I was on the same day we share. So I said, oh, my god, so I'm always to do that movie? because you know you was acquitted and it was just the hearse I should like to say that my wife's wasn't my way or daily was Lydia's family by a great grandfathers, because of some actors that he was in love with there's something or they just blame pm or whatever it was all the newspapers drag. And you can take this out. If you want a now listen, I know what I mean. I have I'm not I'm just reporting

what I read yeah. No, I didn't know what I'm saying as big thing that touch me so much. You died really with a broken heart right before died. He signed our Kayo out a new jersey, they had a studio and he signed a thing to come back. The movies many died like the next week, but while he after he was acquitted and really you never get another job, he toward he lie He toward live, two sold out shows so he could pay off his legal bills and stuff What's he doing stand up? What was he doing live? I would imagine that you know so he was such a clever human being. You know he invented the floor where you could fall on it and not get hurt. You is the first guy to have his name above the town. Though it was a first guide, again million dollars for a movie. I am sure you got that must have been like

three million dollars back. I mean he he really did, but he don't know what he did, but I would imagine he did. That kind of thing. Sketches from the movies. I would guess, don't you think probably, but also a lot of stuff. You know the idea of seeing someone alive you like the new media- and I still see- someone in person having seen them on a big screen back then I haven't seen him in them newspaper every single day for a year, but our below their minds. Yeah. I guess so. Felt as like. Oh, I would love there give my perspective on how he must have felt just because I'm a performer, so I would have that. That way. No, no! I that didn't happen. I'm now you know

never was in those relationships and then everybody really had very few friends after that, but that if he'd never gave up on his wife- and he never gave up on trying to get back into show business, oh, that's one of the movies I'd like to do. You know it's not funny because sometimes like, if we're done, to someone citizen. Kane comes up. They'll go! Oh my god. I'm sorry. I know that was I don't care I didn't, you know, is less than out of Fine. You know a young lady, I'm sure thing said so. Silly because we are sadly people- we Citizen Kane poster in our house we have an italian original citizen, Kane poster in our house like it's, not one of my favorite verboten exotic. What I want to make They remove is an way so that, and so what you're saying it's all gravy, but I'm not some be eating rape. For when I got, but that

sale. That's people listening will not yet to see its house sincere. Your face was one hears about not eat like that. It's it's one of the things like seeing your face. It's funny joke to hear, but it's a funny joke to see, because neither your performance of it was so like. I like. I just wasn't prepared that that's where you were going and then it just make a joke about those that yeah besides. I am Why don't you go down? hall or that tribute carry near performing and all the time don't you get it all is? Hopefully, I'd find another tributary to get back tributary preparatory tributary to get back carry to get carry terror.

The territory contain over. There is time interrogate overview guaranteeing over the fire. I love is films didn't he was greatly, He produced a lot of the original. Our buckle filled with time, interrogator yeah that without great great great great great corrected. But then That thing right there, like just so we're trying to slight a joke in that that that drive that we all have, I think, that's the kind of thing that when people are young. Some people just naturally do that and they don't realize it's a thing, an ally, at times, because most people, I think alike, People don't normally do that, and so I did growing up. You would do that. In conversation and people. Look at you weird and be like what our whatever you know and then you would feel Am I weird or broken? What is wrong with me that I keep And then you meet their comedians fine. Then you go. Oh, this is the whole

personnel at any time by night, I'm home. This is a thing that a certain type of person does and I'm not weird one. We but at least other people do it, and I would take a quick paused to think the sponsor for the identity of pursuit it square space now featuring email campaigns. Yes, you know growth space. You can create sites you can build online store. Is you can use a marketing tools? You can create a blog that you want. You can park domains, but now email campaigns promote those things yoursel more, stand out in any inbox, whisper airspace, email campaigns and all in one platform. That makes it easy to unify everything in your voice from homepage to emails, its concern still contain all the way through powerful editing tools to me Your own and then customizable lands for any message: mobile editing. You can send time anywhere thanks to square space and then, of course beyond all doubt. Yes, you, turn. Your idea into inside you can showcase your work. You can publish any kind of and ten you want with beautiful templates created

