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part of lady in the water was the wondered who just worked out one arm they could it just cut everything else movie unjust had been that what we were doing a thing back and forth of movie that take place an apartment buildings like like going to China name all the ones we could and that was one I'd forgotten about that. Someone reminded me- and I was like others- are reason I forgot about it. I can't really by me out and much of it takes place in the school. So to me, I'm thinking the old Valley, karate tournament, the raid, I'm thinking takes place more me argues place in the apartment. It doesn't immediately apartment for that, doesn't really feel every farmer in huge role. I would when we moved to allay. We were looking for apartments every apartment, complex we to me, reminded me of that, like parched sun, dried, while the real car movie was receded, obviously was the real star their feet. Lot of those buildings around you know this, but Tom petty reverie fallen about gratitude. I will be able to make a amazing if that was true venture of relevant of receive.

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If I were we going to see first, director of the nervous that show room meltdown and big either we realise how big of a job that was conveyed who held onto it for like a year or two. I did. I did it for about two years, and I you were like I remember said you are like- can be like a couple shows a week or something I will just have fun with that. Now that ok and then and then seven nights a week, programming inefficient and I'm still that by producing meltdown out only like Wednesday night. It was a fun and I got to come up with and unfortunately that the very Norton nerdy organise part of me. I got to come up with like how the emails go out to like producers and what we need to like account for like how many microphone sea to be on stage. What the like I got to come up with all that stuff. You know, the curse of being of a well organised, well adjusted smart person is that everyone will lean on you to do shit. It's kind of a yeah. You don't worry you handle with. You have to do as you have just given you meds arrogance,

that is the eggs of do is via the Ito ivy. I wouldn't tell me if I'm right over this, do you feel, like you, have to be good at saying no to things because you're so capable that you have to learn how to pick and choose the very flattering thing to say and so great stuff that, like a happy at so get it but it is true I used to I used to be so grateful for any opportunity that anybody would find my way that I guess yes always yes, always yes I'll figure out how to make it work. Yes, and then while I was, I am hurting myself and also all the stuff I'm doing is starting to suffer. So I haven't a strange, sometimes it's kinder, to say no to this sets what an and I always try to say. I'm like I'm gonna, be very transparent with you, because if I do this I'll do a poor job, you won't be happy. I won't be happy. I can't handle doing a poor job, so it's better for me to say no and help you find someone that can do this, because I am, and I do enjoy being for a long time I resisted how organise I was, but I used to like

because my stuffed animals in my bed, like by how their relation in a lot of those countries are on Instagram, you're Instagram feels evoking amazing. These adorable figures give it some people, some people, look total, different when their kids, but I can so much see adult Emily's face and shiny, Emily, tiny, Emily, yes, teenage Emily, I kind of disappeared and never see it like little tiny me. You can see like this, like I'm sorry that pig It is in the wrong place, a second problem right back, we will use the is it Emily. Is it just the Gordon on Instagram, limited dynamite try to make a joint about yet the dynamite, which is also your twitter handle, is where real, terrible ass. The bullet should have thought that, through you know, it's great accepted. Yes, you're you're bureau you're one of fifty people following its agreement, I am always delighted by the old-

was greeted. Why do you keep it bitterly? It's just a nice round number! You know it's nothing like look, I file, I folic seven hundred people on Twitter and it's just too much to keep up on a lot of people. Fifty is a manageable number message on Instagram up on it. You know I do I like Instagram, because its eye, not only its more engaging the just looking at a hundred forty characters and text words. I love the images and I'll I love the we all we're like we're going ignore that that's on biogas, but I also I also just enjoy, indicates its honestly how I catch up with a lot of people and my friend and see what they're up to and where they're going and what they're doing in so. So to me, my instagram feed is much more personal. Then twitter, feed where's, like all my colleagues, that personal just kind of sea with jokes it Judah but Instagram

feels much more like an ivy ended. There lie when at the end of their lives- and I want to hang out with them a little bit so that's why, like yeah, I like- and I also have a thing I have to get to the last picture that I remember seeing like I'll keep scrolling. I can't stop until I get to that last something and I've like I've had to pull over like while dry. To be like ok, I'm sorry hold on limiting our right, and it's like a little fingers off my head alike are either can keep going now. I've figured out my instagram, you shouldn't incident drive out enough. That's probably true, gonna stop light and then I'll pull over officer. I wasn't my tax staying within two grabbing. It's different moron there with the times did bag handwriting, Spain, Snapchat and his head falls off those that do not have to which I dont do. Do you do that? I've been

trying to get my name on Snapchat for awhile. Someone was squatting, it and not using it. So I am in the process of doing so has been delayed. Yeah no twitter does not on Snapchat independent, that's right, you're right, when I think of Vine Twitter owns vine and they own periscope, Without it, the twitter have had very they are. There actually they are more than I think they also. I think Twitter us about Tweet DEC, Ariel as New Jersey, right, yeah collect cereals, haven't you Jersey, based they were trying to get, other kind, but I only got crests other. There is one other cuddled gate they only generic bags of cereal at the bottom of the Isle of Man, but I like it the real toes Theo's word about its sugar flags region, need better you drink, but I had I had said

female attacks? Camille congratulated me on my engagement and I sent them a very sincere text where I said you know honestly. Emily are very inspirational to me. Cause you. You know you guys been married for, but like eight years eight years and some type you know. Obviously you never know what what its when you're not around a couple, but you seem to have a very good relationship and you seem to have a very strong relationship in light of the fact that you know both of your careers or taking off, and you still need- genuinely seem to care about each other and it's very inspirational to see that, like all relationships can it can work lovely. That makes me very happy, and also I mean that is congratulations to you. What a huge thanks, enemy, big, big, big things very well, there's ones doing couple weeks Dry run out of the way Chris, let yeah So what we ve done is that we can see what a limited about it. It would be the dry run. What was totally Jonas was the outline here. Yeah, it's marriage. It like any relationship, as is its always got challenges. Butler

we kind of made a very clear decision. Like we've got to be on each other's team. We got to be unified front, no matter what and like we will remind ourselves that, even as were fighting, maybe if we were this past weekend in a hotel room cuz, we didn't feel like recording app. With our two hours that we had to spare. While we were in Austin podcast setting up to record about guessed, it really bring out and the best and the worst that everybody will that that's an interesting point. You bring hope because the one thing I make my therapist tell me something a long time ago that resonated with me between us the fat management. This was not Batman, smog, then the very basic them superhero way does not have anything. To add that I mean this is that was over

partly in Lisbon, the kid who plays Batman on Gotham Bruce Bruce Wayne up I'm into categories Bruce Wayne ago. His mom was my therapist thousand years and years ago, amazing, many years ago, that's a lesson that was referencing, but you stop the land. I, when I only wish that the package I mean, I don't know, I think we should not allow this suffering biogas other than those likely to get work. Even if that's not a fucking av club corner, we know what is an ipod math when our goal of Raby Club anymore or to mainstream. I think you guys have moved to the point really obviously here listening to that here, as in other words, I feel like. That's how I feel it that's what parliament's what started out with a start, but but I think that both their own did the success that arose. Relationships that are successful stem from kindness that when two people are committed to being kind to one another, that

