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I have never read a memoir like this. I've read lots and lots of memories, lots of books, but you have a life, time taking time to be more fully present your journey become more inspired and connected to the deeper world around us starts right now. Well, hello, malaysia and hello, oh brother, so great to see you and welcome to super saw. that I really didn't look at, how it was selling or anything. I thought you know what whoever needs to read. It will read it. I don't wanna worry about that and it felt vulnerable to share my story. So I just realized. You know you can't control that kind of stuff, but I was absolutely thrilled to hear that people were responding into it and then it's number two new york times bestseller. I couldn't believe it. I I I I was overjoyed when congratulations

the best sellers? How does that feel? It deals fantastic Oprah. I really you know before I heard about that. I really didn't look at how it was selling or anything. I thought you know one whoever needs to read. It will read it out on a worry about that, I felt vulnerable to share my story. So I just realized. You know you can't control that kind of stuff, but I was absolutely thrilled to hear that people were responding into it and that its number two near times bestseller. I couldn't believe it. I I I I was of sharing your story been like for you. I wondered after while is telling the same.

stories is a triggering or is it healing yeah? That's really interesting and writing. The accident chapter was really hard. I felt like I held my breath when I was writing it, and then I took a deep exhale when I finished reading a look. He said over. Ok, let's move on, and I also wanted to get everything correct. I wanted to lay it out as well as I remember it, and it almost felt like surgery like very precise, but one of the things people would ask me: oh, is this cathartic and I'm thinking? No, it's not cathartic like. I feel, like I've already process that stuff in therapy. But then, strangely enough, a few months ago, when I was finishing up the book just one day, I just googled, you know the the night of the accident I googled my cousin's address in mansfield, ohio and the where the accident took place and then her home address, and I I discovered that my dad had driven for

in the minutes, and we were eighty minutes from home, which is really heartbreaking to think about new know that he had driven and we were almost home and then we're on over their unlike dead man's curve, and that was really sad. I thought is an interesting thing about trauma that, for whatever reason you know, I haven't thought I didn't do that for fifty. google, my cousins, addressing those field ohio and where the accident took place. I thought you live in a world where you can google it now and twenty years ago you did not, but what's so interesting about what you're saying to me is that, as you continue to process trauma, it's always it's always there. It just means you handle it differently or respond differently. But what happened? Is you gould? And then you had never thought of it. That way before, because when I read in the book that you already traveled ninety minutes- and it was like a two hour- drive

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until you left for college. It was really just the three of you against the world and I thought it was interesting. A term you and your sister made up about other little girls explain what a hot cocoa girl is. Hot cocoa girl is like a girl who has a mommy and daddy, and things are pretty easy and he can just take it for granted that they are taken care of and they have both parents- and you know they were kind of like the girls who were just like you know they might get cold like in a restaurant like I need like a shawl or like something warm to warm me up or if they have like a like a small t, trauma kind of thing. They're like oh, my god, you know if it's like

My grandfather died in, and I don't mean to minimize that, but I'm saying it might be like they might make such a you know big deal about it, so I guess those types of girls kind of bothered, my sister and I cause we felt like they get to take that all for granted and can need people. I think for me when I was little, I felt embarrassing to be needy I have different reactions to losing a parent at a young age. Some may be saying that childlike state of like I want my mommy and I'm mad. My or my reaction was like. I don't need anybody and I can take care of myself and I don't want to feel vulnerable, and that feels embarrassing. So I guess like when I saw like girls dating or whatever, and they could just put to rest her head. In their boyfriend's. Shoulder I just was like wow. What is that? I don't? It was like a foreign concept to me like to be that needy. granted. So I have a very different kind of you know the last

personally, I have kind of an urgency for like this. Is yet europe too bad? You know when you're alive, like use your mind, so it just gives you a very different perspective. I just don't take it for granted at all. If they had lost, they had lost a parent, and so so many of my girls come from this sense of abandonment. not understanding. Why, your sister made up about other little girls, explain what a hot cocoa girl is her cook. A girl is like a girl who has a mommy and daddy, and things are pretty easy and you can just take it for granted that they are taken care of and they have both parents, and you know that once a year we're over to girls. I was saying it shows up in different ways: either you end up being this clinging, clinging, clinging kind of girl. When me or if they have a girl like a smart, she charm a kind of thing. They're like oh, my god, you know if it's like