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maybe we should do. Maybe we should do their some kind of thing where then I can never organise anything, some discarding. It's it's also, it's not yet it is, how much you were line performing in the clubs, but it's also trying to figure out a way to help keep the cat is open to because there are a lot of jobs that sort of that really gonna go month to month. You know and it's somewhere in the end. It somewhere observers then, and the door hard at all and this comparison and them. The jurors and everyone that doubt that its at every level, It's a whole ecosystem of people that I hope. Ok, I really hope that we can survive because they employ so many people here. Well, you know what you will do you wanna, do it. What would put pressure on ourselves or I'll put pressure on you and you put pressure me well

Do this thing where we switch roles and heavy and we'll go on, I'm like a zoo. Performance and we'll do it back and forth with each other, because I think we are a good audience for each other, ok do you know what I mean and we can we can play it out and see Maybe we'll put it up another club thanks and have people send money, and you know see if they want to see a you know, I don't know I'm this. I know a lot of people who have been trying to. I know a lot of people have done. Zoom shows my friend education has been doing. Some shows her firms for acme but I dont know, but now clubs are starting to open back up. You know all right offer them with a great idea, though we still try and do it yeah. I know the term barbecue

was doing that when the virus AMOS Aim are like? big Libya has re names in the whole world is a guy. He's. Are billions that's billions. Last season I did oh, that we haven't that's a show. We haven't seen all you're, gonna love billions. So much time to watch shows like baskets for socially or like your comedy, special all its on the twenty eighth, twenty third this morning on the sea. W I didn't, even though the EU is doing to specify a second. Let me see if I can get to hold on hold on Have you any clothes? Do you have a big idea? What right there I'm very close hold on? I guess folded. I wash my own clothes. I like the smell of laundry its,

I met it, and these are one day. I was it's all right, it's good at this. May read, and this should be the way up again. This should be the freeze frame further if you Peter had out your eyes out the top. This is the I was folded, my clothes one day and I go he's s. Whose are these it made me laugh so hard that I just said they said. What do you want? I go. I had this really like. Nobody wanted me to call the show big underwear, and I said why not I go so. I said you know people are going to be going through. They are programmes on the tv and they're gonna, see shark tank and deadliest catch right right.

What are they gonna see then Louie Anderson, he likes butter right. Louis Anderson Butter. Do you think that they see. Louie Anderson, big underwear, I got a shot them tuning name in my. I gotta see this nowhere thing. What constitutes big underwear, I beg you, I didn't know your beggar But anyways I do not see that the EU is doing comedy special, that's fantastic. There did did they approach or did you do it really get ended the details of the coca now the comedy dynamics. You know those people yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah recovery, yeah. I'm practice he might Chris already, and then I was I'm over here and I'm going down this ray first of all made of further.

Fucking, who really see whether with us no there's no one's automatic weighing. Why can I make a fucking com, creed? dropping bombs and sober went so perfect I don't know if I have a Louis. I just in my head, I allowed under here share chat Well, there's really wag. There's your there that's your ringtone now, when you call me it's gonna, be using chipped, here is a better one for you. Yes,. Where does? Libya is Chris around the eggs. God damn it, that's gonna be laughing in it

I know that, but yeah I'm intrigue by now doing now doing that. Seven, five to seven minutes. I love it because I haven't written anything really much during during quarantine, because I I think a lot of the creative energy has been devoted to like a real to go outside like what are we do? Do we have enough do food, we have enough toilet paper. You know that stuff, but then also I just work better. When I know I have a show on the books and when I have a show like in a month, I just focus, but when a when my shows or six months away, it's very hard for me, you know the guy that did is homework the night before was. Do I just that's at just how I work?