What carries people through everything, because, as you know, there are times in a relationship or it's like, I feel like you just feel bad about yourselves. Go bad general and you're, just not always super on board to have a person in your face. But as long as like you said, you are always committed to understanding one another, even when you don't agree or being kind to one another. Even when you don't agree, then that's the ultimate cook zune. Sometimes just you know, when you get the point, we're just fighting to fight, then there's nothing is yeah, accomplish its really sad and there's so many couples. That gets one point where, like that, little like kernel of resentment, they feel towards one another. Instead of like making the choice to like no I'm gonna I chose you a long time ago and I'm still choosing you. They start like that. Little colonel resentment builds up, and then I got a fucking. Always you always with you and then it bills, and then it built and then at some point you can upload. That's the active work

is, that eighty just described a pregnancy. You can't have a late you're, not gonna marriageable, but actually UK originate, but you, but but it's it's that idea of, and it's not just relationships with sobriety thinning out, but I think people forget that there is an element of choosing daily. You daily make the choice as opposed to fuck. I chose that person five years ago I'm stuck where we, as opposed to making the daily choice to be with that person to be committed, and you know, and I think our human brains tend to score on a pass. They like like zero or a hundred percent? Yes, but a lot of life is like sixty or seventy or eighty percent. Nothing really very few things. Perfect, caraway or or a desire lily greatly, and so I think you know sometimes when there are two when there's trouble in a situation in relation to people, like obvious, isn't perverts,

you know it's gonna live as you have do. Let's not everything's gonna be perfect. You have to not obsess over that yeah and I do think- and we have, I think we all have plenty of friends of data people and then a week, it's like Seinfeld in religion. Hands or to beg or like she smells weird when she wakes up in the morning like ok. Will that can be a reason for not like that's gonna Rees would enhance security smells yeah. They build up little thing from the crowd are you can come up with literally any reason to like bilingual? This is I gotta get out of this, because this person's not perfect because nobody's gonna ever be perfect, but you have to like. It is like sobriety it's one day at a time, every single day or like. Oh, I want to hang out with you today and you also need to be a person that someone would want to hang out with everyday will. Ask the different part also a lot of times bigger

to say, like you know, what is this really about? Who is really about is all about, and what is this really about yak, as if it is like the kernel of resentment? That's basically turn into a supernova hatred, get you know a month and you have a bit of a beautiful divorced avian. Then you, you know, is really about. You know you left the keys over Iraq guaranteeing our. Ah, yes, I always tell people it's ok. To be afraid of something, it's ok to be afraid of success, to be afraid of committing yourself to someone, but was cool is to come up with all these other bullshit reasons that obscure like did. I admit that it's a fear admit that it's a whatever I'm, not ready for whatever reason and then address that instead of like well, another girl wasn't good from a royal. I don't know that's exactly at it could be I mean so many guys. I just don't want to be an relationship, but they tell themselves that they do so they keep dating these girls and then being like. Well, it didn't work out, she's, not perfect, right, like oh ok,

you're, not either asshole, guess what I guess poor her whenever but like. If you dont want to be in a relationship, that's perfectly fine, but that's what you need to be addressing or just accepting about yourselves to people in a relationship need to have the same goals hundred which they need to have this girls, even if they don't have the same likes on every across every, but they need to have the same ultimate goal. Yes, and if you don't have that that's problematic in the long term, you you can deal with that in the short term there, but it's problematic in the long term and have the same girls, what you're real, actually a working therapists, yeah, six and a half years. Why couples and family therapists licensed in several different states, average six and a half years, and I had a hard time working with couples, because that level of

promoting was just like it was intense matter. You not take that home. How do you when someone is when someone is gushing all of their bullshit onto you and as a therapist scented being someone who's been in verifying gushed? All my bullshitting someone I'm one of the. However many people you're seeing in there that that's what I'm saying today. So how do you not personalized that, like what protective armor do you have to keep? I think my programme did really good job of teaching us things that we can do to kind of wash off the day, because it's an end its. It's not insensitive to say you, don't wanna therapists that hangs onto your problems, hardcore like people equal. That means you don't care what course I care, but if I held on to all your stuff all the time I'd be dead, so we had a very elaborate him when washing ritual sounds weird, but like I had a thing, I would you at the end of every session, and then I think I do at the end of every day, of like I've gotta leave this here. I can't take this with me, but I imagine it's not unfamiliar to what you go through after go through as others

after lie shows when people want to kind of come up to you and talks you because you ve affected their lives. How do you not keep up with you? Well, because I well that's different because I'm seeing people with their best good point, lithuanian wait like people come to mean, even if they have a sad story like you help me get this whatever their expressing appreciation, and I, as someone who didn't you who remembers the village, was that longer that no one was coming to see me, I'm very negative, and now it's kind of you know now sort of gotten to the point where it's difficult for me to do. Post show Meetin greets, because the theatres are bigger. Yes, and everyone wants a little time, and one ends up happening is that out of fifteen hundred people, if four hundred people stay As for the state and its like, who do I service you now like? Who am I and then also just for me on wear and tear? I continue. I have to get up at five o clock the next morning to fly back home minutes midnight and you know so. It's

five o clock the next morning to fly back home minutes midnight- and you know so it's it just becomes. A question of you Know- turns a two hour show into a five hour to five percent, which I will do if I had an unlimited amount of energy and the staff had an unlimited amount of energy and didn't have curfews or they didn't have to pay everyone DNA extra hour. You know like this as you get home to their families, you know so it's sort of its try. It's tough yesterday, so I dont. So in answer to a question I just feel like You know people are its telling people are. Are our lavishing wonderful things onto you when they're sitting in your therapy room so good? It is here that I could go home after this. Can you say my shared men lying? I never find a single shared as a therapist. Honestly, maybe

made someone's leaving. Do things helping no quick, I just liquid. It maybe did make me a little I'm so when, when any my friends, Goethe, everything terrible my knee jerk reaction is to be like. Well, that's rough, but ok, let's that's an I am. I move. I dont even process it for myself. I process it for them and I don't even like let it affect me and so maybe it's it's kind of the armors. Maybe it's still a little, to their like if you know a front of minds, family member passed away, and I immediately I pray you gotta grief is a process in which- and I started going and others like oh shit, I'm not even this is my friend as is there like family member. This is like a. I need to take a minute to have like let this I'm not a therapist here. This is my friend I think it's maybe a little seemingly dispassionate. Perhaps when people have bad things happen to them, because I immediately go into like what can we do? How can we have you and- and

not only are there when they start telling you all about the thing you're, like you know, we're gonna pick it up there. You know what I'm gonna have to go. I had spent fifty minutes yeah, so I think, and even so I handle when when emergencies happen, I handle them. I kind of immediately go into problem solving and don't let myself feel anything sometimes until later, because it that's, not my death at my role right now. That's a tough thing to get out of, and maybe that's why I always kind of feel like a therapist, because it to me as I indemnity that I'm not ever gonna. Does it automatically make you better at your personal relationship or is it harder and your personal relations husband to say? Maybe I know not Devlin and I'm not like. I also don't like the idea that, like all therapists are messages as well and like just trying to fix people's than Oughta, adding a combination, I'm not necessarily better at any of the stop. I'm I'm divorced commands my second husband, so people used to make fun of me for that nose like do you want some one thing you that is like in an unhappy and are not great relationship. You don't really want that. You want someone. Who's been through. Life will also mean