my grandfather died in another, we did minimized I'm saying it might be like they might make such it be no big deal about it. So I guess those types of girls kind of bothered, my sister and I guess we felt like us- they get to take that offer granted, and here I can need people. I think from me when I was little I thought embarrassing to be needy. People have different reactions, are losing appeared at a young age. Some maybe stand that child like state joseph apparent at age. Four versus seven is very different developmentally, so I just did. I didn't want to get closer female teachers because I thought well, if I get close, I'm going to disappoint them, so all be bad for so at least I'm in charge. So I'm not going to close I'll just be bad. That way, I won't you know, set myself up to get abandoned I just I'll leave you first. Yes, and it's so interesting because you were told like so many other kids are told. You know your mommy's in Heaven, okay, and so, if you don't even understand cause who has a concept of what Heaven is at fault,

Then you don't even understand what that is and you're being told your mummy is in Heaven. So why can't we call her? Why can't we reacher right? That was my reaction. I just thought they tried to package it like. It was good news. We were raised catholics, they said no she's in Heaven. You know she's in Heaven and I said well, could we get there? Could we could we could be? I just couldn't accept that I said: could we take a hot air balloon or can be fly there? It can be go up into the clouds and- and they said no, no, you know, but I I really couldn't accept it. So then I just went into a fantasy way. and and kind of thinking- oh well, maybe she'll be back of the house and she'll be alive or she'll be around that corner of that corner of that corner, and I mean it's it's very sad and then that fantasy was punctured. When I was in fifth grade and a boy sent me a mean note, installing the road haha, your mom,

or you end up being the kind of person who pushes people away, and you were the pushes people away and also acted out. female teachers because you wanted to push them around. You write that I did. I was afraid that I felt effective aftermath. You hadn't processed it- you hadn't, been to therapy there wasn't you know that people aren't talking about it in a meaningful way. That would help a little girl and her sister, ma get through it and so you'd sort of repressed it and now you're in the fifth grade. I think it was when shows up and says that did didn't. As you note saying, your mother is dead yeah. It has me a note and I be back first. So at least no wonder charge of I'm to kick his ass. that way. I won't, you know, set myself up to get a band and others I'll leave you first. Yes in it, so interesting because you would

told like so many other kids who told you know your mommy's in Heaven. Ok, and so don't even understand those who has a concept of what Heaven is at fault. Well, yeah, you know even understand what that he is in your being told your mommy and having so. Why can't we call her. Why can't we reach a right? That was my reaction. I just such they tried to package it like. It was good news. We were right, done in class and then they saw that I was kind of weak and- and I realized I'm much more vulnerable than I'm letting on, and it felt and it felt and then my dad said. Oh I heard about what happened in school. Do you want to talk about it and I I felt embarrassed like no I'm fine yeah. It made me realize that I that really there was a lot of stuff going on inside about that, and I wasn't going to see one more thing too. That was so sweet was when we were kids. You know I was devastated. I was heavily greeting, my mom and my sister.

I was four so sad. We went to go, live with my aunt and we would learn how to tire shoes, and I would go I wish katie was alive. She would love learning how to make the bunny rabbits and It is not fair to ask three yes and then you, but nobody wanted to talk about it. Nobody wanted to send it into us girls and when I called out, might make an too sad to bring it up, but Emily went to church of saint Thomas one day we move back role. Neighbourhood of a priest came up to me, father murray, and he knelt down and acknowledge our loss and he held my hands and he had an irish broken. He goes molly very sad. You lost your mother and yourself And so you sort of repressed it and now you're in the fifth grade. I think it was illegal, shows up and says that did didn't pass. You note saying your mother your mother's dead. Yet it has been no and I