Do you work? That way, are you able to just right? I wow like I have to work at writing every com. I guess what rain, but once you make up your mind like you do yours, you make up your mind. You're gonna write it like it Like I already know, I got the idea, I don't know if I don't I'm not really as smart as you No, no, I mean in the way of like your well read, you know what all the stuff me and so I got a really work tat make sure I have a couple a good turns in the bet that were you I'll bet that I want guy you guys they got me on mad. It's so

you want to do. Is I love our do? I guess I can your why this young they live once hopefully, and I mean if you could live again, I get Shirley Macleans has lapsed. Times that live lives but lesson My friend I can do this, I don't in my view you did stand, tat my show at the improv in nineteen o one nineteen o one. Yet you know one eye rapporteur was it: was nineteen nineteen eggs keen ninety facts, and you yours, you're, nervous terrified and, one good show in one horrible bombshell. Now is right there, and I save us every night? It was

Saturday. Fighting Friday was the good show. Sarah was the bad show that you know I could so you invited your friends and that such a conservative crowd on Saturday. For me, that's my conservative. Always a really I don't know, I can't do certain things. You know what I mean it wasn't, because I don't think I was doing any of you know your way out here. I know, but It was just the reason I loved it tell the story return. Iran is because it is such a good advice that I that I think not just Please stand up. It applies anything else which is. I got stage and I was just I was destroyed like I just about my. Was so torn up, but I didn't perform again for another year, and you said to me mad at you for that you go you go you don't I got so sorry: you're, not gonna, get on stage a hundred times. And see where you're at you don't know who you are and stage a t have done it a hundred times, and I done it really a handful of times that point, so you didn't have to

experience to understand like the first joking fly and I immediately shut down and informed the energy for the rest of the set. Audience saw me, upset and swearing, and so they felt bad when they petty than they can? Then it's not so I've always given that advice to people who want to be comedians, get on stage a hundred times regardless and then you'll know hands with anyone, but it would any pages you gotta, do it Madame mother a hundred times because you, have to know you just have to you. Don't know who you are too. You go down the path, get some experience and you just get the perspective. An you learn things that you didn't. Even you couldn't even have conceived of because you just understand the process until you do it a bunch? I gotta get that home. Mannerism stuff, you got

you don't have a job. I'm happy my mom's Italians, I'm very like my hands upon the bits of having to learn how to stand still and do you know you just gotta tell your head for this. What is it and this this one goes on the chest by my party. What a wonderful time I had. I don't know long you do this is about in about an hour. You know all my best, you and your family and all the people out there listening that are struggling, you're, not alone, struggling, we're all struggling, I don't care what you're position. Is this a struggle time? and take a deep breath. Get along with yourself and take a deep breath and just go

everything's going to gonna work out, everything's gonna work. I will and you now you just have to believe in that cause. If you don't in into that frame of mind. Won't be able to see when it clears out where you can go and what you can do, what you gotta be at peace. Yourself a and move towards that Stuff, you ve always wanted to do everything you we want to do this is the time to do it, don't be afraid We feel this and now you're, not alone lotta people out there in the same boat, and it's not thinking you listen, you know just thank you for everything and I just genuinely love you and I I really miss seeing you and I'm so glad we got to do this and you know just thank you for everything. You know I'm I'm legitimately I will watch your special when it airs on the sea. W big underwear, especially will be to say June. Twenty third, nine o clock Eastern