My guess is that you probably married young, very I'm very and that's not that doesn't amazing reduction. Thank you. Thank you doctor what's infinitum, but also that we can't can't hold someone accountable, whose thirty to forty relationship choice, that they made it twenty island that exists. It's crazy! It's crazy! Yet you have to this. Is the process you gotta learn stuff. It's part of your process and you figured it out and you know so. I think that the series I mean people who makes it think that I'm gonna be better at all this stuff. That's that's incorrect, but I need oh, I do have. I do have some tools, but that doesn't mean that I necessarily know how to I can tell myself a light in this situation. I should do this this in this and then I don't do it because it's my life and I get to do whatever the fuck I want, and I don't have to do the right thing all the time, but I think tat it s kind of evens out a little bit. I hope you guys have the

Cysts, you know many Sundays. In the summer you guys would have little pool parties and they were small, but everyone there's just their first of all, like comedy nerd dream parties just like the Silicon Valley, guys and EDGAR rides in you know, to bang that- and you know like all these really gray had about about ever yet, namely great talented and who want to swim. I usually we have a resource. That is why we have a saying that they want, which is water he's just test like hey we're haven't

sorry the pools not working or anybody come and yeah. I love that I like having people over just like be adding that the cool I used to put way too much effort into like planning parties, and I think it's way better if I'm just like come over, will see what happens, and so that's what I've been trying to do this summer, human, everyone's, just really nice and in its just a good, it's a good group having its good time and comedy for good people for nice people. I don't seem to be. I feel there is. Moreover, It focuses on things being excited and showing passion more so than being like board or of upset or angry by everything, and that still does well to, but I like that, there's like people who are genuinely like a puppy dog excited about things and that's what they're basing their their work on. I love that and I think the those those those interactions, because people come over and like all, or will it will go to dinner, let's go to somewhere else, and I know that I really,

the community behind it, and it's in it feels nice too. It's like a hang out people every night, but it just means it just feels nice to just feels nice to be in a good community of people that you respect but also feel like. I really I love your work, but like you as a person and you know we're all kind of in the same boat. You know it's like the US in the new guidelines on coal and oats, and then the TAJ allows is in and Lincoln S poor. Yes, yes they pulled it. Where are, although I have not been in your Puya, you actually haven't got. No, no you don't we're getting worried about. Although we just gotta house that has a poor taken, so we just gotta I know- and I am so glad we're gonna what what will trade off with you

raising her downsizing. I've. Never in my life had a poor even a little bit. I went to a community poor growing up and begged. I do that. I, like you, I know it was band AIDS everywhere they went up up up up up up up up up up up what we're going to make an weird the guy who is the lifeguard was also a substitute bus driver. His aim was stone, I swear to God and we all were in love with him slash. He was creeping to us but Slash who is paying attention. It was a week. There was a very we're time so that that's how I that was only Pollux, very they are growing up, was like going to that and he had a mullet and one earrings. Did the North Carolina, what it all so North Kivu, North Carolina did, which you ve shed any trace of anything. If I'm angry comes out our funds, really tired, asked our talk lightly as well. Do you really get my axe? It will come back Little tiny bit deserves ever

No, I don't think so. I don't I don't. I never really had one as I moved, I was born in Kentucky and then lived in Florida for Billy years and then when I was like eight, we move that we move to the Ark we would Arkansas for six month. In Memphis, and I was so I was in I was already a formed. Little person by the time I was actually living in the deep south, so many parts of the south, yeah. I know I know and that's why I wish to say when people go away from a go, Memphis cause it's just easier than I was born in Kentucky. I lived in southern Florida Central Florida, Arkansas, Denver Memphis, but you know Memphis, was outside of us angles. Memphis was the longest chunk of

I'm the assets and also the most developed mental animals like noticeable. Like that's a city, people know, you mean, like all benefits, are going to act of what that Libya and my dad still live there in Mindanao lives there forever here because he's not alive anymore, human Elvis, errand, Presley human error, elbows air Presley read there, but there I mean you use. The middle name hasn't happened that opting deserve literally here in our international spelled wrong. Guy. Isn't this area really in their please not? Where is he he's in there? They say is in there, but these everywhere there, the whole period of Elvis, beings. That was the guy that we like picture. Like he's the one for whatever reason he's alive, we don't fuckin sixty a comeback special. I have lunch. I have watched it It's not gonna go like it's like our that, yet again, the black leather one as a black leather one, that's the point:

he hadn't been around in a couple years. Many just shows up with his buddies and dead, fuckin rocks it and then beside us made you think about it, the amount of stuff he did to his body to get ready, for that is really bad for him and I was like. Maybe you should have just not done that we could have kept you around longer. Yeah, but has everything that happened between then, and you know, was seventy four? Seventy five! Seventy six! When you die seventy six, maybe seventy six yeah, I think you're a yes you're right and, as he had Martin DVD five by Samuel addition, which was always the nineteenth, whose Sherlock now guitar. Is that a bicycle or AIDS, a guitar, ok, feared. I only remember I we remember I was opened yet a bicycle does like

what are you gonna? Bring these bicycles and unsafe now be rouleaux these bombs and every living thing I'll, be they feed our? I hang out whatever you want, but I guess I remember a member. We were dropped. My dad didn't like flying, so we drove a lot of places around the country. You noticed my dad would do these bowling exhibitions and sums we travel over countries enter and I remember being in the car when the announcement was happening in my parents scream at what the fuck you know, I mean the gap. Announcement was yes, yes and I said My mom said that I said something like really Creeper Lee Wise, as a five year old, which was something to the effective I'm betting? I lay like these and others, but there's gotta be more pussy for everyone else. Now I said something about that would have been difficult for the world to have handled an old Elvis wow. I know that's crazy

well, I think I was possessed of a lot of us. Remember you're, just like an arrow and went on the other. There grassland travelling exhibited Westgate in LAS Vegas right now, which was the old Hilton, which was where he did is show, and they let us they took us back to the theatre. May we're like showing us the spot where he would pray before every shouted like where this was worn out. They didn't play paper party. You think his his religiosity was we're. Ok, because I've got to go through his whole early upbringing and of course it was deep, south yeah Baptists, you think communist or religious really I have no idea- I dont know were easy. I just think it's interesting. All these guys start out religious and then they get super famous and then they just go aid like option have is like Bawler lifestyle of still kneeling. Seventy seventh Amazon checks out with the bicentennial

hundred precisely with you, I don't know of their. If there's still I mean you know, sometimes when I hear politicians talk about God, I kind of like now don't believe that you think that you're saying that, because you know you want people to vote for you tat the cool thing about he lived in the penthouse of the Hilton and he had an elevator and is penthouse that we're just go down and open up to the backs. Age area. That's cool and like there was a gunshot Emma email and Energy has yuck has immediately because it was taking too long. You found a gunshot, so cool popular benefits. They do no such thing Elvis only at that time when people wouldn't blame really meant in great, whereas, like those those who could get away with every literally everything would he have come on you're by casting? I wish I don't think so,

