This is optimal. Living daily episode, twenty one, eighty two brilliance and the trench by Angelina, Jolie of exploring plan b darker and I'm just a moloch, nor can jump into today's article as we optimize your life brilliant, Senator and by Angelina Jolie of exploring plan b darker April There has been a long year. I said these words mortal and I can care to admit over the last few weeks a barrage of bad news, and bounding challenges brought a feeling of overwhelm, unlike any I've ever experienced before on one of those dark days I tried to describe to a loved one how I was feeling I felt ass, though standing on a platform of small cup of water in my hand, while watching a train, those completely engulfed in flames, speed down the tracks, I felt helpless beyond belief.

of what could possibly happen next, how shocked at how quickly and drastically life could change and perhaps the hardest part I felt wish, over being so far away from loved ones who needed support in so many ways we ve been easy to lose all hope to yield to despair, but through it all there was a sustenance tat. I cannot Goin. Yes, there was a numbness, but through also a resilience, yesterday's our hard, but there is a growing strength. As if the whirlwind of events wasn't enough. One in the mill that all our frisian freezer stopped working as a problem that paled and compare everything else I was on my proverbial plate, but it was a problem nonetheless, one which brought with it too many and practicalities to be, or, as my husband and I set out early the next morning, to find a replacement. We were prepared for how difficult task that would be apparently are old. Faithful is an outdated make me

Oh and color, as though we visited much more stores and we had initially anticipated in an attempt to find an appliance thou match the rest of our space as the exit yet another store empty handed. We had around a gaping trench and the sidewalk to get to our car There was rubble on both sides of the whole, but not a workman in sight. For whatever reason, this trench seem to have been untouched for a very long time. The caution Taber wretched around the site was old and aided. There was no indication that works would recommence anytime soon or that the pavement would eventually restored. As I carefully walked past the open trench, something come my eye growing out of sight of it Concrete reign was a thing stock bearing bright green leaves and two brilliantly colored flowers. The site cause me to stop. Suddenly the mill the role and stare. I can believe are seeing hardly a place

nourishment and growth. This plant had somehow found exam what is needed in order to thrive. Barely a Putting it standing tall and firm, his beauty was pronounced, the rubble from all around it wait. I called out to me Spain, as he walked up ahead. I need to take a picture of this of rain. He inquired watching me as though the stress of the last few weeks had finally gone to me. I looked at him in ah, he had seen it that way most brazenly caught my eye was so easily missed by someone walking right beside me, I smiled and turn my attention back to the brilliance in the trench us painfully peacefully reminded that there is a delay dichotomy to life that we could feel helpless and yet hopeful that we could experience here deep within our bones and yet stand firm. grounded in faith that we could grieve immensely, and yet Voice and New found life.

We could be miles apart from the ones we love and yet bound closely together with cords. That cannot be broken understand with a rational mind, yet pray for a miracle that we can look at it piling up all around us and yet miss the brilliant colours of hope that manage to grow through the cracks, The challenges of April have left our hearts filled with grief and wondering what comes next. I have a piece in my heart, a peace that knows that there can be joy in the midst of sorrow and there can be laughter in the midst of tears, a peace that knows that even the darkness of knights have an end and that sun will rise of brilliant once again on the horizon. A piece knows that there is promise in tomorrow Hofer today and that I am only expected to take at one moment at a time, and so I take this one hard moments and I fully lean into it determined to look for thy, which is so easily- missed

I don't allow myself to sit with those difficult feelings on those darkest days determined not to miss the brilliance in the trunk you just said to the post. Titled brilliance in the train. by Angel ITALY, of exploring plan b darker thick Angelina, a nice reminder for today and for the middle the weak broke into them. nice. In short, for today, thank you for listening and being here ever subscribing to the show of a great rest of your life. Only back for the Thursday show tomorrow, where optimal life awaits