Noah Kahan is a singer and songwriter from Strafford, Vermont. Last year, in 2022, he released Stick Season, his third record. The title track from that record went viral on TikTok when Noah was first writing it, and posting pieces of it. One of those videos has over 10 million plays. And as of this recording, on Spotify, the full song has almost 100 million streams.
For this episode, Noah talked to me about the process of making that song: What led him to first post half a song on TikTok, and what happened after that. You’ll hear the raw recordings off of his phone; the different drafts he made as he worked; you'll hear the different versions he first shared on social media; and you’ll hear his bracingly honest appraisal of the winding path he took — in his life, and in his music – to get to where he is now.
For more, visit songexploder.net/noah-kahan.
This is an unofficial transcript meant for reference. Accuracy is not guaranteed.
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what country is a singer and songwriter from strafford vermont last year in
twenty twenty two he released sticks either his third record that
track from that record went viral on tik tok when knows
first writing it and posting pieces
one of these videos has over ten million plays and as a
recording on spotify the full song has almost a hundred million streams
for this episode no talk to me about the process of making that's on what led him
post half us onto talking and what
after that
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my fault but to start to pay the victim all drink alcohol till my composed the christmas and my name is no account
i graduated high school and i got a record deal when i was a senior and i had the canada side between
and a two lane and whirlwinds or taken his record dealing in our
the pretty easy choice i was never a great student never really apply myself and kind of just fucked around in school and i didn't think college was
be something that was beneficial for
my parents were kind of like hey this is so
expensive like if you can get a record deal like go presume music them do it but
but ultimately i was sorry
fledgling artist and fledgling signing for the company that it wasn't like immediate ras start and it was kind of i go back to
your parents house and
start writing some songs and building up the portfolio and i didn't realize that it was going to be such a
process of development and alive
development will spend in strafford so
stick season canna goes back almost three
there is now
stick season is between autumn and winter rather leave throughout the trees i have been
the term my whole life from all neighbours and
though in new hampshire vermont where i grew up ever was
yes taxis and is the worst
i would always just gonna get super depressed at that time a year
i have been trying to write a song mystics using it for awhile i saw it i was called the season of the sticks i was just
the gloomy interlude track that never ended up seeing the light of day but i
is really trying to incorporate in that that phrase
so i was in los angeles making my second record in november of twenty twenty at the time i thought
like i was making music that i didn't love and it was tough making
record and feeling that where a definite
but like the last pop centric record that i was gonna make
my heart is always been without me
it can storytelling and solid go back to my air be or wake up
my baby in the morning before the session and try to write
well stories about new england in china
songs that sounded like the ones i loved growing up in our dislike
counting crows and eva brothers and paul simon guys that
stories and transported you to a different place
in my life ass feeling insecure and i was really looking for a way to kind of have a burst
approval that might artificially
we feel better about myself and so
like i'm centre right of earth and i cannot put it up on tiktok because
want to feel approval from people set certainly wasn't coming from myself
so i started writing about being stuck at home which is something that i felt for a long time i started writing about a person that doesn't
stay in one place but can't leave and that feeling of separation in kind of somebody leaving you and knowing it
and do anything about it and knowing that may be some of its your fault
they said it to the metaphor of driving fast
smee that i was more than all the mouse combined must have had yourself a change of heart halfway through the job because your voice trailed off exactly ass he passed by the cap
dr drive and in future to the road stuck stepped between my in the plane
facing memories or something ne been smoking we cannot replace and i am terrified of weather because i see what it brings in dark domain of travel but there's cove it on the plane so i am from the folks
it must suck you suck
that fuck
and i can't it i don't want to keep
an we'd from high school kids anymore feature is the perfect caption for a song about feeling like you're stuck in your hometown yeah
posted it and i was not confident in it at all
phone down for a few minutes and went in a brush my teeth and got into bed and what did my phone
like man no one is react
this like this does suck and i do so perfect i welcome
the next morning and the sound had really started to take off on tiktok and ethnic fight
there's six hundred comments which for me was so much and people
post poster for song poster i'm like oh no i have not written anything else besides this and so
kind of fell into this trap where i
half of the song and people
liked it and i knew i needed to write a chorus which is a little bit daunting
and i thought you know this is a folk song it feels like it needs to be simple
need to be musically all over the place i kind started a right over those courts that
never over again and and i remember
but i had a song called the season of the sticks
and i started singing i love vermont i think i kind of wanted to sound like a country song it's always like our love vermont and i was singing it like with a twang
from one season to the states your mom she forgot
the get so narcissistic would
always the distant
and somehow made it like way easier for me to ray i don't know i was like this is cool fella
outside of myself for a second it was fine and kind of stuff
bet it's always mess around with a ton of melodies and i think i was
trying to do some falsetto off lips and air in each night if you the do
boy do we do mama buenas fill them home at all you know
that's all the same morning i believe those october twenty ninth you know i'd conduct
where i was like struggling so much to right then i
if i have something cool i need to sit down and finish this or else i will not come back to it and so
the cap china digging at it that morning and i wrote the chorus and posted the chorus
talk to me to travel but it's cold on the planes you know vermont but it's the season of the sticks and i saw your mom and she forgot that i existed and it's my fault but i'd just like to play the victim tumult drink
now though till my friends come home for christmas it all very nice native son origine you that they not but i did not lose all your tire tracks in one pair of shoes in late and that'll have to do