he didn't like musicians. I got an idea. We gotta go now share public Arnie seems pretty well adjusted though like ours would have had to have gone through a major emotional life transformation of that exactly when you would get em right after that? Maybe maybe, but I think you know when you, when you kind of look it. I think when you start doing the social math of what he was embroiled in the people that were controlling his life and the drugs that he was on. He clearly needed real therapy, actually had a lot of mom issues and dead brother issues and she is and even being famous at that time, and also going from notes that thing it's more common now for people to talk about their feelings, but to go from. You know like the hottest sexiest most perfect everything to this kind of like Tubby Guy who was trying to squeeze into these issues, time when music was changing, yeah envisioned becoming more he's, just wouldn't needed, help to get at it. Just when you do other social math you're like by it all checks out that he was going to kill himself

later with some horrible things actually format that big like. If you look at him, like even they have is like they had always like jumpsuits. There emerged in the cases I do things are always upsetting. Am I could really that's when his waist apparently was always like thirty four inches? Well, it's not that it's not that he! Yet it's not that it's not that he was a. You know he was a massive guy, but I just think dealing like just aging just aging. Naturally, it's hard and having, You know like this image, this image of himself that everyone had, and obviously that wasn't gonna last and how do you I mean? Who does that greatly that, besides, like Paul Newman now out Baldwin I think, did a pretty well, I'm pretty he's not even think he's aided out of being awesome. Yet no like here. Isn't it

dealing with any. We were talking about how Gary Old Man in my lifetime has gone from being sexy young guy. To being like playing, dad's like in grand heads like I've watched him become like start playing different roles, Hawkeye anymore, he's like Fuckin, commissioner, like he's like he's, Johnny Depp We have worked in still mail in it Tom cruise still nail. Crews is so still malay else yeah. He really is, I think, that's gonna stop any time soon, but that would be a bummer two means simply kirkeby in any of these guys like to see them getting older. Is such a? We don't want that as a people, we just don't want like I've been getting. I wonder what leg just do. It would have been a seventy five birth. I do wonder what seventy five

old, John Lennon would be like you're, probably Buddhist. I think they were all would go. You know why. I honestly, I think, do you think you think John Lennon would have turned into a crazy old TED Nugent guy who know really now I don't like you would have gone right wing now. That's him! He had some hated him, but here he he's like some of the accounts make him sound like he might have been kind of a dick. We went to an end kind of going through and it seemed like he was going through identities. Were appropriate for the time you know would we know, was he gonna be imagined guy forever? I dont know if you would have been laid an eye forever mediocre though I think yoga would have tempered him in some direction at all points in time that would have Catherine, I mean TAT, knew it dropped her and eighty four, the Beatles reunited. Eighty five paragraphs, eighty you gotta be reckoned all you know it's bodies they because they were, they were having some money was tied up all over the place, with the Beatles

Michael Jackson had always seventy seventy nine, a team from the Beatles side of management got together and was looking into seriously looking into central park concert for the Beatles, Sir, would it have been like a monkeys reunion or would it have been like a me with he's another eight weeks after they showed them on empty. On MTV united the eighties, and it is really successful tour, but they were basically is plain old songs. You think the Beatles would have written new saw, depriving it, of course they would enable availing Polly do cause Paul. That's all party elicit a Fuckin George Harrison's last out from its great yeah yeah. I know you're actually chip in their case and there's no, I think there's no way at that point. They could have had common goals and their end, and I think the only read the only goal at that point. We people drift so far, parts you look at the Eagles is light or the police. It's like what money you know like they have this common goal of money. They still can't stay. They still get me air to be on stage with one another, but I happen to be where the invalidity happened. They

Like what money you know like they have this common goal of money. They still can't stay. They still get me air to be on stage with one another, but I happen to be that's where the invalidity happened. Was they really? We should probably do something now too make money to make money or or would have been possible that you know as they got older, they will incur fuck it. Let's just go back in again when he'll some of those wounded like to Spain we face, everything was even want you because Paul see actually not knowing them really personally, but it seems, like George, seem like a pretty cool guy. Pulsing, like a pretty cool guy Ringo seems like a pretty cool guy. If John came around and ended up a pretty cool rise by John and Georgian Ringo? What plan Johns records nor these the Beatles we're talking about those now has a nose ring plan Johns records in

and the only if a meme honestly only person they never really collaborated with afterwards was Paul. Yeah, that's interesting. I know I know more than monkeys fan and people want to kill me when, moreover, monkeys vendetta, beetles fan of huge monkeys, fan and arms, even MIKE Nesmith is part of the Yankee. He was the one that was like his head. He got but hurt by a lot of stuff and abandoned. He was like. I just don't want to do this anymore. I mean I mean, have you can see Metallica some kind of monster? Of course this is an amazing documentary of like Europe is a goose onto her with Metallica and it was my dream job we're. Ok, that's what I'm bog talking to these. What would they say what they are paying him in Oh, I don't remember that. I actually don't remember that hanging like a half a million battleships yeah. I would have done it for free, not even from a telegram

love that, like my limit, oh yeah, usually what you say is Metallica I'll. Do it for two fifty I wouldn't data for metallic as to what they can make up. I just love that idea, because it is just like a family, our relationship, anything out its people, that you know how to work together, but their bonded by one specific thing, but that doesn't mean they don't have a million. Everybody brings our own baggage. Everybody brings our own shit to every interaction they have. Every interpersonal dynamic is is affected by the ship that you bring two hundred percent. Can you fit all the best MR continue hold only lower, then can you, although yours and in it, and it really does come down the goals, and I think that's why it's important for people to periodically ask people just don't ask questions in and they don't ask good questions. Even question there is up, you know is

still what I want. If it's not could it be? What I want? What do I want? You know like that that people rarely stopped to ask questions in their such important, such important question. This is, and I I didn't get everyone fuck of a safe way, but there the book that I wrote that it is considering. Yes, my

this thing I got out of it was both writing it in living and also in writing the book, as this idea of intention malady of of always always stopping the question yourself, always stopping everything that you're doing constantly ask yourself. Is this? Actually what I want is this. What someone else has told me that I want is what societies telling me that I want how I figure out what I actually want and then how do I get the thing because wanting something and then trying to get it are two different things and people tell me all day long about things are desperately want, but they're not ready to make efforts to actually get the thing they want. Quite yet, that's also fine, just knowing where you are and knowing that, even if you're making a good decision or like a very self destructive decision that you are making you're you're driving the boat. This is your boat and refusing to make decisions is also a decision. We think also your sometimes your higher brain functions. I think I think sometimes you

change and you don't realize that you ve changed because you know look, there's so many things to do in a day to just live life. Now, yes- and so you said a lot of things on auto riley- that's exactly right ends, and sometimes you really need to stop and go. Oh, do I still feel this way about this thing, or is that just an old autopilot setting? Yes, because it's so simple, you know people are always looking for external things to change them or make them feel better when sometimes it's a simple is just asking yourself a good question and coming up with the answer and growing. Oh my god, to have that appears in a warm and tat is not even a Please it's like. Sometimes it's about dislike little hints of knowledge that you're getting day today and being like, or maybe I'm gonna, try something different and see how it feels, rather than waiting for inspiration to strike and changing. Sometimes, you kind of have to start making the changes.