Anderson, big underwear, see w catch it. You'll love it. I'm going to set the record and I'm gonna watch it, and I'm just so excited to see you do a bunch. New start. Now you tell you something about that special but I really struggles. The first show in it. Are you really? I was nervous. I web shooting baskets at the time struggling and all my friends are out there and I was down at the way, theatre Downtown- and I was I was dying stage in my mind, first show and then the second show I took a deep breath and said, What does any of that worry matter in all the worry in the world can make you live one second longer so, and then I really let it it was a much better special. Oh my god

it's all just like our place all before the actual thing, your eye afraid I'm has faded. Can't change, releasing the worry. The worry is system. Worry is all just like our placeholder. For the actual. Thing you're afraid of has stated that it would be a frame of its, not admin yet well. Yeah I mean like modem This bit of advice, I got from a therapist once was worries of misuse of your imagination, which I love number two I know it s a hundred and fifty bucks an hour french, german, and I also know that there are an overactive like parisian thing that anxious people have of like I have to work in? I worry about this in case it happens. Like weapon happens, you start the deal with it now you're having to deal with it twice, but then it becomes part of peoples

What does it go? I have to worry about this thing so that everything's, ok, it's like one. No, you don't, because that is not really how the universe where so would it be great if you could just let backer oh and not waste, not wasted. The present worrying about the future, That's true any and here's what a good friend Jonathan was. He came back and said: hi, I think, are we talked afterwards and I go I'm so sorry. I was so I'll bet that set because you were great and I was it the issue of your god you're funny. Seen you before you so funny, and he just that was it he said your great you're crazy. If you think that wasn't good, So that's what we do ourselves because we're perfection ass, but we need them

Jonathan. We need you to say what you said to me to say what I say because we're worrying will work. Perfection is something you might like to shoot for our aim for by must be real cause. I see only good stuff. You got all the election of the lake ideals yeah. It's a reaction is lower gotta, get that in their men. Have that in that in your sat. Ok, I have that years. You know that fetch a vague idea. The idea The situation is not to perfection. Is it your laurels wherever they are, what the Laurel TAT one large you don't wanna go full laurel. You really. Kosovo is half a hearty its listening. You could get a half a hardy and a you'd. Have the perfect Laura an hardier hardy and laurel I mean I just you know that the thing to the hall like the halls.

The whole other level of stop that you start to discover. If you are someone who obsesses over Details- or you might be a perfection is, are you your anxiously? You worry about up is outside The ritual of worry one thing that people start to learn as like. Oh do I bring self back to this stressful place, because something in I'd me feels like I deserve to feel bad or I d to suffer. I you know like people who spend their whole lives beating themselves up. You know maybe we're bullied as a kid and so it just ingrained in their head. Like a white I desire, you know like. Maybe I should feel bad and you doubt No need to and care You free yourself from that

something you're doing to yourselves. Let any free yourself! Yes, let's not let this opportunity that you just said go by without commenting on free for both of us. You can't do that tears south, because you gotta look at it as you back yourself, I dont. Let yourself do that, don't let yourself or their biggest fear, whatever your biggest sit fear is climbing the bed with it and and let you know realize how how really harmless it is. So why does this happen? So what if this happens? So what if this happened? So what if this happens, so what this happens. You're, never gonna see the thing they hit. You it hits you anyways right justly take it had to let it let it go through you. Let it feel the fear voice, the fear, embrace the fear and then kicking out of bed,

and then say I gotta get gone with. I gotta get gone. I don't care on the issues. If we go do if you go wash your clothes you now That's our humble in thing the wash my clothes I said. I should send all that stuff out and get it. Why should I go, and I said to myself our luck, but they dont do it right there? you like the way I so I want to do a written up. Yeah over natural methods? I need that. I need that. I needed work washing and for those clothes yeah. I just needed to end. It We back to that terrible drier. We had grown up you now we hear that can issue plant, conclude Conklin or your little brother plan. Colombia but that when my mom would pull those tower via their dry

and smelling. She goes you ever smelling, so beautiful Louis. I got guess and that that's step it said. Have you and that's the stuff that sticks with you now depend on the staff that six idea and all this stuff. This beat you are you know you don't need it No, I'm somebody I would have been ten times more successful. Had I not given into that fear. But I dont know what I mean. Maybe when you say ten times more successful I'd say I've always shootin over the number, but I think when I went online on much happier actually had I not the fear, drive me, call the things that drove me to not hardships it cause but as I see it was incredibly successful because again you we have done all these amazing things and you