and then the chorus really did well in tiktok people are
into it and then it became like another added layer of like oh my gosh i have to write a second verse
the second verse took a lot longer to write i didn't finish it in los angeles i had returned
to vermont because it was the holidays was like thanksgiving and i spent like
for full days dislike sitting around mess around with lyrics and ended up
in writing a little bit about my dad saw refer
but something good and oh my bad that i could cancel that the darkness i inherited from dad i am
pressure and anxiety which i hope with my entire life and my dad and my mom both dead and my dad protect
i they struggles with depression and a lot of my life i wasn't dealing with my depression in the railways is trying to just tore through my depression or drink
might oppression or eat through my depression and pilot
these things are supposed to be fine
cool over a really real problem and it was not working for me but
i find that
in songs and i grew up listening to when i was
really struggling with a problem that i thought no one else in the world had i
we hear a song lyric that just hit the nail on the head with what i was feeling and it would make me feel understood i feel like the amount of
that i got from
when i was growing up but if i can provide that for somebody else then maybe the
comfort of talking about my
dad's depression would help somebody
the next thing for the life of the song was starting to play at live
tom
people are new the words to the song there was a first tour after code
so that covert on the plains line was really exciting for people
what was funny about sticks season was how easy it came and beginning and how difficult it ended up being to see it through to the end
my manager manages a producer engage simon and so i went down the national work of game and we spend
couple hours economists hang around talking and i felt so
comfortable and i was real
they are the success to song habits from this very nonchalant airbus and tiktok and i was like kind of trying to make it
like that fund
energetic but not too self serious
firstly we recorded a games we did like a vocal and guitar to a click just a kind of get a scratch down and actually felt really good
and the next thing we did was we try to couple different guitars and gave used
take guard the kind of create the rhythm and sound almost like a kick drum which was a really cool touch
the
netscape simon find the banjo on the record
professor that he has not evangel play about that he played it quite nicely i just
like home to me in a lotta ways like when i was growing up my mom played the banjo and when
lived in hanover we lived red cross the road from
appellation trail and we would like it all the time you know i felt like
your brain that was kind of an ode to appellation waterways
one of my favorite lines of ever made was drinking alcohol to my friends come home for christmas discuss it to such a
so true to my experience living in strafford when all my friends were gone but to stack to pay the victims
thank you my friends come home the christmas or just gonna come
the day is down until december twenty
for my bodies will get back from college and in those days
friends came home felt like i was kind of back to her normal life which was a really valuable to me at the time and so
we did a bunch a gang vocals at the annex i wanted to be like all my friends were back home singing in the last chorus with me it was
gave in cannot now yelling and shouting conrad's died
engineered it myself but i had to start to play the victim i'll drink to my friends come home for christmas the
we sent in a draft to
management there i didn't
really cool but i think it might be a little corny dislike huge
at the end of this kind of more stripped back intimate song and we're like
think you might be right and then
i went down the rabbit hole of production try new things and we recording vocals
definitely a slogan grind
after the second verse hits i want
the given another left with some harmonies dream
so i am the
biggest fan of like a beautiful harmony like re when it click send to the melody like it just feels so satisfying
but
the ending
it feels to me
like our union with friends coming from christmas the people
back in that feeling of being alone not being there so much anymore
what i really wanted to accomplish the game vocals of like i'm not alone anymore but i think there is a more nuanced way to do it
by the time the sun was finish it was called are gonna have that full circle moment if you know going from a place
for i was feeling very burnt out creative
we too have in my most successful song be one that i just wrote cause it was funny and made me happy in
boredom air baby i've come to
the realisation that no amount of success and no man of creative fulfilment will ever make me a complete
we are fully happy person night i think
it used to be if i can just get in there and with this person or if i can get this
these dreams or play this then you then i'll be happy
now unfortunately not really how works and i had to do a lot of work and thereby
industry my life trying to find out
it makes me happy and how to find fulfilment i think it was
really cool about the whole process was that seem people real
just stick season in that way reaffirmed my belief in what creativity means and what a job in the music industry can look like about her feelings about stick season has that change it all to you
like that time of year better now that it's responsible for this big head of yours
i still absolutely hates texas in vermont its miserable there's just now
redeeming about it so gray and cold everyone
my family gets like super depressed number allah grumpy an annoying to be around so no
absolutely not i can write a million solid festive season out still hated
and now you're sticks season by nor can in its entirety
as he promised me that i was more than the miles combined you must have heard yourself change that i through the drive because you boys exactly as you pass my exits
kept on driving straight in the future to there right now i am stuck between my anger in the brain that i can't face memories or something even smoking weed is not replaced and i am terrified by the cars i see what it brings talk to me to travel but there's covert on the planes in burma but it's the season of the sticks and a soccer mom she forgot that i exist did it
my fault but i had to start to play the victim out drink alcohol till my friends come home for christmas tree nato so bored that they didn't lose your tire tracks in their shoes and then that'll have to do the shot though titled something good and bad that i cared about the darkness i inherited from dad though i am no longer funny mister wheeler puts call me forever and you still can't call me back into the shop she forgot that i exist half my phone but i stalked the victim of drink alcohol to my friends come home the christmas tree each night of the but didn't lose your train tracks and one pair of shoes should have made it but that'll have to do the burma british the season know the sticks
i she forgot that exists
my fault but to start to pay the victim all drink
alcohol till my friends composed the christmas tree all fur
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