How is affecting you and then be like it turns out. This was probably what I've been living social media is. I think people use it in an ineffective way which can be sometimes running around to everyone and going what's wrong with me. What's wrong of me, what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me, validation and not just stopping in being still for a second going, what's wrong with me like? What do I want like going inward just once you sometime people don't do that area there is scary, has until dark american war can sometimes you know you might get answers back that you don't absolutely you don't want to deal with me. You don't want to think about you. Don't what you're not ready for and all that is ok to but addressed the problem as it is. Of being like while the issue is that I'm not no one's call me back about the package that I sent on this tv show. No other part of the issue is that you're very scared to get this job you're very scare. What would mean if you got rejected, you actually got rejected or something you really want to do. Well then, deal with that fear and dont like that's a different, let's deal with it

that are inside that we can do something about another, all the external things that are freaking out constantly, because we can't do anything about those hello to take you to write a book about five months couple hours a day and in the end, so the point of the book really is it is it I mean superheroes, pretty that's pretty much in the title, how to be a better version of your had, like figure out where you are figure at we'd like to be, and then had a kind of take concrete steps in that direction, because I feel it for a long time. I just didn't know who I was even a little bit, and so I couldn't even figure out where I wanted to be exact. Just was so kind of lost within myself. So it's a kind of it's a little memoir asked, but it really is kind of more of a self help and that I got so interesting that just the path that you ve taken where you were a therapist, and then all of a sudden you started getting people started. Learning who you are because of a power cannot cast about video games and opened a Wednesday night comedy show it became a tv show, and then you are able to use that too

Oh, oh here. This is this other thing that I'm into, and I'm gonna make a book about that because it would have been Jordan very easy for you to write a book about video games or a book about it. Finally let me to do yet. It would be like a better nerd, whatever those like, I can't that's not. I like first, has been done, people other people have done it fantastically, and it's not. I dont, that's not how I see myself kind of doing contributing to the world. That's not it. I will make a pike s whether you came slowly and a time, but that, like writing, a joke e book about, like we learn cultures taken over like that. Didn't appeal to me as much by I gotta make a decision a couple of years ago, when I moved to allay- and I was feeling very kind of I was carbon and identity crisis hadn't started meltdown. Yet I had started working like running the theatre yet and I was gonna what I'm doing had a conversation with a stranger at a bar, and she was like seems, like you kind of want to be doing something and mental health, and I was like a traitor.

It. Even if that just started out was writing a blog like having my blogger, I talk about mental Housetop and then that tripping into writing stuff or other websites about mental health and that tripping into I was I care everything I do. I wanted to have some sense of you're, not alone some sense of that tinged somewhere in there, and I've tried really really hard to do that as much that good. What do you think is the biggest challenge that people with mental health issues face? It depends on how see I think that feeling like you, both special and you're, not special in that yes we're nobody else. Is it lived life exactly? Have you have but you're, not the only person who struggle with feeling with a failure feeling like a fraud being terrified being depressed being anxious. A lot of people have experience as a lot of people. I felt like everybody else is doing great and I'm doing terribly. Most of us have felt that way,

and I think what mental illness and what emotional, not health, whatever they. That term is. I should know that as a former there was but emotional nano emotional about health. What it wants is for you to feel alone. It wants to get you alone, that's how I can eat it. You and that's how I can kind of feed on you and don't let it let you be alone, you're, not alone, geared like they're. So many of us- and there are so many communities out There- thank God the internet, thank God to all this stuff that you can find other people feeling, as you are cause you're, not alone, who the fuck does Elvis Presley talk to exactly that relates to him that celebrity supersecret. That's that's funny things your tears and so that in the Beatles anthology his like, I always felt bad for Elvis because with Elvis he had no period we have with us

I could just talk to John, a Ringer or Paul, but without this is you just returned to their? Nobody turned to him. He doesn't like his family's. He began no families, we know everyone's gone yeah minutes and who else can understand that level of you know? No one else becoming to go. I told you get it now. I know you don't yeah and that's true Elvis wasn't, but here by the learned, but if you're, not Elvis, you're, probably not allowed erroneous man elderly lucky for all of us who are not always yeah you're, not alone, you're an end net. What you're going through wherever you are, is where he was to be right now. It's ok, you're not dared not doing anything wrong, but you can also feel better. You can feel better. You can live better, you don't have to, but you can't, if you want to hear it, is its sometimes it's hard when you're in it, and I think that's the that sort of the

That's the SAR lack pit of depression which is and anxiety to anxiety. Every time it's happened every every time. I experience it. And I'm getting better about it now, but recognising that it's just that it's just a thing and not cause your service with depression. You know when you, I guess we know when you're in well, this is this: is it not about how to get out? I have said I with anxiety its oh, I know the other times that was just a fake anxiety thing, but this time it's real and its rich and it tricks you every single time and that's what it's almost like. The biggest struggle is the illusion that it's dead.

Like everything that its everything you can't. I know I got out of the book before about it, but this time that's not gonna disciplines different and a lot of times. It's not different, but you know like it's the same and being able to even recognise it as a pattern, sometimes enough to sort of help. You just get enough of a black hole, disregarding foothold to climb out of that pet because it isn't forever. It is just right now that I have nothing to whatever I'm feeling right at this moment. That's how I felt forever. That's how I feel for the rest of my life that and you have to kind of back yourself away from that and get a little objective distance. I talk about that. A lot of like you need to be able to kind of look at your life almost like a reality shows sometimes- and some of us are two good at NASA problem too, but like being able to step outside yourself and feeling. Ok, let's take a look at that.

Really happening. If there was a reality shows filming my life, would it see that this is how I've been forever? What did see that I'm having kind of a shitty day, and then maybe I should just wait until the next day to try and like figure out what things are going and being able to back away just a little bit and kind of get some distance in kind of see your life as objectively as possible, which is very very hard to do, because we are so in. It has helped me tremendously, because when I I support the wallow. I would dike whatever his feeling. I would I would wallow in it. I couldn't feel anything a little bit. I like everything was like a hot like I get it, I cry in English class like just over a boy that I could not give a shit about like why my crank this guy. I think I have a wealth of experience and I've learned to kind of be ok with it now, but for a long time I just I felt like I was drowning in them allowed yeah how to do

a very low well. For me, it took going the opposite direction: clamping down on them for years and not letting an intellectual, rising everything not letting myself feel anything dating circus performers so that I had no chance of them hurting me because they were, I didn't, take them seriously. I wasn't asking myself seriously, yes call members, I had some guy

deeds for the story for like a wild and unnecessary o bigtime, and God bless those guys, you're all great, if you're listening to this, but they knew what they were doing their compliments. That one day I would lay pretend the like get guess what I was thinking like a number of thinking about Billy. We got you right, but it wasn't the number of course not a psychic curious, like a boar guy. What fine- and I think- and then I just have this very icy kind of detached from my emotions completely and then I kind of slowly kind of started letting the back end. But for me I had to go through that I had did like realize. I couldn't make my emotions, my bitch and kind of put them in this little hole before I let them started buying me rather than driving they should be in the passenger seat. I always resented Dr Receipts yeah.