it's so interesting because Viola Davis in her memoir finding me talks about also a teacher who had done that for her. It was so sweet they all rallied around me and they will attach so mean and right, Patrick, was I'll. Kick your ass. How do you do that to molly What's going on, doesn't matter to other people to have an adult affirm you that way can really be the thing that allows you to hold onto yourself exactly and it could just it's just one person and I I'll never forget loved him or at that twice every person is so important, so you got saved really you know and I realized I am much more vulnerable than I'm letting on and felt in. It felt and then my dad said. Oh I heard about what happened in schools. You wanna talk about it and I felt embarrassing now, I'm fine. He had made me realize that I've that really there was a lot of stuff going on inside about that, and I was going to say one more thing to them.

that was so sweet was when we were kids. You know I was devastated. I was heavily grieving, my mom and my sister when I was for so sad, we went to live with and we would learn at attire shoes and I would go. I wish katy was alive. She would love learning how to make the bunny rabbits and is not fair, to ask three yes and then you, but nobody wanted to talk about it. Nobody wanted to send it into us girls and when I called out might make an too said: don't bring it up.

it should ship with Gail and having someone who is that iran is your spiritual partner in life, she's your ride or die hide. How did she help you heal even at that young age? That's so sweet of her! Thank you. It makes me emotional. I actually just saw her in cleveland and you know she has not she's a real survivor herself, but I think she helped me because she was very maternal and she was younger than me too. She was two years younger than me, but when I would get in an argument with my dad or whatever you pick a fight, I would be upset, and I wanted to write about a complicated relationship that I have with my father too. I deeply loved him and it was complicated. He would sometimes act out or get jealous. You know if I went off to play with an and he would pick a fight with me and so by the time I go play with I was so sad. I believe I hate him. I am, I hate ups choosing, it's ok molly. She would have to sit with me for about an hour and just listen to my feelings. Almost like a therapist or like a man

if she was like it's okay, I understand- and I was so moved by that with you as little girls, I mean yeah, we're gonna talk about and your your dad what a complicated relationship that has become. your dad, obviously is going through his thing and going through his thing of his feelings of loss and also, I'm sure, and so many emotions and yet jealous. and professional traumas, then, at forty when a catastrophic event strikes polina design, you'd found somebody yeah he was that too cause. He was also. My aunt loves my father. To this day. He would defend her like a father like he always defending her like something happened during the heist when he called this boy. How dare you do that? I'm a lawyer- and you know so- she loves

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helping nasty, all and Jane you know In that time you went and got on the plane and flew to. That is an unbelievable story. Isn't it crazy Oprah? He he was like a. I n ramped reminded me when we were just in cleveland. She said: do you remember that day my mom and your dad were sitting on the porch having a glass of wine and he was like you know, it'll be the greatest stunt if you hopped a plane I feel that very much in very deeply in my own life and felt it so strongly. After my past it takes some growing into yours. to get to that, but I think when I you were finish as your book. I think that your mother, your sister, your family, that had pass laws watch yourself on an airline by saying. Oh, can we It's gonna say goodbye to our sister and then you hit in the back, and then you ended up in a completely different city, and I what I love is as the face of the flight attendant when she realizes, My relationship with gale and having

think someone who is there an is yours, spiritual part. It's like. I don't want to get fired. I'm just going to let you stay on here. She looked petrified. She came to take a drink order and she was like. Can I get you something to drink? Looked like she was fluent, and then we thought when we got off it. She was going to bust us, but she just said bye. Ladies, have a nice She was very maternal and she was younger than me till she was two years under the maid, but when I would get an argument with my dad, printing around in our to choose and about pink ballerina outfits and move we ve just and then by dab, only told my dad, he he was said. Well, he couldn't be mad because it gives us permission play with any- would pick a fight with me. So by the time I got play with her always so sad. I believe I hate him freedoms. Cusic, it's ok, molly. She would have to sit with me for a ban, ballerina outfits be reduced to little con artists on a crime spree in new york city. Stealing, I love new york. T shirts