real balance now and maybe in maybe that's part of the success and not whatever in your mind, like some mathematical calculation of like financial success by mean I don't whatever whatever you're thinking of, like that other all I could have been ten times were successful by sea was incredibly successful, because learned you ve grown. You have evolved, you ve gotten past all the stuff that your hard on you self about an your, how you're in a good place, and you still get to do the things that you love to do and I dont know what could be more This will that you know what I mean you make people happy, Sir while five times I know I appreciate that and you're exactly right. I am exactly in a place where I should be, and I should be so happy and content, but dad is some, to remember that, even if you have done a lot of things, you have to cost. We'd be reminded by people who care about you, that you have done a good job and leave

at that and not try to say, but what about you dont need to no and I is just for anyone who is for hard on themselves. This whole, like last ten fifteen minutes, is for anyone whose heart in themselves, for anyone who feels crippled with worry, yes, are some things to worry about, but is there any part of that that you, and re examine and let go because, go up any of it well net out better for you. So what can you? What can you Edison right now, and no don't need to be yourself up and you don't deserve to be unhappy. You know you don't you know it's just things that we know that in our heads I'm gonna go back to what you're therapist says. Were worry. Rob you of your creativity. Is that when I was worried me severe imagination get something I am misuse I see I made a mine but that's a great spin on it, though, but

seriously worried work, harder, worry lass because in Lee, even if the work is a perfect, its work and the work that you create content that you mine is forever man yeah, you get your habit. Do you get a habit, hear you Do the things that you want to do and day somebody was stumble upon. What you have done and you're in TAT will be realised, That is so wonderful, that's so sweet! I wish I could give you a hug, I just wish. I could give you a big hug right now. You did good to say that, but I are you ok, this is the.

Is the most alive. People are if you aren't brought the tears every day. You're just not live in right; they had a wonderful time and I want to start doing, my Hardwicke seven oh god, drag it to use any of it boy. You can use anything you want. Then you can use it. You can use that rules on this. First of all, I got lucky perfection, we're looking for there for them. The process and the act, I was alone maybe you know this whole thing that we're doing the outcome is hardly ever meets the journey, the outcome? They are comment, the outcome or art come the out among the outcome is hardly ever as wonderful and most an interesting as the journey, because in the journey you

were fully fully alive. Yeah I mean you know if you, if you look at it like a cross country, tremble, driving from here on driving from the EAST coast- and I want to get to the west- most eventually get to the West Coast. Stop and pay attention and see all the amazing things along the way. That's that's. The point were you grow or not. Arriving on the West Coast at that moment doesn't make. You know it's all of that duff that you see inexperience along the way. It's exactly right, leg. Just drive into all my leg. Somebody said my husband is going to pick up. My daughter and her fiance is closing also belongings cause, I'm moving to where we are in Denver and I said she and he's taken the kids. And I said what a great experience tat he

He's gonna have for fathers day because he's leaving because he's going back there and the kids are with them and they are gonna, have the most fun? time in the world. Yes, Be hard be difficult could be scary, but what wonderful? opportunity for all of them and it'll be that journey thou have forever? He wouldn't have those I know exactly why he agreed to do it one cause he cares about his daughter and her and her fiance but too, because oh yeah, this is life. Does he smart enough to know that does what life is about. It's a perfect place to end aid. I miss you too. I really hope to get to see a sound and give you a person likewise hugged Mr Sharon and Lydia. I were thanks for having me- and you know, We'll just end thirty days, one check image each other events,

see we're we're at about that perfect. We recording this joke June fifteenth such July life chicken and when will it be on this is going the day or special airs beautiful, so Well, we got that right, yeah, yeah, yeah, sort you dated twenty third things are right. They you Christopher, my mom does good. I love you, you can call me that You got it. I am. I am, I think so much like. Why did you call me Louis, Louis, are I love it? I and incomplete retail.