Interesting ass, even just those Thurtell subtle thought shifts, can help change the way you know it might seem dumb to go on working to visualize of this emotion is in the passenger seat of a car, but then you do it actually gonna help when it. When I was getting over fear flying, you interfere flying, oh sure, yeah. For years for years I got over, I mean, like I had to work through a worker, your choice for Nobody else, that's the thing that have made me go and have to choose to not where I had to go well, I M going to do stand upon the road I can either get over this or every time I travel is going to be miserable, and I don't have that much room energy at all, and so, if one is really great program called fly com and it was

the great I would just listen to it on the plane when I was getting honour and really help, and sometimes there was new to because I like it like- I just got used to it, but but there is something in there there's something in the programme. The thing it has gotten on Itunes programme, where you know in detail you to visualize, taking all of your work in fear and all your emotional stuff and sticking it in an overhead compartment in closing Do I like bad so even just visualizing doing that it weirdly just helps you so if indeed support of works- and you know it's incremental, but every time I you know every time I would I started flying when I was actively training, it just got a little bit less and a little bit less and a little bit less than after. You know, after a few months after a year under the seat, yeah that didn't fit under the seat was indeed have exact. A couple

we have a common and also in my brain. The airline was charging me for all of the extra emotional baggage, yet only where they are, they gonna make money too, so that incremental thing is important. I think people think when they make changes if it doesn't work. A hundred percent. The first time that like well fuck it I tried what you're setting yourself up for failure under percent. When you know, if you can't do this thing, especially like fitness, is the easiest example, where you go off archival we're done a long time you like, I will work at ten This week is not healthy. Now, though, is not healthy, but it also your product gonna, stick to it, because MR you can be miserable and it's gonna be awful, so you got You know little bit of incremental, like all justino, because if you just make incremental changes small changes that are easy to manage energy digestible. You you will. The cumulative effect will be once you figure out how to manage that little bit.

Then you can add on something else and you can add on something else in and it won't even feel like work at that point. Like all I've got to somebody just try, maybe maybe we're gonna twice a week. You know like it it, but yet I wouldn't say like don't quit drinking smoking changer died and start exercising five times a week in the sandy, and if you decide to do that and decide that, that's how you gonna approach it- maybe you're not quite ready to let go there. Things like maybe you're that your way of being like, while this will fail and having to believe that also that also that that also has the undercurrent of like. Oh, you just need to obsess over things church, as opposed to you know that's right her. If you really want success in this area than you need to, it needs to be an that's very difficult, very difficult

me. It was very difficult for me. You know because the the alcoholic brain isn't just about drinking it's about like there. I approach that I want it. There's there's a lot of things that are a sort of like obsessive thought and, and I really had to learn how to even in relationships. You know when I used to sort of crave drama and I think it was sort of a way of getting a high. Only I'm way without

and then he rose and one cares. Yeah you're sure they care because you're making a big fuss and that's how you know, there's passion, gardeners, making, there's? U N and learning to just be still in common. You know like Lydia's, is so easy to be around and that was kind of maddening at first, because I, like others, know. Oh, it's it's fine, it's! Ok! It's ok, just to those tat have ever hope. It's! It's really green. On the eve of the year we ve been together. I can't, I don't think I think the biggest altercation with something like hey. What are you this silly? You know because, like you said, we sort of have those goals of like you know. We both have trouble relationships in the past and we both both grown ups and we both we're both grown ups, and we both just want like our goal is so you know hey. We just want to be happy together and understand. Each other and have a good relationship.

Sloan Publishing Empire. He a couple of things on the with why I guess I can't give her a publishing. A loud gave her an automaton. I wanna make her sign a premium for my adorable tb anyway, so cute, but her lawyers, I wanted that Yugoslavia. I want to make your signed a breed of unhealthy kitty. Stationary door, like I gotta, keep all my doctor who show you: don't have no get a thing and then something terrible happen, I'm sure their laws we found a loophole where you can get all the shortest goddamn. It says that sell that, but I think just sort of you know learning to

com is, is it is, and appreciating com and appreciate, and not being bored by com and not just not being self destructive with com, because you need, did you know like up and down and up and down it's not not. Having that, I realise that that that there was an emotional drug behind then go. Course. Of course it's connected to all that, but I don't think I would have done that if I didn't have regular therapy- and I tell people even when you don't think you have a problem- it's important, because you need its important for you to sit down with someone on array their bases and say whatever is on your mind, whatever you're feeling without fear of judgment and someone who has experienced to reflect some things back to you and get you to ask questions and explore its.

This day when you doing well to me, it's like it's like a massage when you're doing well and then it's there when you're not doing as well, and it's like a relationship like no other. None of your friends. That's none of your friend Roy Jar of Rapture. When you're not correct all, I'm fine, it's not any! It's! Not your friends! Job like just listen to you talk and never have any like any of their own stories like yeah, and if your therapy is ever telling you at their lives, get another therapist. That's not some! You can develop a personal relationship with, but it's not a two way street. It is a one way street a hundred percent and you never get a chance to have that in life. What a lovely thing that we get to actually experience that everybody should be in there. We always gets one of you said

the fire. When I start, I like a lot of my third positions, are by phones because of my schedule, and so you know she were. How are you doing to go on doing? Ok? How are you choose like we're here to talk about you look I ever had about that. I was and suppose it's a struggle, but if you are, the only thing that makes you ll get therapists is that you had personal experience and the same thing. You're not that great of a therapist, he should have more tools. You can experience everything that everybody is gone right, yeah right, but you should still be able to have the point of view that can sort of because I think most, I think, a lot of important. I think most emotional struggles usually come from the same handful of it for all the emotional learning reasons, perhaps yeah I would say so yeah I mean it's. It's almost like you know. There is almost like dna there's like there's like a handful of base ingredients just reconfigured in different ways that absolutely clear

peering through ongoing okay. This is your configuration and that's what these that's, what these basic elements- and I felt that you feel scared. I fell- scared, that's emotion, we ve had in common, but the way you're feeling at very different than how I felt that I declare it when I was an intern best teacher. I've ever had he's like a seven year old boy, same cancer, Here's Atwater adults, he and he had been abused and we were going through like I started, taking these relaxation stuff- and I was like and he's after american young man- and I was so magic yourself at the beach and he was like Miss Emily. Why white people always want me to go to the beef, but like that's it? set out, like oh, my god, you're right, that's where I would go. If I wanted to relaunch uniting, that's not where you would want to making it about yourselves realise we got even realising end without realizing. He was like all you white. Their points of ad want me to go to the beach I don't want to. I was ok