in move. Have then he said, or it's not gonna work for you to stay in well they're not know what the hotels aren't gonna, let you wait in the lobby till we get there. So why don't you come come back home and you gotta hop on a plane back home, I'm not going to pay for it. Wow what in the end, you know, I think the father being so open and not requiring you to have to be ladylike or requiring you to follow, The rules is what allowed you to be who you are or were you aware at the time that most young women didn't have that I wasn't Where are the Oprah till years later, when I met this like a, I worked at cravings restaurant on sunset boulevard and I was doing my comedy- show the robin molly show and in that show I did my character, Sally O'Malley and she would hike up her red pants and it people really liked it and I invited her to the show and she I wanted me for himself- and you know he wasn't doing.

But you know he wasn't dealing with his own sexuality, so he was. I was like his coffee dont, so so it was complicated, but audience disgusting and I said really well. I I thought to myself. I'm so glad I didn't have so a mother like you like. It really would have inhibited my comedy abe love letter to your dad, and so many people write about the parent. They didn't happen, you real. Honor your father in such a way and honest You know the worthy kept springing. To my mind when I was I was like whoa this this this actually define.

quote normal for man, and you write that he had a terrible temper struggle without the hong kong. At the same time, he was also you biggest cheerleader instil confidence in you. I mean to the point of you know, doing some crazy things in helping nasty all in cheap, and you know that time you and an got on the plane and flew to that is an unbelievable story. Isn't a crazy Oprah keeps he was like? I am reminded me when we were just in cleveland. She said you remember that day, my mom and dad we're sitting on the porch having a glass of wine- and he was like you know- will be the greatest stunt if you have to play in that, would get you on the cover of the papers. He liked, like you, know yes and then you didn't, we did it. We didn t dare to how old? Are you guys? I wasn't sure? How would you were in that? I was a. We were an was eleven and I was thirteen while crazy yeah, you got yourself,

on an airline by saying how can we just gotta biter our sister and then you hid you the back and then you ended up in a completely different city, and I are what I love is: is the place of the flight

exactly as well as at the rear brain is trained to feel. That way. To think that I exactly that's, that's it and I also felt like I didn't really want people to come see me perform. It was fine if it with strangers, but if it was somebody I knew I had a fear of disappointing them, like other gonna, be disappointed in one of these. So I think that type of thing gives you this drive to keep. You know wanting to do better. I think the early childhood hard stuff gave me a certain bounds ability in showbiz, where I was like this rejection is hard, but it's not as bad as when I was little and then I think also I was driven to achieve to work to make it. You know striving driven, because I was trying to get somewhere and then, when I finally got the most famous and as an l,

people coming up to me. Recognizing me, I would turn a compliment south like they would go. Oh I love you know Mary katherine Gallagher, and I would I would find something wrong with it and I realized I had this like anxiousness like sad feeling, and I I realized that I really just wanted my mom to tell me I was good. I was. I had been striving all those years trying to achieve the hotels are gonna. Let you wait in the lobby till we get there. So what are you come? Come back home and you gonna happen a plain back home. I'm not gonna pay for it wow, but Oprah it was actually like a relief because then I could just enjoy being creative. I was like you, don't have to be the best. You want to be number one. You could be number thirty five. and- and it gave me it made me- enjoy life as an actress. More and being creative not having to be because it wasn't going to bring her back so then I could finally grieve her as an a

for when I met this like oh, I worked cravings restaurant on sunset boulevard and I was doing my comedy show the robin molly shown in that. Shall I did my character, sally amalgams, even higher up her red hansen, yes, so true you write about a time before you were famous. I thought this was such a big indication of who you are, as a human being. You were doing a show, in LOS angeles, hoping for agents to come and and and actually discover you and you write if people couldn't afford to buy it. Yet I would pay for their ticket. I was really into creative visualization. I thought some day the money is going to come back to me and I believed, if I put it out, it would come back to me ten fold. well. I I learned that too. I know this to be true. It's actually Newton's third law of motion. How did you