Look what I got you wanted to go to Disneyland. So we then set up a scene which doesn't seem like a commonplace to me was very sorry man, but he won't gotTa Disneyland said, then we reconstructing the whole thing based on Disneyland, and I was like. Let me never forget this lesson of like you wanted people how to go to. The young man was burning. How great Hamburg matches your client well what about owners are now whenever I see an african American Unlikely Disneyland like now today, Europe, Is there any other way resistant to Deborah went away? This kid was right. I would re. Why would weigh rather gotta Disneyland than the beach yeah yeah yeah, maybe and racist as Democrats using Restless Republic? I just think you know that The beach is like it said. I you know Disneyland is is just, although you don't always see the Disneyland, but it should

be pure joy January, a lot of exhausted families of anything that block of like angry celebrities. Disneyland. Oh, my god, who had set up it didn't matter sad celebrities anyway, don't get out there and it's like Billy Corrigan sitting on it, then just like were looking furious and upset that their deadly at most likely there upset the summons taking their photo. It didn't matter not even upset at all is sort of. Like I mean rising, I think they just have been like some people does have board resting face through and that in a snapshot of a moment that you know, I think that's what some people who judge celebrities or judge anything based on one image. One picture: one sentence like look: do. If someone followed you around all day long and catalogued everything you said anything there are so many times that a joke are an expression of something could be taken out of context, and do you want to have your entire existence judged on us

a second judged and destroy it's. It's so ridiculous that that's how that that's, where people are at we're in a very black and white place, black or white place in society of like you, either need to be good all the time or you need him if you mess up once you are dead but good actually, but good and bad, which are subject to very terror and based on individual preferences. It's it's an impossible standard, because you can't be good to everyone all the time. You know I mean you deal with that. I don't know. I mean, like I'm pretty in this way they were pretty of. That is where the word that began around her that the snow I mind, train nascent quite a few of them there's a picture of me and the great actions. I think I don't know who that is. That's, oh she's, a gorgeous model. I can't think of her name Alice yeah. I was Central Europe

that's Jennifer, Garner, looking upset when whose one with the without a Carter. I think that was a cardiac. I think the goofy hat was. I think that that that's all that was the answer was, has ever been set in your podcast. Goofy hat was beyond the Google we normally can render. Who feels colloquialisms was literally goofy rang a groove Yoshi. We have we weren't goofy, it's one of the few times that you will be like all my god. That's beyond, say a meeting we had on beyond. Say it's a great blog. I enjoyed myself thoroughly about when I like, I think it's great when I have seen celebrities

barks I'd. I love it. I love that they're like gonna fuck, and I need to still go to Disneyland. I think there is going to be some type of an emotional implosion at some point of everyone feeling and not just celebrities, but everyone's online of everyone ultimately feeling on guard all the time and trying to monitor everything they do to be perfect. This goes back to being perfect or not perfect, and not perfect is instant failure. Thing. It's not is working well when will we have evolved? If someone says something stupid, don't fucking attack them. Ask them why they said it or get some context or try to understand. But you know a good fire fighting. You can't fight extremism with extremism. You can't fight. If you think someone is making a crazy statement. You know me B was taken out of context, or maybe they don't really say it or maybe there was a reason or maybe you you know, I met her person that you never would have interacted with. Before there wasn't twitter. There are horrible people in my home town that say horror.

Things that are used to hear them say when I would be at the diner in my hometown. Why do I give more credence to them now that their typing it right? Why people who say things that are against you or whatever, again the opposite of what you believe are always going to exist? I dont know if we need to keep a catalogue of them all the time like someone's yell. If someone tells me on Twitter and they mean our someone I've, were met, never will meet, they don't like they're, not on twitter return. They just seemed only attack. People on Twitter was, I ever gonna interact with you before twitter, but without ever do you think we're we'd have only what I've heard of you ever going to hire me for a high profile job hire someone to go through my twitter before you slang you an answer. Two thousand ten map was seen some real, dumb shit fathom fifty mats, Israel's them well, yeah, that's that's! The thing is that you can't you know you can't judge a person's entire existence based on one tweet or one joke, or one because

Everyone says dumb things at one time or another and everyone and mean literally everyone, TAT, Anne, but also this policing of source or, like that's interesting metaphor, looking at the Dizzy LAN thing, because that's kind of what are called what what modern cultured has become its we're all in this ride, and there are people in the back that you ve never heard of that are looking like fish. Rose. I got that guy's not enjoying this. The same way that I am fuck em, where you now that you know using you're crazy paradise. What are you pay attention to your fucking kids? You know what I'm a good time during the police. Everyone probation by why this standing by the child swap apparent turn is next enjoy their savage your contacts. That was the contact you David

I'm always a big fan of context, especially for things like that, because I watched people that I had sometimes respect for when I was growing up, say horrible, sometimes racists, hateful things and then, when you talk to them, you see that they're scared, they're scared, that the way that they thought the world works is different and they don't know what to do about it, and I was like oh you're. The fear makes sense to me like that. I get that. I get being afraid that things are changing changes, scary now I just think people now. I think it's it's unfortunately

much more insidious and self serving than I think people would realise, but running around in trying to call everyone out on stuff is, is so is so much more selfish than it is altruistic, because I think there are legitimately some people that want positive social change, and I think those people go about it in positive ways and constructive ways. They really do try to understand what it feels like. The majority of people just want a finger point and tear down because it makes them feel better about themselves, and that is selfish. That is inherently suffers when you are trying to achieve significant through someone else's downfall. It doesn't

matter. You know, if you think you're on the right side of the argument, that's mechanically is is, is a bad way to go about it. Why did they build good? You do for your cell phone, although it also just doesn't foster positivity foster learning it like people, don't learn when you yell at them. People learn when you talk to them in and try to understand, even if you don't agree with them, rather than think my little this fucking piece of shit, you know I mean you know comedies Kommeni, it's silly like comedy supposed to be satirical but but people do that for serious, like line, oh there's a lot of things that we say on at midnight that I would never say in life like to a real in a real situation to a real person, but you know, but I feel like there's just so much a great there's so much aggression of like this, so much this much barking and I wished. I think that aggression could be really useful if waited in a direction that is towards change rather than towards and taking away

thing right so that I tried it when I'm having a day where I want to scream at everyone online, which happens all the time, I don't I intentionally, don't let myself do it, and then I try to do something that is productive and some capacity. I'm a huge volunteering nerd. I think, too show me it uses is all wounds and all like frustrations, and I try to do it as much as I can do need money. If I'm super angry and I can't stop being angry. I do need money to someone that I believe is doing something good all. What a great idea every single time, yeah yeah I try to its. I do a exchange that's a positive. Where did you get here rather than its act on three men? And you don't have the money then have the time to do it like that? I used to not have money to donate to soften than I would donate my time like donate something of yourselves that can help to people you do like. Rather than focusing on the people who died. I guess it would just be nice, but I think most people don't have this level of awareness, but it would just be nice if the people who are constantly trying to tear down

if they think they're on the rights that you, even if you even if you agree with them, it's like hey man, don't make enemies out of your allies. Like don't approach things that way. I wish people would understand. That's that kind of attacking that type of tearing down. You know like that, doesn't count as your community. Urban volunteer that volunteering making the world a better place in making the world a more aggressive place. Community service really is going out and donating your tat like sending a tweet

what that guy. You know like fuckin tear that thing down like that's done. Kendrick made observes that counts as you serving your own ego feel better. I also think it's easy to get caught in that loop because I feel, like I've felt myself being pulled into it and being like. Oh shit like this could happen. Anybody, I feel even really really good people have gotten sucked into this. Like kind of negativity. Calling people are really amazing. Smart wonderful aware people have gotten pulled into it and I wonder if some of them have that same thing, you we're talking out of that addiction to drama sure yeah. Well, it's just that if you, if you don't feel significant, the ever. Everyone wants significance in some way or another, and I feel like part of part of life, and even when you look at biologically, you know I ladder you do I matter, because you know when you break it down. Of course, at the very basic level we are beings who also

we want want to live on in some way. Is it through genetic? Sir, as it did you we want to pass our genes down. Do we want to pass our ideas down, but I feel like we would not exist angel. He met me where I feel a great good at I feel like we would not exist as a species. If we, if we didn't, have this desire to thrive, in some way or if you like, that, expresses its autonomy and without having thrive guys and we fuck, and while they were wrong, you can't- careful me under dollar and then vote whether or not there are we bought that are destroyed their American. This do neanderthals I mean if they put a moat ease up on the Wall Day. That's the only way they can communicate with them Edward eggplant emerges no immediate results. So many but dumb, but I think that part of it is just trying to establish some type of I matter. I die

significant! I am, and I understand the you nice. I certainly understand the desire to do that. The urge to do that, but think. That's the right way to go about it, a lot of ways we significant, I think that's what another thing people don't they think they need to be famous in this town. Specifically, people think they need to be famous to be significant, Bertha, this light, as I also think that what we are talking about earlier is that you no change through aggression is the same type of things like I'm, going to all the sudden work out. Ten times a week of animals like that is an extreme, I think real lasting change is is, is is com, incremental and an understanding hat in it, but perhaps not aggressive Well, yeah it cuz! No one, even if you force someone to believe you in if you force someone to go okay, fine, you're right there, they don't they're, not going to like they're just going to resent you know what I mean enforcing someone to stay with you who wants to break up the agenda I would certainly like how can I make them stay with me? What do you want to be with someone like your four things?

to stay within I win. What are you winning? Who, like think about your ultimate goal here? What is it that you? What you may not know at this point, because you care for someone to be lower the damn it yeah, the bummer, yeah. I wish you good. I don't want you, though I do not look up. Look up your married gray point so happily, very very happily, and I'm not even then to why do really, but here now. I just saw two movies with him in a little longer reserve, and why do we, as the one we were hardly know, is probably the beach knew that white skin about going beyond british Labour party hurry. You're also I'm freelance rapped at one time on camera was like me, somebody says relay rap freelance. Thank you.

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I beg you. Gonna have we're gonna use the misery you village. Sometimes these blood cancer like there was issued, was good. You know that because we were all trying to learn about ourselves in as much as we're trying to discover thing up, discover things for other people, but I am, I am actually very excited to read your book. I think because I've always had such great affection for you you're such a kind, gentle, wonderful person to be around, and also someone who is very uncomfortable cobbling seen her and we did the when women, where I dropped in a meltdown and someone who is on stage promoting your book. Can they are constantly on face? Will she was so flustered, unlike storage dog?

They call it's like. I genuinely very sellers in that way that I like, if you'd come of it me I'll, be like out now. I hope thank checking up on stage having no. No, no, don't you dare getting better that I'm getting more and more comparable with that. But yes, thank you fly for that. I think I think, for a very for a very constructive and and and warm sincere book in in sort of real terms. I think people should check out your check out super you in and follow you on the appropriate platforms, the genome y know MIT. That is correct. The jeweler explain you. I know you explain to me why you pie you city, burlesque dancing, and I was my brother s name. Are you serious know that I know why you have to say it? Like all my that's fan yeah and, my dear, I propose introducing alive of anyone never read your There is an you dated circus.

Berlin and your married to a comic book, a comedy showing you do a video game, pod, cadmium, eroding spoken, so many big you're you're the poverty example of like what what it means to be in our culture, like being able to do a lot of different things. You know and not have to just stick to one thing and then integrate those things ass. They can. I dont really. I dont Berlin stands at all any more. In my teacher when I told her what my name was gonna, be everybody else's like Vivian, less tax or what I am sure that with an actual in and she was like- I'm that's a little too joking it out like, sorry, that's my living and so much respect on the part of Berlin and my teacher is. It was an amazing woman and I haven't done it since it because she was so good. I am vanity, but what does the underlie? What is the essence of good burlesque it? tease, it's not about how much can you show it's about the fact that you are making the audience want you to take it off and you are taking your fucking time with it. Helped me a lot and I recommend all girls get into a burlesque class too

rediscover to understand your sexuality in a way that belongs to you and nobody else, because you're dancing only for you special when you're in the classes, you aren't dancing for due to zero when people what they want. When you feel like it absolutely right, it was like all my sex. My sexuality can exist without it and do being present. I have to have a do there. He can. It could just be mine, it doesn't have to belong anybody areas of known every year. We got a lot more about events of this is mine, and I didn't give it to you either like I'll just be waiting here for when you're ready to levy near. But I don't know I'm curious as it is, is met me I mean everyone has, is different, but do women ever go? I'm really bored. I guess like a jerk off. You don't owe me my do when have I've. I've Camille their town is anybody else,

well, I guess I'll do that. Maybe I'll figure out some writers, something a little bigger needs immemorial, get a pizza, maybe work out. Nothing good from the coffee, because you know might might make my question was on generally mail in tone deaf, but I, but I just never I'd, never actually, I've. Never as that quite clearly that we are alive us have the same like well, especially, could do that for me it's like with when compels not there, but for me Special lady friends are like well that's how you start today, you're gonna, clear the chambers in and get away. Oh interesting, ass, clear and never yet corroded interesting, You can also find me on Tumblr Emily, be Gordon Toddler, declines, fantastic regret,

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you know him with anybody, the most sincerely may now I gotta do this with its probably. You know my days when I wake up just like the emails command and I instantly have to you know like to start dealing Take it easy. I would say you make him in morning. You do you literally you do you are, I give try, Given I mean I'm, not a hundred percent convinced I'm going to reduce vat on. They were only too funny hell. No by your change and Billina see the look in your eye, guys, everything's just so chill in David. This has been the earth wire wound up all the time you I had no incremental change Baghdad, huge jungle one morning awake then it could become too mornings. Then five warnings, then all

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Only ever they would say you know. Romancing still was great. I'm totally at a crush on Billy Ocean. From that I like arrested, my first was Gina Davis and having a leaner, oh so gorgeous and everybody the make up and hair was one point that movie baseball and I think I'm an older Gina Davis in that was pretty pretty pretty when she was the already yeah. Alright, I really was a different woman. It was a different woman, but she was it was ok Escobar, relax now that I've talked anymore just get a when I read reports, so many great parts and so reading a book means you're like talking to a person, so red super. In fact Emily. That's right! I'm a conversation with me to recover enjoy your more

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