come to realize that this was how the world works, I didn't know for sure, but I really loved that book by shakti going creative visualization and I would sit and do the exercises and write stuff as if it was in the present and some of it. Sometimes it felt embarrassing, but I would go sit in a beautiful park and spend you know an hour or two writing stuff in the present and I I wrote I am on Saturday night live, I am making people laugh. I wrote. I have journals where I wrote that way before it happened and- and I wrote about becoming a mother, I I wrote about a good relationship. I really wanted to have a boyfriend, so I just I practiced it and I had a good spiritual philosophy and I really did feel like you know what, if somebody can't afford the ticket I'm going to pay for and that money is going to come back to me and it worked that worked and you were always so open, because your father was also open to meeting diverse.

The people I mean, I love the fact that you tell everybody I see my shell and that even homeless people on the street would take a bus and then your light blows up because your mother, so you would always not trust whenever theirs there's a good situation. You, like I noticed, can be some bad coming around the corner. That's right! Exactly at once, at you'll, be a brain is trained to feel that way. To think that, I exactly that's, that's it and I also felt like I didn't really want people to come see me perform. It was fine if it was true but my dentists always thought better of your dentist was there because you are one of those people like that, thing? Gives you this trial it's going to happen. I'm going to need a root canal, so if my dentist is you're going to feel better, I mean wow, it's crazy. I I've grown since then, but at the time I was like, I would be driving on the ten freeway with wigs in my backseat on my way to do a show inviting two hundred people and I would be nervous like something bad going to happen,

work to make it you know serving driven. Because I was trying to get it does for everybody almost. I would imagine Coming up to be recognising me, I would turn a compliment. South Oh, I love you know Mary catherine Gallagher and I were I and find something wrong with it, and I realize I have is like anxiousness dislikes sad feeling, and I realise that I really just one in my mind, I want to tell me I was good. I was. I had been striving all those years trying to achieve leading you to making millions got people press and empathize with your characters. Yes, I was in it. Any of this, but over it was actually like a relief because, if you just enjoy being created, I would like you to be the best soon to be number one. You could be number

duh having decreed original material, because I couldn't get cast his best friend on these tv shows. I wasn't getting cast, but it forced me to create my own state Joe make up my own characters right, my own material. It was much harm It was a harder path, but then I got on Saturday night live, which was the right thing for me for the type of performer that I am more michael's. He runs is no ship. He doesn't care what hollywood does or what hollywood thinks he just as his own thing. He doesn't at an that's what I love about morn. He really has his own island of picking whom he wants. He doesn't really

care about that, but hollywood people think he did. I mean I dunno. He was comedy people, he cast us, whoever whoever he wants and he has really good instincts and we are still very close. We just had dinner, I adore lorne and we have a great relationship, and I just have so much respect for him and he actually said a really interesting thing at dinner recently, where he was like you know, laughter can be dangerous and I was like yeah, so we had he just he's so insightful and right, and he gave me the break of my life, I'm so grateful to lorne and during your years there you had to do

a lot of impressions of famous people. I remember the monica lewinsky years. We all do during the height of that scandal, but you write that you never wanted to make fun of any body. So how did you thread that needle, I think that's so profound? I wouldn't want to hurt somebody's feelings I feel, like sometimes people think they're people, so I I don't. I did not want to ever hurt anybody and when there's something big in the news going on, Lauren will decide who's going to play him. Ok, Mollie you're, going to play monica. So that's a big appointment to get. I was excited that Lauren chose me to play. Monica Lewinsky and John goodman was gonna play linda tripp. It was a big deal you get. That means you get written for two, so I just tried to do an accurate impression of what I thought you know she seemed like a girl who was really in love and love and really kind of obsessing

watch the sky and I think she was thrown under the bus before me too. I feel like absolutely Hillary was too and I just I dunno. I have often think of myself. Oh my god, While a gallon, I used to say, like I said, The shop yes, I wanted to show to be for everybody and represent the city of LOS angeles, a big metropolitan city in, and I wanted them to build most people to come see the show. I also invited my dentists because We have leaves of grass and telling me how important it is it's over exactly. You can completely understand how she felt you know gonna feel better ivy. Well, it's crazy I've, I've, groans and found, but at the time I was like I would be driving on the chin freeway with which my back seat on my way to do is show inviting tudor people. I would be nervous like something that I'm gonna happen. You know because it's too good right now, yet you good right now we're getting said

a good ending, I think people always remember how things in the twi you know. After twenty five years I wanted to bring the Oprah show to a close how you were very aware and appreciative of every second, that you were there and you wrote such touching things about well years ago. You know exactly so you do it when you love it, it's a right and look, look, look at you, you know, You are what nobody doubts looking eyes. Looking laws that says very like in us will do all the towers last long enough so excited but yeah I did. I did want to do it because I respected lauren in the show so much I feel like people stay too long, they're phoning it in, and I was like I love this job I could have. I could freeze myself right there. I, when people said oh snl, stepping stone. I was like a stepping stone This is like the island. I want to camp for life this. This might be the greatest ever and learn appreciated that I had that. That philosophy

The live. Variety is just as unique one of a kind thing. It's true. There is nothing like it, but I did. I felt like I'd been working. My whole life. I wanted to just go out for coffee with my friends I wanted to. I had met my husband. I wanted to spend time dating just wanted to enjoy my life. You know I feel, like you: can work really but then you need to enjoy what you done. Otherwise, what's the point yet You know what I love that you write this on page one. Twenty you said I've seen people who are superstar movie stars who still feel like they're. Only as good as their last movie and they're full of fear and insecurity, and I think, wait a minute you're scared, while in that case I'd better just enjoy where I am because if you're scared that we're off because of life, changing realization, yeah and there can be such a kind of it- is a life changing realization and there can be such a thing where you're just constantly, never feeling a laugh buying into the fear in the town, and it's just like I just don't want to live that way.

Out of impressions, are famous people. I remember the monica lewinsky years. We all do during the height of that scandal, but you write that you never wanted to make fun of any body. So how did you thread that? Needle? I think that so profound in I don't wanna hurt somebody's feelings. I felix most people think their people, so I dont- I did not want to ever heard anybody and am when there's something big in the news going on law and will decide who's gonna play her. Ok, molly you're gonna play monica. So that's a big appointment to get I was excited at worn, shows me to blame, Monica Lewinsky and John goodman was gonna play linda trap. It was a big deal, you get. That means you get written for too, so I just tried to do an accurate impression we could be friends,

who was million, love, love and really kind of obsessing about this guy and I think she was thrown under the bus before me too. I feel like absolutely hilary was too and I just I don't know. I have been asked such an honor. For me to speak to you. Why was it? Why was this the right time? I know that you you, you are blessed to be with your dad. While he was dying and you had multiple revelations there and you found something your dad had written on. A yellow legal pad about. God is love. God is love. What what brought you to the point where you felt like now is the time to release your.

Memoir into the world. Well, my husband was very encouraging, but it wasn't like I had people saying: oh, please, canute knocking down my door. Please can you write a book now? I kind of rallied myself and I felt, like I felt embarrassed. I felt like nobody's gonna care about the stupid, nobody's gonna care about this that bear saying, but then I thought just do it be brave and walk through your fee, and just tell your story, share your story and do it and I wanted my children to be proud and I wanted to hopefully inspire people and, of course make people laugh. So I just wanted to be brave. I feel like the more women that can tell their stories the better. You know I read a lot of scripts and I'm reading these female parts, and so I think I was like. I should tell my story, but I was you look at us. Sensory looking eyes on the vat is always let's look at us.

itself proud. I know your children are going to be proud and csr side of you that they didn't know that existed with their mom whenever they can read this book was like I love this job I could have. I could freeze myself right there. I, when people said as a stepping stone, I wasn't a stepping stone. This is like the island. I want in hello. Molly, when the euro, the title you didn't think Craig you so much mind I did. I felt like I been working. My whole life. I wanted you just go off her coffee with my friends and I wanted to. I had met my husband. I wanted you to spend time dating. I just wanted to enjoy my life. You know I feel

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